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Paige Feb 2017
Smile* because you are you
And nothing is going to change that
No matter what they say stay true
Don't let them walk on you like a mat
Smile because you are free
Free from the hate
And anyone can see
That you are done being irate
Smile because even though you don't feel happy
You might just help someone too
Yes I know this sounds sappy
I just wanna see you smile because I love you
Paige Feb 2017
My best friend is a very unusual one
But it is always there for me
It always calms me down
For my eyes only to see
My best friend knows all of my secrets;
Doubts
Worries
Pain
And yes it always keeps it
It does what it can to take it all away
Don't worry though for those who are jealous
You can have a best friend too just like me in a way
All you have to do is buy one at the store and it is all for you to relish
Paige Feb 2017
Silent tears
Loud lies
Withering pain
You can't deny
Strangers glare
Friends deceive
Whispers dare
It's all naive
Paige Jan 2017
When the earth slows down to match your heartbeat
And you inhale in what he exhales
When you blink but still remember every detail about him;
His eyes.
His smile.
His laugh.
Him.
You know that where ever he would go you would follow
Even though you know that He is deadly
You still give everything you have to him;
You heart.
Your soul.
Your mind.
You.
Because even though you know that he will eventually **** you
You wouldn't have it any other way
Every kiss He has snatched fills your body with poison
But yet His laughter is your only Antidote. Nothing else.
When ever you are with him, Your world is colorful
Yet when he leaves, the colors start to fade like your memory of Him
Poison runs through Him;
His heart.
His blood.
His soul.
Him.
But every time you two are together, it is barely recognizable
Every time He turns to look at you, you see that it is not just you that is dying
But Him as well
Because not only is He your poison
You are His.
Paige Jan 2017
OKAY. Is all I am ever told.
OKAY. Is how I look.
OKAY. Is how I feel.
OKAY. Is me.
OKAY.
Paige Jan 2017
write 10 negative things about yourself
1. I'm ugly
2. I am FAT
3. I self harm
4. I'm my own bully
5. I'm not smart
6. Every day I think of a way to **** myself
7. I don't like emotions
8. People bully me
9. I've been molested...multiple times
10. My demons are my my angels
Paige Jan 2017
DAD
I know I shouldn’t do this; I gotta let it go
But after all these years quiet; I’m gonna let you know
I’m so sick and tired of you leaving me
Tired of bearing the tears that you refuse to see
Remember all those times you said that you’d be there
But then you turned around and left without a care
Momma says you love me, is that even true?
I mean with the way you’ve been actin’ I never knew
I’ve been told that you are sick in the head
So I lay down in my bed
Wondering if you care
Or if you are truly there
My head is spinning
The dark thoughts are winning
Hell I know you took yourself to court over some ******* child support
Is that all I am to you?
Some child that leeches off of you?
A young girl begging for love
But knows that she can’t even get a simple hug
But dad you should know
That even through the pain
And the attempts to reach out but went to vain
I’ll never give up or let you go
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