hello i am here nothing nothing inside of me no spiders no webs neverlandhas king gone missing andwater runsthe deep
waste telling the peoplewho wait underwater its only an
oz of time until kingdomhas time to be saving
**** thisim saying im going away nothing livesor spells it right no one usesminds lik they deserve to diein
the sun eating checkers dying in
the sun. bridge bent water is under waiting drinking lungs untl they start to panic an beg..mouselife
understreetlights tootpick sword human death in eyes spell backwards what u want to hear straight and empty your veins glowing refill with ice refill with power with hounds and life// hello i am
here nothing nothing was inside of me no spiders no livers no wasteing parachuting into the arms of death spiny leviathin chords with rose lights 4 eyes she is spelling perfectly everything right
the rainbows  sleep live  hideabove heropen eyes

give someone your vulnerability they will take it and forget who u are or that they asked for it in the first place
take it back and they will panic and give all their love and affection until they get what they want
then it starts over again

iwalked into the desert u said you would be there u said baby i missed u to a ghost half dissapeared smoked thru talk for hours
sun folds and burning red when I bent to kiss you the devil shook his head and said hey pretty baby i been dreaming i feel u + i need you we ran and burned like cigarettes dripping by a ghost the whole world smelled like gasoline left in bitter smoke. in two convoluted circles our desert fell apart flew like slamming windows recanted our blue hearts dark now so dark dark now so dark dark now so dark dark now so dark dark now so dark a gold pen malediction and my soul to trade instead theres nothing left to love for when you’re already dead ripped off my face laid in my grave burned off my prints ive been erased and everything still looks like evil

love is a dead pool, still and itching from the eyelashes it holds unwillingly that will never move from its glass surface, there is no wind in hell. love is a broken antler broadcasting heaven thru its creature, barreling through the trees with unrelenting grief, when all that surrounds is dark, not evil, just dark, emphatically imaginative. Snapping  a neck on the trunk of a tree,  swan diving straight off a cliff into the sea or just to bleed, raining over the cracks in an earthworms ceiling. The dark that comes after, that is love. cog-less, fluid, and remarkable. completely human and cognitive when it constricts around your neck and lets u go just before u asphyxiate. Violent and gentle, caustic and admiring, a skeleton dancing without his hinges. It is wonder fed a disease, on prismatic plates without chips or marring; just colors one and all. i dont know where you are and i dont know where i have been. i need you to exist or some part of it, before my earth climbs out of its skin. with or without you. love is a blood wind, a mastic for skin, a backdrop for sin and everything that crawls in the dirt without limbs, it is godless and wild, a smoking gun, spiritual eviction, blood all over the bedroom wall, jealous and infinite, unnameable and free, a reservoir of  dark dreams and darker fantasies.
please excuse me, i see the headlights coming and
this rapture has been far to long in arriving
there is no spirit in the sky
everything is in your eyes
god is in your eyes

everything is empty

ill always be here

until im not here anymore

do anything i can do to end the night without talking about how i really feel or having to fake ****

iwalked into the desert usaid you would be there

u said baby i miss u to a ghost half dissapeared

smoked thru talk for hours
sun folds burning red

when I bent to kiss you the devil shook his head and said

hey pretty baby i been dreaming
i feel u + i need you

ran and burned like cigarettes dripping by a ghost

whole world smelled like gasoline left in bitter smoke

two convoluted circles when our desert fell apart

flew like slamming windows recanted our blue hearts

dark now so dark

with your gold pen malediction and my soul to trade instead

there is nothing left to love for when you’re already dead

ripped off my face laid in my grave

burned off my prints ive been erased

and everything still looks like evil

theres nothing to wait for if u dont concede in something

i have nothing left to give and u have everything i need

pause take a break
give yourself a minute
pause take some time

people always blame **** on someone else changing if u are human u changed too and maybe they changed in part because of you

people need to start realizing that some people are just evil and their skin color/****** affiliation/gender has nothing to ******* do with it
some people are just evil and that is it

when ur trying to defeat hate with more hate

might as well bash your head into the wall until ur dead it will do as much good in the world

its too late for me
its too late for me

in view of blue orchids
on a rattled omen vase
crust and core undulate
the ground shakes
and its crumbs spread to fulminate
along then came a spider with
a blue messianic face
pulling martyrs out like **** stems
from unsuspecting graves
unfolding the patchwork of
shattered porcelain paint
rim and base suffocate
luminous sprites spread
to fill in the missing space
with tired eyes and fire light
they meld it all into a frame
placed on a pedestal
to sermonize disaster
and voluminous revival in the wake

