pages of numbers
I find
also reading me
as I read them
seeing what I find
within them, as it will so be me
as I see in them
when the bus comes
it's hard being a surrealist
five pasts three
the page said back to me
the bus arrived at
twenty past three
this timetable
is ******

Sign of the   *t  i  m  es.

What is real in any heart?
what has changed
how does that make you feel?
jars full-on vision, on a shelf
smoke of a cigar but nothing burns
into the meaning of you,
not an answer
to a question, never soon to be, asked
so no questions
your honor asked
!

Reaching out on all sides
trying to move my world one step on
from where I have come
on the inside
where I began
my unconscious mind
nourishing sleep
pictures flow
mind grows
surrealism
tries to wake my soul
and pow I am awake again.

like glass
I had to look
caught my face
now mirrors and I are not friends
saw myself looking back at myself
I do not know myself
had a loop on it saw what I saw
and don't I know it
what has happened to me
I have got so old
nothing of what I was before
**** I have lost my hair
first clue
I miss my mother
from where I was born
she gave me all I know
giving truth and love to all you know
you will thank yourself for it
be what you are
no more and no less
as she pressed me against her breast.

Love P@ul.

I sometimes upset myself
with the way I am
but does anybody no their self really
maybe I should take myself to task
but would that not be me
ipso facto
It's me P@ul.

Pomegranate is fruit
sweet and a taste
I can't describe it
Surreal but reminds of things I once had
as the juices dribble down my jaw
but have memories of it
do we grow it
at home
?

No not hot here enough

People take selfies
and pictures of one another
just in case they missed it the first time they saw it
all stored in their phones
which hardly ever leaves their handi's
only to see the image they saw
is not right
that is not how I remember it
you had to be there
you would have seen it
the joke is on you
now the world is not the same
nor are you
Think I have a filter for that.


I love people, do you do?