Pandora opened it
some days at my age
I dribble
see my T-shirt
look at the stains
then remember I am old
never ask me who I am?
for I will never give you the answer
I'm suppose to
just as if you asked God
whats in my paint box
some pinks and blues
and a fiery face
probably wearing sunglasses
Who are the **** are you.

Time has told me
I get old
We get old
The mind is not what your told
You forget
all the things you try
to remember you forget
on that
the other day
a lot before this day
we held each other
do you remember that day
I wish you hold me now

your warmth against me
and how that played with my mind
I was not all you wanted
me to be
But LOved you
you seem
Then I to know that your life played me.




p@ul.  ***.

let it go
You don't know me
as others do
in my past
I won't be there
Thick as a brick
I won't make you feel
My sperms in the gutter
The elastic Trick
appears
You know me
Today
My name is P@ul
as my body cast
pictures on the water
I one with all
A bad moment may be

But for me not
lick my lips and love it all
is just me
I that finds woman false
painted lips
silicon ****
pumped up lips
how did we get here
for me a woman is beautiful
Big Hips
Small ****
only have small hands
that's me not you
Two men in a Bar
How the **** did we get here
That is a surreal joke.

Now with my simple mind
as I passed this life
on to the seeds of mine
tears on my face
their in safe hands
that time understands
now to never interfere
in their plans
for too soon will their time pass
just like now.

God is afoot
God never gives
lay down
his magic is alive
god is yourself
yes we are different not to blame
you are left I am right
make a space in the life you plan
be what you are
then you have won
old lefty was right
as he died
giving God his soul.

Will they ever stop driving me
have they ever taken time to see
when I'm doing my best?

There was the was
passing behind the trees
drifting off
where is now
must be all around
just because
now is this time
bringing your mind online
to stop the feel of you
or making you feel
what you would rather not feel
questions asked

But where is the now?