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never beg for anything
u are just giving the other person what they want

this could really end and turn into something beautiful i hope with everything that i am that this is the way it goes

watch doctors prescribe more pills more pills that counteract those pills that side effect these pills that makes u take those pills until your blood is made of pills and your **** is made of pills what is the ******* point of living
i would rather feel like **** everyday for the rest of eternity than take  pills that shut off my feelings, i cant believe doctors and humans can get away with this ****, **** those ******* remember that adderal is an amphetamine that is constantly abused and given to ******* children when their ****** *** parents don’t want to deal with a child acting like a child
people dont want to take responsiblity for themselves at all anymore

they just want a pill to shut off any difficult feelings or emotions

so they can be the robot sheep they were raised to be

this world is so ****** up ***

god rolling life up turning days into signs
+ everything is aligned
struggling and pulling  some new death at my families life
makes no senses or curses handed devil a soul to try
what is in constituted in living is honestly nothing
compared to blackrr trees in the blacksst night
standing still staring @ all the pretty white lights
with home as a ghost + the smoke in your eyes
wanna tear open new hearts from the breeze
hold them and love them like im on this new disease
and soak them in french absinthe from gutters in the streets
watcch  god cry + lift off his *** for me
and the devil is laughning here nxx to me
convulsing on his knees
throwing first stones  like apples
behind a undiscovered treee
we was laughing cuz he was crying
and u cant remake already deceased
so he follows the blood to the ditch whre faceless sleeps
tongue rolled out of head when his eyes hit the ceilings
I killed Adam and ****** Eve
an all i ca n hear now is sum angels weeping and the devil breathing pull off my head to c if im dreaming want to
change and to destroy you in everything that isreading as nothing is to something and believing is to anything
crack the lips of blood and fold them just for a feeling
purple beneath the weight of her endlessly dreaming
strangled by spinal chords at the  crooked junction whr shes reading
to choke out all  common and coagulated treethings
that sit inside glass buildings constantly repeating
i was born into a cubicle dreaming
the numbers are connecting + replacing my feelings
airvents are molding and the towels r made of seaweed
i was born into this cubicle dreaming
numbers are connecting and replacing my feelings

like father like son
something i cant ever be
doesnt mean that i dont love you
just could never look at most everything the way that u see

somtimes u just gotta let **** go that you cant change, you cant erase what already happened and you cant react to situations differently than you already did

what are u and why do u want to do this to me

nothing feels like anything

godless too long haunted truly
breath you breathe is just  air to me
we are all drowning
constant and sure
see me lighting lanterns in the dark
lookdown at me and weep
before u sleep and dream
of how u fell apart
reaching to the other side
when motionless is so alyve
this princess bleeding hair out rhymes
still searching for what I need to find
up the walls sweat out my misery
into your arms back to the living

home

if we were here together
you could be Mary
and I would be Joseph
let the holy spirit fill us
when we take all our clothes off
and talk about when bottles
were just a keeping place
and the time that we wasted
hiding from fate
sometimes I know that I love you
sometimes I know the things you play
your gun drips nocturnal from soft light with a hiss
like a match strike in white off your sandpaper hips
living an empty light socket with a human face mound
dressed to death
in the wrong coat with no arms
to project you in your spirit form
sometimes I know that I love you
sometimes I play that **** you play
through tunnels of visors with plastic slot machine lips
the opening act of an **** in sun struck mist
red breath devil to sleep and **** around
even when you know im down
holy lidless ghost to throw your eyes around
even when the lids are down

staring at the moon a wolf dressed in drag
sputtered out coughs in vain
when he hustled away the rain away
with bitter sentiments + cooling breezes
insects skitter blac the town  
human is old and slowly leaving
ressurected a god

L
ost my ******* mind

i ******* ly

eyes set to traumatize
life is on a wire straddling paradise
with the sun and the sky
cleaning their tools before they cut u open
dripping white tears into your open ribcage
as they bend to look inside
sad hands revolve like jeweled steam lamp lids
raising our two bodies into one pink casket

everybody says the same.****

*** is life

ungrateful

**** the blood right out of my heart

cold hands ofwind
reeving rain of maggots
wriggled warring past palms of dissonance
to feed them and to feed the earth that bore them
line fingers slip into pockets white glow,
bent backwards
through traps set in speaking walls
woven together wet red on lattice
ravagingthrough energy paused

pharmaceutical companies want your money and your life
pharmaceutical companies want your money and your life

late
3 lights left
been a while
since i wrote under distress
log, lantern, cigarette
and this mermaid keeps swimming
through these dramatic scenes of death
unreachable
in complete red

**** haters **** what other people doing do your own thing

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