When I was young,
I was so indecisive!

But now I am old,
I am really not so sure!

Seems I have to have change seem
Baby, you took me, me on one big ride
now I ant feeling good myself
Hope you might make me feel
that I am alright
seems not
so I slide
into dreams
going down to the road to nowhere
in hope.

Today I wake
with a brainstorm in my head

Rebirth
who know's
Just feeling good
in the canyons of the mind
I will wonder through your brain
the cold winds will blow in your mind's eye
as I wonder through your brain
to ventricles of your heart
that throb in a certain symmetry with mine
in a passionate beat.

Don't you just hate waking like that?

Red
you warn me
you are human too
each and every time
what did I ever do to you

Red you shock me
make me know
I am real
Just
a man
with this nasty
paper cut.

Man
you're to far gone
but you'll
last for years
same time next Tuesday
at that, we shook hands
which the Dr washed immediately
a Dr with OCD
that's all I need
took my self into the winter day
there to try to find some truth
not sure I can
did not find it in my youth
maybe today will be different
ant that the truth.

Feeling warm
this cool fall day
feeling warm knowing
I have so many friends
feeling warm
some of my words
go down such a storm
I have, to tell the truth
it's just nice
there read

feeling warm P@ul.

one day got to get me out of here
for I want to be there
not beside myself
but over there by my dreams

one day I want to be me.

P@ul.