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Paul Hardwick Mar 2015
I know this nurse
called Olivia
hope
on my dying day
I get one of those
happy to push the pipes back
when I pulled them out
and when
compi mentis
feed me by mouth
and tell me
what old fool I am
for the nurses
are princesses.



Just for you Livi.


With regards P@ul.
True Story  P@ul.
Mar 2015 · 296
I go out.
Paul Hardwick Mar 2015
Find out
I ant any sixteen dreams
I do what I can
be myself
just here
livin on the edge
then my chest hurts
and man that pain burns
curl up my toes
go on again
be creful
my dreams hurt
my nick name
is ****
and that hurts
****
by nature
in my own
minds eye
and heres
a song
deep from home
so I push on
just to get
something for me

Belive that
and you will belive anything!
So F**King true     P@ul.
Mar 2015 · 163
Just had one of them!
Paul Hardwick Mar 2015
Thought
of something neat
the doing something else
forgot what
it ever was

hope it was not important

but ****
I will never know now.
Very True       P@ul.
Mar 2015 · 269
JustOutside.
Paul Hardwick Mar 2015
Just outside
the
circle
there they lay
wait'ing
I
don't know who!
but do I care a jot
no not me
for I care not
must have smoked to much grass
so as I am

I will carry on
and at the end of each day
thank GOD for tomorrow
for I ant getting younger
and anyway justouside
are many other shapes
shapes of thing to come.
Just doing what my mind does   :-)   P@ul.
Mar 2015 · 543
Day sinks in the sky.
Paul Hardwick Mar 2015
I feel the motion
round and round
need to lay down
firmly on the ground
sharpen your wits
and get up off the ground
lift myself up
get a head full of star
sky comes in
opens up the black door
walks right in
and night begins.
True story       :-)      P@ul.
Mar 2015 · 435
When I smell bacon.
Paul Hardwick Mar 2015
It is one
of two things
it's morning
or I have fell on  the heater again
but must be time to get up now
even with burns on my hands
must go to sleep now
Night Hello Poetry
thinking of you
see you all tomorrow.
Post it not to my self
Do not sit on the heater
its ok I will lay face down
sweet dreams all      P@ul.
Paul Hardwick Mar 2015
Imagin life itself
do we live by strings
I have computers myself
and if string exist
are they not like wires
and at night
the twist fairy come in
twisting the wires
into a tangled mess
I think
it should be
called bunched myself.
But what do I know        :-)            >   P@ul.
Mar 2015 · 347
iWatch rist.
Paul Hardwick Mar 2015
Like me
Do I care
THis night
People like me
mostly on my own
cofirm to me
I am like this you see
sort come to me natural
when all my thoughts
are       far           away
with people I know
People like me
are better off
on there own.
Dream sequense of Words in inamging me.
imagin my watch words on your arm.

Thanks for reading P@ul.
Paul Hardwick Mar 2015
asked me something then hopped off
spelt to me,     L  I   M   P.
Happed just today   P@ul   and true.
Mar 2015 · 398
Don't do that to me
Paul Hardwick Mar 2015
Don't do that again
get lost with sniffing my hair
might have
this morning picked up your shampoo
had my eyes closed

You know yours is the cheap stuff
anti dandruff shampoo £2.99 from Lidel

now I am like my dad
while in the shower eyes close just pick up a bottle
mum left the Cif there
Dad smelt of lemons for a week.
True Story        P@ul.
Mar 2015 · 409
Dreaming of clocks.
Paul Hardwick Mar 2015
Trying to sleep
dreaming of clocks
*******
with your
tick tocks
let me sleep
stop turning up
the nose from my
clocks
let me drift off
for tomorrow
I have to get up
then my alarm
gose off
**** it's morning.
True story     :-)  we have all been here    P@ul.
Dali would off bean so proud.
Mar 2015 · 327
Dark Matter.
Paul Hardwick Mar 2015
Dark Matter
are really there
passing through me
leaving the room
and dose it
Matter @ All?

