light emanates grey and white below ice
blankets the stars in violet and warm
mass falls onto backs
ascending hhe smiled
light of a thousand suns.
fill into the cracks
cobblestone and wood
heart cold is death
beast again

vampire queen

cold hands ofwind
reeving rain of maggots
wriggled warring past palms of dissonance
to feed them and to feed the earth that bore them
line fingers slip into pockets white glow,
bent backwards
through traps set in speaking walls
woven together wet red on lattice
ravagingthrough energy paused

**** every1 you ever loved
**** every1 you are dreaming of

somewhere in a different place
maybe with a different face
you need me here to blame
so i stay
even though i will never change
i will always be the same

if u want to write, write what u really feel like, nothing else matters

profession:: collecting all the sadness

people will use u until u have nothing left if u let them and it doesnt matter what kind of blood they have

some people are meant to be with another person some people are okay alone
not that its anything i need to live its just something that makes me whole

how to handle life idfk

so this isnt reality just wait and see dont ask me for **** when it completely overwhelms your lifeless nothing

this is not how i feel like only sometimes how i feel

i love alcohol

i want to run away with u

i love ****

tell everyone everything that u never wanted anyone to know

for a little while every night feels like everything will be okay

alive and breathing
dead and dreaming

dead but cant die
idk how to fix it

not everything is about you

today was closer than i have ever been

**** america

sometimes
i will
i cant really do this
i know
best of everything

you inspire me more than you could ever know

death is forever
life means nothing

alive is not well or equal in anyway

farther from life closer to death

how do u love someone who doesnt feel love at least anyway close to how u feel it

love lasts forever
story close to ending

i think i will be a good father someday if i make it that far who knows

i put all my energy all of everything feeling inside of me into everything and everyone except for the person sleeping next to me

king of nothing

admitting u are wrong is the hardest thing in the world to do

i love people who spend hours on things that no one ever sees
maybe because its easy but idc i know they mean it

this time i know im right and you are the one making excuses

ruin it ruined it ruins it

this could really end and turn into something beautiful i hope with everything that i am that this is the way it goes

i am not hateful if u know me u know that i just lost sight of everything that matters

if i disappear know that im okay

i respect people once and once that time is gone it is gone forever its never going to happen again u made your desicion *******

i deserve this u didnt deserve any of this

animals deserve to live full and happy lives people i feel like need to earn it

there is a type of pill to **** every type of feeling

i want to run away with u

when i say **** u
it really means i lov u
when i tell you to leave
it really means i need u
and it hurts me
that it hurts u less
than it hurts me

settling for nothing is the only thing ive ever learned to do successfully

ur testosterone is sucha wsate of time
stop pointing the knife flip the handle
hand itto me backwards
and ill stab out my own eyes

poor
lots of problems from the past
no vision for the future
(and she says burden worthless complainer not worth my time)
/same person/same people

gets job
slowly fixes problems from the past
unhappy but has conscious plan for the future
(and she says love of my life)

                  same person
i am
                    are u

         i know i am

and were u ever

if your scared fdont bother
if i was meant to be over
it would already be over
its not from lack of effort
ask the knives in the kitchen
or the advil
or the bottle
or the nyquill
or my father
its going to be slow
and stronger
i am the best in the  world
at ******* hating myself
you should have looked at me
so much harder
before you thought you could help

theer are so many stars named after you