just sitting here watching it happen and there is nothing i can do

spend some time to figure this **** out

there is no god in this house not even close

learn from mine
neever ever feel alive

i dont want you to hate me

love is the enemy of pride

farther from life closer to death

i am the master of the monotonous
and distance hardens the exclamation
nothing is returning nothing is never ending
there are no eyes that can see what is needed
neadrathal, white club dragging black ink through cantankerous white leaves, love is an iv,
long refuted poison of a debutants dream, it just blankets u while you sleep
and walk away
blank down colorless empty streets

saying things will get better
does not make it true

mental illness or mental awareness

what rock did i crawl from under from

if u love me
then i love you
if u need me
then i need you

perceptions are strange mine of myself changes everyday

U knw that your tattoo is part of your lie

someday it will be captured on stone
then this world will see how desperation grows
tired of genies, beyond so much more
the mask of your youth lingers
like a lightning struck ghost
in my brain
crackling attuned to itsglow

portrait of the american family on drugs

i learn new things and forget them shortly after
i like that

the whole point is that u are more than i am

i dont want anything i write to be understood one way why would any person want that for anything they created

nothing feels real

she said inside you’re ugly, ugly like me

sleep sleep sleep
sad sad       sad

need to do what i need to do

it means nothing, just friends with my family, we were just *******, it meant notthing

is it even right or just what i feel like is right

the half moon that completes the whole

you are your own god
no one else is responsible for how you feel or how you deal with it

in love can mean a lot of things

vampire queen

humans arnt human just a weak imitation

know it’s wrong but it feels right

u are beautiful and amzing nothing will ever change that

no one in your real life is going to take u seriously unless u become famous or rich when u do **** like this doesnt make your art less valuable doesnt mean your feelings mean any less

the worst things do happen to the best people

U make me jealous when i have no right to be

for a little while every night feels like everything will be okay

take it how it comes to you

not hard it’s easy never tried to or anything
just the way it is and has to be
just wanted u to know

trying to do the right thing to a fault

i love you

im not ready for it but its already here

i need a bible manufacturer to make this book for me because i want it to be disrespectful to everything that Christianity and god stand for
and for what they have done to me and to try and ruin everything for everybody

Find me when u can’t find me

Not doing this anymore im gonna get what I deserve

admitting u are wrong is the hardest thing in the world to do

is this real?

when someone knows but wont admit you are not what they really want

this girl doesn’t love me