Question in my head
are some of your friends Quarks
or the elusive
Higgs Boson
how will I ever know

What do you
Dark Matter
mean to me
pass through me
as if I care

No Matter as if I care
Dark Matter
are you even there?
try not to mess me hair.
?     Should not watch evening TV    :=)    P@ul
Mar 2015 · 253
you are so special to me.
Paul Hardwick Mar 2015
Hold me in your heart
for you special
there I can love you
hold your hand
Some called star dreams
I am move @
and no wish to hurt you at all
no dreams
belive that get it wrong
stroll on.
Paul Hardwick Mar 2015
Like a thousands drums
here it comes again
beating just for you
and there is nothing I can do
can I make it alright from Sunday morning
till next friday night
and maybe the weekend see

I willl make it alright from monday
to friday night
only lonely at weekends.
Surreal P@ul.
Mar 2015 · 316
Hurry up.
Paul Hardwick Mar 2015
For my mind tonight
is like a google feaste
eat
it all
up and then come
back for more.

Out of sight last night.

Now what I am I not sure
knowing only what am for sure.

hurru up
get your request in.

for it may be no more!

just this people see
get a request in
make me write it see.
Your Marvelness so surreal it so shows

P@ul.
Mar 2015 · 340
The Lemond Headed Bleads.
Paul Hardwick Mar 2015
See what life gives to me
before you ever judge me
look and see
never stay in your tree. Think of me.

Before
you empty your head
@ me.

Look @ the good
in me
all the tricks i have.

and then think
what do you have
and come back to me.

when I cut myself I ble@ds.
P@ul.  just thought it was time to slip one in.

Surreal dreams.
Mar 2015 · 222
Back street night love.
Paul Hardwick Mar 2015
When she
smiled today
did she let you
back street wall
when she
gives love
she will find you
and not before then
Back street night love.

turn around
and she has gone.
Paul Hardwick Mar 2015
You left me right                                                   Now not taking sides
you did what you                                                 Deep down i knew
wanted to do                                                         You did it without secound  
                                                       ­                          thought
never think                                                            ­ How I would feel
what you meant to me                                          I was RIGHT!
True                                                                                    P@ul.
Mar 2015 · 176
Thinking about.
Paul Hardwick Mar 2015
Infinate
and how big
is space itself
who knows
and
can I
ever live
long enough?
to know
why
would
I
want to
know?
maybe
I
will
think of
something else
if my mind
will be big
enough.
True story    P@ul.
Mar 2015 · 276
Men to need wings.
Paul Hardwick Mar 2015
On the turn of day
on the wings of the night
proof men to have wings
no more fighting in me
I land
to find the grounding within me
so when tomorrow comes
I can fly and fight again.
So true  ask any man   P@ul.
Mar 2015 · 443
Leaning on the wall.
Paul Hardwick Mar 2015
Leaning on a wall
feel a little like a Banksi
lighting a cigerette
with my painted hands
stranger pass me by
will life never
leave me alone
think i will
go home
and lean on my head
seams the best thing to do.
True story       :-)      P@ul.
Mar 2015 · 411
Some day's.
Paul Hardwick Mar 2015
Some day's
I feel I have just fallen out of the sky
Don't ask me why
but nothing seams right
maybe I bounce to much
or concussion in my head
never landed on my feet
like the earth
I here now
so lets play ball
and have a feast
on these words
find myself behind this computer
a fast delight
twin turbos burn
just have to find my head now
and let my fingers burn
updating right now
but getting old
get
ready
don't
be shy
let me know

I just do it the way i do it
and I have fallen up see.
TRue  SToy
P @ U L .
Mar 2015 · 464
Crufts.
Paul Hardwick Mar 2015
Working on Crufts
walking about
doing traffic crossings

