No stopping me
life goes day after day
Hold me in your heart
feel my soul
feel the day I was born
Feel what I am always about
even if
I am long way from home
this is a long way out
walked further than I have before
so hold me
hang on to me.

You blanc me of your words
paint out all my words
paint me over with white
as if, I had never been here before

Get your decor on
but whithen peace
Be whole again
smile drift on look to where you lost your balance

Never feel the fall as it happens to you
never fall never anymore

You become the man so grounded
and the why you feel is grounded

So why are we not talking?

Is stuck in my skin
I am rose
and not what I was before
I felt you enter me
and with my desire
you felt like me
I felt your thorn.

Seeing me
is see you too
all the melon in your head
where in that do I come
hold your hand
now like that!
now I am 61
grey hairs coming from my ears
do unto others
as you will have done for you
just walking holding hands
thinking of them selves
in power
and be mindful
of what is, and will be will.

become.

My head come out,
right out of the box

batteries not included
I can’t explain

for there was nothing at all
nothing I could grasp on to

Then that day
it was like being switch on
I become awake
then I become one
well in my brain
I can feel
heat, time that passes me by

Love
means so much more
it is the sweet feeling of being with a princess
confuses me
but I think I will know when I die.

The tree
that dies
has nobody there
when it has no more
no crying tears
all there is alone
just before it's past
is another
drying tree.

Fresh air
so clean
but am not like that
I am the smoke in your lungs
breath in
and I becoming you
with out you knowing
you become me to.

You look
a lot older
then the last time we meet
are there more wrinkles than before
but yet you seam the same to me
yet I feel insecure
something has change
enlighten me
how have you change from before
the time that was in my mind.

You knew
you had the key
to my heart
but you choose
to break it in the lock
so those that came there
would give up trying
to give up to undo
my life
and make me
love again
but here
I am that man
born free
who's words
roam free
in a new lock
of his own.

Sands storm
blows my words
into pure
imagination
giving me hope
that some day
I will feel
in my life again.

The way
the day begins
decides
life
and everything.

Words come apart
and become letters
forming for me
words.

That's how you make me feel
just that thought
put's my teeth on edge
we do not speak of it
but in mind it always is
ice cream on toast
talking freezes my brains
and as the pain
hurts my teeth
it also freezes my brains
try, try try
all things are the same
try, try again
she does not know how to feel
this is a bad day.

Can come in cans
called all American
SPAM
and that for me
COMes
on the internet
am I a freak?

If you bang your head
against a brick wall
now thats hurts
but if you bang your brains
against stupid people
that seams not to hurt at all
but in the long run alway's does.

I saw you

just a transparent dream shining in the sun

of what was and what was in between

just like in a dream we meet

You and me go walking in the sun

just like the wind that did blow

I turned to face you

and you'ed gone.

Today when I got up
I was ten feet tall
life was good
after 12 hours work
I am ten feet small
disappearing up my own ****.

Is something I do
with both feet on the ground.

Flying like a bird
my brain is way up here
and all is beneath
did not know my brain could fly
but how time flies
way up here in the land of heat
makes me forget
I am that man
twisting my melon man.

Get up in the morning
another 12 hour shift here
people quzzing me
asking me
in which park did we leave our car
did you not look
no
OK
what time did you park it
is that important?
yes, there are 22
it was the one as you come in just after the island
they all have island, it the way we have to slow down your driving
about 11;oo am.
try North 5 or 6
then my mind thinks
if I was that stupid I would bang my head against bricks
it is only half past two
and already I have jelly for brains.

Sun blaze
casting shadows in my mind
Sue walking behind me again
seams you can keep my footsteps
sometimes you lead
then there again by myside
left or right
does not matter
as long as you are there.

The people next door say
I play to loud
but there girl
drops down on her knees
and says play more
your waking my rock'n'roll soul.

Nothing else will do
look at what I do
learn my style
make your own mind up
I am just this man
who's mind is made up, of all that is past
dance with me in my head
equal individuals
like that's true
but who is it
that's stands at the bus stop
at the start of the day
is it me or you?
tell me the truth.

Am I.   Real?
or am I so surreal
That's what I am
the way you feel.
or am I
just being me
the way I feel
the man that's free.

Another birthday
year older
spending the night
falling down another
Rabbit hole
wondering when I get down
if I might bounce.

I you hold you all
right here in my heart
feel your souls
yet you ask me for more
Hey full stop
do not abuse this old man
did you see
what I did there.

I sometimes think
I feel so much more than you do
Put yourself in there, in my own mind
Put yourself where I do
in within my mind
live a little bit
feel the surrealism of my words
mostly true
but I still these words feel so alien
be me for a night
try please try
think the way i do
and both of us can make this right
and nonsensical again
and that we might be happy
but I think not
but that is only the difference of me you to you
stand by me as I would you
then we all people might find the thing called love
or is this just the blues.

If when asked think again
I for one think twice!

Hit me
those words again
what was it you said
everybody's *** looks big in this
but you tell me I look good
and I said
princess please believe it dose
your *** looks good in everything.

