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Patricia LeDuc Mar 2018
It’s my night to meet with Liz
To tell her “bout my private biz
She mulls it over then tells me how it really is
You see it’s her job
To listen to me cry and sob
Imagine that…
She gets paid to listen to me

Most therapists say:

“Having a little anxiety attack?
"How about some nice Prozac”
Or
Can’t sleep, feeling lost and alone?
“How about some nice Trazodone”
Or
“Manic Depressive? Feel like a ***?
How about some nice Lithium”

Not Liz…
She gives appropriate drugs
Better yet she gives big hugs
Encourages me my thoughts to share
Teaches me to live again if I dare
To break free from loss and pain
Knowing from the truth I might gain

More free time
For both of us

On
Wednesdays at six
Dedicated to Liz
My therapist for over 15 years.  
She passed January 9th 2018
Original 12/10/04
Patricia LeDuc Mar 2018
Wait... I can go no further

My "time" is no longer mine
My "heart" is no longer mine
My "mind" is no longer mine

The sun never rises in my lost world
There was a time and a place
Where I was whole and had a face
My existence was recognized

Once a real person…on the road to life
Now a person on the long road to hell
Lost between worlds time and space

Not in my "time"
Not in my "heart"
But in my "mind"

I can be free
It all starts with me
1/13/18
Patricia LeDuc Mar 2018
The loss you feel now
Will eclipse
The loss you feel later
The sacrifice is never greater
Your loss
Is my gain
We are into hurt
But way past pain
No longer in love
Nothing will remain
From this misery
There is no refrain
Your dignity will not remain
No reason to explain
All you feel is pain
Love is gone…
Yet you live on
Finding a new way
After what happened yesterday
1/11/04
Patricia LeDuc Mar 2018
A Mother’s love never changes
No matter how life rearranges
While on earth
We must cherish its worth
When she is gone
Yes, life goes on
She just sends her love
From above
She is always with you
You need only look within
Her words, no longer heard
Are speaking to your soul
Completing the circle
Making it whole
The gap closed with her Mother
And her Mother before
It’s a legacy of love
We Mothers pass along
Listen…
You will hear it on the wind
In your children’s voices
In the deepest quiet
In the loudest riot
Crystal clear
Ever near
Listen...
You will hear
I love you
My dear
~~~
Mother
Dedicated to my Mother
2/4/18
Patricia LeDuc Mar 2018
Alert Alert Alert

A bomb in New Jersey
A bomb in New York
A bomb not detonated

Is this a distraction or a warning to come?
To see what we will do
To see what we have learned

We thought the twins towers could never come down
Are we are the target for this one or more?

A crazy knife wielding terrorist in a mall
Slashing People
A soldier of the Islamic state
Screaming and shouting Allah Allah
9/18/16
Patricia LeDuc Mar 2018
Commuters on a train
Going to work every day

Too fast the tracks say
They cause the train to sway
As they wobble and stray

Too fast the tracks say
As the brakes start to fail
As they scream out and pray

Too fast the tracks say
As the train goes off the rail
As the trains bursts into flame

Too fast the tracks say
As the train fills with smoke
As they all start to choke

Too fast the tracks say
As the conductor wakes up
A little too late

Too fast the tracks say
Commuters all dead
I warned you I said

Too Fast...
2/3/18
Patricia LeDuc Mar 2018
there is a face in the woods
where no one can see

banished for good
held captive for years

afraid to share her splendor
she shows only her face
for the woods to embrace

she has a body no one can see
her legs firmly rooted
in the moss by the tree

she watches in the snow
she has nowhere to go

she waits in the mist
longing to be kissed
by the one to set her free

there is something you see
but are unwilling to believe

the face in the woods…
is me

now i am found
finally freed
2/15/18
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