God smiled on us
and the sun came out
I can tell you man

never seen
such a lot of hot dogs
walked by there *******.
Good day in all true story     P@ul.
and yes I did mean there and not their
as next to.
Mar 2015 · 687
Reggae Tea.
Paul Hardwick Mar 2015
Come whit me
lets drink
some reggae tea
never say to me
lets give
some reggae tea
to the
police man !
I wouldn't do that
and if you did that
I would say
to thee
don,t do that
so come whit me
and drink me tea
and just
chillax
whit me.
Strange brew but nice in it,s own way     P@ul.
Mar 2015 · 267
One World.
Paul Hardwick Mar 2015
one world
on which @ night
I rest my head
and in the day my head
gets on with other things
one world
for me
one for you
how to me
dose this seam wrong
there is only
one world
on which
I rest my head
one slip
and my head rolls off
on to the earth
face filled with the sand of the world
on which @ night I rest my head
one world
which I try to keep safe
now smacks me
in the face
the
world
on
which
@
night
I
rest
my
head.
True Story                 :-)                    P@ul.
Mar 2015 · 392
Dancing words.
Paul Hardwick Mar 2015
Turn on your head
and the dance begins
think of words
toss them down on the page
feel the words in your head
for with them you can be anything
let your imagination sing
and before long
your swinging about
with all the dancing words in your head
jig move your feet
rock about.
Well that's the joy for me      True story         P@ul.
Mar 2015 · 388
WArs come and go. 10 words.
Paul Hardwick Mar 2015
Wars come and go,
what remains is the truth.


W          A        R  .
Mar 2015 · 216
Slip here next to me.
Paul Hardwick Mar 2015
I need somebody
laying here next to me
for I am feeling all alone
for that's when
I am my worst
baby look after me
hold my hand
take my hand
lead me home
from I once came from
come on and drive me home
can you not understand
if it was
just up to me girl
I would keep you here
lovin me
I am losing track of hours.


Take it or leave it.
True story         P@ul.
Mar 2015 · 222
I can see the future.
Paul Hardwick Mar 2015
I can see the future.

With my 20  /  20 vision
I can see the hate
and with every move my body makes
the true god will have won

I wish I was like the rest of them
always what I wanted
but for me not to be.
True story     P@ul.
Mar 2015 · 375
Ferment.
Paul Hardwick Mar 2015
Ferment inside my head
        You used to be good to me
                But now confussed the if and now
                         Became the question what if?
What if now?
                 Looking out the window nothing to see, I know I have to travel but the highway is killing me, all looks the same.
True Story    P@ul.
Mar 2015 · 241
See my face.
Paul Hardwick Mar 2015
See my face
as it's smiles
look at that, and remember me, as I was
the shadow of yesturday and tomorrow
it ant getting any better than this
for this is me today
and you ask me why I pray

Look into my eyes
for they tell all
I am alive inside
I have no fears at all
just glad to be me
as you are you

So see my face.
True story      P@ul.
Feb 2015 · 277
What I am
Paul Hardwick Feb 2015
And what I would be
that I can not tell you
when I stand or a road side
I can tell you that's a place
I would not rather be
although good at it
hold my light
like a cigarette in your hand
and when you've had enough
snub me out
and never come back to me
spend time in my window
don't ******* out
for that's where I am.
True story            P@ul.
Feb 2015 · 246
Time slips.
Paul Hardwick Feb 2015
Do you know
what happens when time slips
can you tell me with your own lips
will you tell of it's frail, defaults and sail along with me
into a sea of words
for this is what make me
when time slips.
True story     :-)     P@ul.
Feb 2015 · 190
These Day's.
Paul Hardwick Feb 2015
Some day's I wonder
why even go outside
out there I can not hide
look out the window
what do you see
people are all living
like you and me
so I stay inside
knowing only out there
I will survive
being with
good bad and evil
and these
DAYS
I
see that
between you and me.
True Story    P@ul.
Feb 2015 · 199
Mirror of horrors.
Paul Hardwick Feb 2015
There are days
when I wake up
wash, look in the mirror
and that mirror looks back at me
and in an instant I am talking to a reflection of myself
what I used to be, what I was about
and I remember things
that I did
And some times I tell myself will I ever learn
P@ul
don't be you yourself
be what others want you to be

lOOking In to the Mirror Of Horrors.
TRue Story  P@ul.
Feb 2015 · 312
You, me and yesturday.
Paul Hardwick Feb 2015
You, me and yesturday
sometimes I don't where I am
yesturday still hurting me
not knowing where I am
you had your fun
played the man and drove me whiled
and now I don't know where I am
not sure what day it is
or if I am a man.
True story    P@ul.
Feb 2015 · 230
Sara Lee
Paul Hardwick Feb 2015
Why
can't you see
woman you driving me mad
and why I'm crying like a child
see what you've done to me
you had your fun
some times I wonder
will I ever learn
that's the pain your mean to me
Sara Lee.
Sara Lee is fictional to protect the inocent   True Story.