Today while out on duty
the most surreal thing happened to me
and all this is true
ask the taxi driver
while senking of to have a drag
on vapor ***
noticed a taxi drive sitting on the car park
i was securing for the day
Knowing it would not be used
went of to tell him this carpark will not be use
and as I did leaning in his offside window
felt something rub against me leg
looked down
only a whiled rabit ******* on my foot
said to him look at this there is a rabit sitting on foot
if he had not seen it to I would have thought I was going mad
Buit there it was just sitting there
man weerded things happen to me
no wonder I so surreal.

By inventing is balancing on the edge
of madness and all that is surreal
when I was kid
I had rockets in my eyes
and like landing on the moon
seamed quite mad
and could never happen
and yet it has
and maybe more
who would have thought
a computer and phone
could be seamlessly placed in pocket
of ones designer jeans
and yet look at any girls ****,
**** for americans
and so Woman and Man
are making this world tomorrows world

Woke up in bed
felt like i had fallen out of tree
**** me what was dreaming about
but at 61 man you can not hold me back
went out to work, now 11 hours done
feel like I have been run over by a truck
life seams to get harder
wonder if
tomorrow I will get up at all.

Such American words
system updating
9 minuets left
restart will required
9 mins later
installing: 17 minuets left
you said it was 9 one minuet ago
so
let's play ball.

The first thing I remember
I feel myself slipping
then a hole appears
seams like out nowhere at all
just know it felt like down
felt it grab my feet with a pull
looking down all these colours appear
sort of coming at like steams
some hang about long than others just fade out
I know the she is upper wards in my brain
then almost as my air runs out
then those colour become bubbles
and for some reason unknown to me freaks me out
I swallow
all seams to begin from the start.

How can someone
when with child
make a woman's
******* so beautiful
but to sore to touch
just must be a joke of GOD.

He said to me
hello p@ul not seen for long time
I said
no I ve been ill
not even a smile.

Just based on advertising stuff
But andy have you found something clean
Loving the POP art
Met him once
when I learn art myself
and found him so surreal.

Not art
no content
nothing to become
drawn slowly
on paper white
or from moulds did become
images as seen
none art
never has been
but in words
now become
just a surreal dream
that's why I like dada art.


P@ul.

:-)

Timeless nights
man they get to you
like a calk mine turn easy
so sunshine help me
take this haze away
coloured picture I am the one
old I think, than before
my time
I need it so bad
more than I should need it before
when I get up
the day brings me down
when I sniff flowers
I get up again
and at that nature grins
working, talking Night.

Face is black
but cleaner than it's ever been
mirror, mirror on the wall
tell me all, wear have been
whiter then white
sun tan needed
late night eye's a bleeding
burning light, the candle both ends
working to hard
dizzy feeling
to much abuse
that's all I need
mirror, mirror on the wall
tell me how old
I have become
reflection of what I was before
I was a flower blooming every day
and yet,
Mirror,mirror on the wall
you do not stare back
I have just become old
I think
as listen to the tick tock of the clock
Mirror
you do not lie.

What do my words mean to you
why are you thanking me?

It took my mind away
Look now I am still lost
somewhere in the frost
deep in side what I what I have been
I am still lost in the dream
that seams to have become the end of me
but with the warm sun
who nows
yet again another tomorrow
she took all I had
and return sorrow.

God I try to be
but still have not found
what trying to be
maybe I will not within this world
and that gives me so pain.

What is this rushing around my head
doctor what have given me
makes me feel like my feet stick to the flour like glue
doctor what is this abuse
why you trying to hold me down
are you thinking from this earth I will fly off
or maybe stopping me running off
what have ever done to you
not taking them green ones again
for they are goo.

How can back be forwards
in reverse of mind
now thats so lateral
the words blow what is left of my mind.

How do you feel
do you know now
what is real
does your mind relax
have become that is your own mind
this is a big world
but all is to find.

Miss chief
ended up in charge of the village
most of the tribe had gone
she worried at what has to be done
but made the changes anyway
and with the earth has become one.

Who is the one
with a grin on his face
comes to me and says
easy, easy,
stand down.

As I drag myself into a new day
I look into a mirror
there I see my self
why is it then?

I am not the man
as know it.

When your slipping into sleep
there is a world you find
in-between this one and that one
slip slip into sleep
go there at least once a week
it helps your mind
to be what it will always be
and I care about all the little things you say
while I am slipping into sleep.

P@ul
used to
as a kid
play with lego
then
space got into his mind
played with fire
blew things up
shot thing
space ward
found art
under pages of paper
played guitar
till his own desire exploded
started into advertising
became
very good at
got married
had two beautiful girls
whom he still loves
after his wife went of with another
none of it he regrets
never normal
M E.

Lots of walk-in about
my feet are just wearing out
my body feels already closer to the ground
people milling about
then my radio gives a shout out!
Beck 95  location?
just crossing carpark North 5
can you make your location North 3
we are seeing some undesirables messing with cars
make your way there please
Man your making my feet bleed
my heart is beating hard
by the time I get there my batteries will have died
can you not ask gate 3

Man I enjoy it what is this all about, Working so hard.