Today i crossed a surspension bridge
it was so intence.



P@ul

Up side Down
my my mind is up side down
within my head
nothing more is clear to me
I know,
I love feel and hate
but nothing else
why mother
have you gone
and left me all alone
in this a world
I really do not understand
Mother dear where have you gone
left me alone like this
mother you know
you filled me with love
and happyness
mother
where have you gone
for you mean so much to me
and others to?

In
the
Order
of THINGs
you need an essential mind
to
understand things
ipsofacto.

But now like new
well newer than before
you got inside of my head yet again
time slides in from the future
of was what before, in time
Time will feel loose
but look at a clock and see time itself
feel it with me about yourself
and back again
the ticking never stops
we all age with the universe
and become age itself
but do not stop
your path you create

surly I have told you this before today.

In a park close to you
just a perfect day
I am so glad I spent it here
at hello poetry
so hold on to what you see
and you never know
candy was so surreal she painted
colours on her toes
but would not paint them on me
so my toes reman pink.

prisoners march squares
in circles
and there life goes on.

It's true
even my claw hand
which i lost
reminds me sweet girls of mine
of you love the way you tell me

DAD ***

P   A   U   L
i
asked
myself

what would you be
if you were not yourself
what do you
think you would be
i would like to be a
STAR
up there so far maybe only seen at night
by lovers
or by intelligent others
then i would be something
and not just me.

Pomegranate is fruit
sweet and a taste
I can't describe it
Surreal but reminds of things I once had
as the juices dribble down my jaw
but have memories of it
do we grow it
at home
?

No not hot here enough

Air pressures push me down
try to get me to lay down
gravity hands are around my ankles
pulling me to the core
Not having age on my side
gives me week knees
and the breeze and winds
try to knock me down
not easy to dream these days.

As we slip
into December
just wanted to be the first

To be wishing
all yours well
in the new universe
that we
all know so well
is yours and mine
parts different in-between
and that's
all we see different

have h@ppy

LoVe P@ul.

I declare a holiday
who am I.
P@ul
a holiday is
just because
I am P@ul
holiday no matter what the doctor say
this is your day
to be what you want or to be
fat or thin
this is your day.

This a seams like a life time
of all the things I do wrong
I
AM
Sorry for the things I have done
I
WISH A WAS
A FOOL for you
but not sorry for the way I was with you.

Did I meet a stranger
or in some strange way
did they meet me?

it was the way they rolled their eyes!

P@ul.

Slim past all test
just slipped thought
what was our net
i did not see him
seams he slipped by.

Tonight
I
met a girl
called MARY
we talked for a while
then she got her
****
out,
well I just fell
there and then
in love with both of them
just had to hold one
after a lot of questions
she let me do just that


MARY   I  SAID these  ARE THE
BEST  BLUE ****
I HAVE EVER SEEN.

so we made a deal and brought both birds.

My garden hurts me
as walk among the roses
they grab at my flesh
to rip off my bones
but soon is halloween
and from the garden the roses will run
never to return till the sun shines bright
the weak always wins.

Like she think's
I should
come on
ant it time
you lowered
your expectations
*** is
never love
*** is just one thing
that the whole thing
of love
is about
and I'm a man
*** for me is just
cravin that
but love is truth
you can give it to all.

Lea
f

ff

falls off

slips
in
slim
o
f man
K
i
n
d.
one
was
the
nothing
of what was.

Surreal P@ul
head in the clouds
drink in my hand
Lemon shirt
and on this day
lime green shorts. chinos
bald head glowing in the sun
coming in my windows
basking in its warm glow
curtains shut
mind open
finding the words
to make this poem grow
remembering the thing I had
like my mind
the thing I lost years ago
just put it down
now so hard to find
time has to come
when a man will changes
think my change is past
and looking forward
to my dying day.

Repeat after me
Left, Right by Left ...... repeat.

After my stroke
this is how
I began to walk again
and that now that I can
as long as tell my self
Left, Right by Left
warning
do not try to add skip
you will end up
flat on your face
do not forget to repeat
as for my left hand
well now has it's own mind
and where that's going is hard to see
so tonight I am going down the corner
where the music loud
and let my left hand steel your love.

Today got the whole day off
sniff some flowers went back to sleep
day off dreams so bizarre so surreal
awoke to a knock on the door
Shela has come round with the kids
invite them in what a din
kids play out after bribes with sweets
Shela sobs like hell
draining my wine and hanky store
remind her I am working tomorrow
she forces the kids back in the car and leaves
car fumes play with my nose
dame the kids have left things behind

I call her
Tomorrow.

!@£$>

If the left are right
then how can
that be
and
what
does that
mean to me
I will just dance until my feet
no longer touch the ground
but which leg to kick out first
Left have the vote
or is that right
man I have
such
a dizzy head
time i left
I think that right.

Lefty told me so
nagging me in my ear
maybe he was right
who knows
but he did not let it go
would not leave it alone
all day this went on
shut up
quick as you can
Lefty shut the **** up man
and he closed
the pains in my chest began
though this was my destiny
as the pains dragged across my chest
taking away my breath
maybe Right was right
and I was wrong
and the lefty was nothing more than a dream
but it stopped.

Tom's Diner (Reprise)
in more than ten words
think how that might fit in.

Truly yure's

Blue walked into a bar
Remind me not to do that again
As he slipped down the wall
Orange sniggered
Almost fell off the chair
Slapped her drink down
Cut her finger
****** orange
Aqua's paranoia
Made her nightfall in
Blue murdered
As ordered a drink at the bar
Holding his head
Jack and Jill went on stage
Did their thing
Violet thew up into a what she though a bin
But was somebody's handbag
Yellow also thew up at that
Blushed and ran off
Purple her date
Was ******* at that
Wantted to fight all around.

and people worry!

About Black and White.

When alone
I sit and wonder of another day
Will i make it through the night
* or GOD will i meet you*.

Come up and see meEEEEZe
O' my lover,
we cango down easzy
But wan't to hold the moment
picture it in my head
who are you,
to say you are the one for me
who are the **** are you
to get inside my mind
catching the next train home
but your pictures
I see again
as if reading of the computer
but there is still a man in a station

I was talkin to John
whom spoke in not so many words
of all the things he had done
then Betty piped up
and it seamed to me
talked only of the way she looked
Burt slipped in
and with a grin
talked of mental things
things that I do not know were to begin to
take of.

Today I did think
while flushing my head
that there might be a series of words
that a human could think
that when thought of
would change everything
for all those that there read
and indeed
the person that thought it.

Mind over matter
I find
most things I think
people do not understand
antimatter

and

Matter
don't mix.

Somewhat explosive
fizz, fizz,
look at them
percussion words.

But I am
really nice
nothing to think of
have two grandchildren.
no longer a wife
and two great kids
so why
do I fined I'm all alone.

Bubley ****
pow we are there
you and me
I make you feel you are free
Pow Bubley ****
.

W H O
am I !
if I do not who
was that man that was
who is the man that was
who is this man that was
tell me doctor
as I take your drugs
who that man was?

Hang my shell
on that there tree
and before you do
let me say this to you
some one said
he knows
he knows nothing
but in nothing he really knows.

I limp
spelt L.i.m.p
on my right I hold you
but not always to my soul
for my heart just is not big enough to be the whole
makes me feel small
little P@ul
feel small
But I am bigger than that
so I hold in my you in my head
as long as you work with me
One Two Three Four
lets rock and roll
lets dance
you say I hear no music
you feel it in blood
throbbing
in your head
For me
That's a good day come on
special treats
**** Me
so much
from just dragging
a foot
On my left
that's the foot
that's
just ****** with you.