P@ul.
Feb 2015 · 268
My Windows.
Paul Hardwick Feb 2015
Looking out my windows
nothing to see
only my reflection staring back at me
come on now microsoft
maybe nextime I will hit the power key
all will change when the morning comes
when looking out my windows.
True story    P@ul.
Feb 2015 · 324
Nothing.
Paul Hardwick Feb 2015
Nothing
but a hound dog
crying all the time
I need an owner
A princess
from where ever thay are maid
a woman to ask
how was your day
to forgive me
curl up beside me.
Rock P@ul.
Always read the small print.
Feb 2015 · 223
Changing song.
Paul Hardwick Feb 2015
Time has to come when man will change
take the time for my mind
I've got room for this and that
mostly makes me look a pratt
got to retain my satisfaction
and I will not lose that to my dying day
much make me the.
the person
I am.
TRue      P@ul.
Feb 2015 · 200
A friend.
Paul Hardwick Feb 2015
Need a friend
to help me through
this day
pick my body up carry me home
make the way clear to me

need some light to see my hand
need a friend to help me through
TAke me Home.
True story    P@ul.
Feb 2015 · 264
Bridge. 10 words.
Paul Hardwick Feb 2015
Today i crossed a surspension bridge
it was so intence.



P@ul
So Surreal     P@ul.
Feb 2015 · 276
Space and time. ten words.
Paul Hardwick Feb 2015
Hi
please
let me introduce
myself for I'mmmmmm
>                                                  <
and  T  I   M   E.
True story         >P@ul<
Feb 2015 · 343
Yesturday and today.
Paul Hardwick Feb 2015
Working
protecting
the halls with there exihibiters within
public come and go
rain drops falling
todays suns warm glow
fighting the polotics of the venue
staff come and go

But tommorow I am off.
See what happens when I get board     P@ul.
Feb 2015 · 384
Mr fantasy.
Paul Hardwick Feb 2015
Dear
Mr fantasy
Keep me straight
play to me a tune
sing me a song
play
guitar
and make
it snappy for if
have none of these
things I will be blue
so mr fantasy
please
make
me
happy
.
.
.
thanks
mr
fantasy.
Just a dream...  P@ul.
Feb 2015 · 329
Happy Valitines.
Paul Hardwick Feb 2015
@>--->----

Will it be chocolates
or maybe flowers
even a meal just for two
@ a resturaunt of your choice
or maybe just nothing
for I have
no woman
just like you.

@>--->----
Have all of you the best day posible      P@ul.
Feb 2015 · 352
Sip Supped.
Paul Hardwick Feb 2015
Sip supped from a perfect cup
well with a perfect rim
holding the content
there within
might be called a perfect cup
that which sip supped.
Ow slang   P@ul.
Paul Hardwick Feb 2015
For I have never seen a leopard
in poker dotsis
so I ask do leopards have
well?
spots
I always see them more covered with bloches.
True Story unless you know different
REgards    P@ul.
Feb 2015 · 520
LOOKed UP.
Paul Hardwick Feb 2015
Looked up into the skys
the sun burnt my eyes
so begain to hum
then giving that full voice
shouted
What The **** Was ThaT
looking up hurts your eyes
so now I do
my looking in.
P@ul.
Feb 2015 · 221
B L I N K .
Paul Hardwick Feb 2015
.
.

B L I N K
and will be gone
for there is no time in life
to give back to me
L I N K
yourself to me for
I am almost gone
as the pain returns
IN
what seams like an hour
the time will pass
time you try to give back
N O T
to be true
for I am me
and you, you
K I N E T I C
the energy you feel
but from an atom
my universe explodes

.
.
How true is that
That is my question        ?             P@ul.
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