so many people want to label themselves give themselves titles they dont deserve and never will I hate u **** u

there is nothing worse than living against the things you cant change

life is too short and unpredictable

textbook: ruin your life 1 day at a time

this is getting harder and im starting to question if it was what i thought it was at all

love is existence without existing

how am i even here

I don’t feel the same anymore

every night now dreams infuse
hollow lotus flowers
colored by words
strangled by gloom

idk anything just completely lost in general

ive just been wasting time

do what you have to do now once this ends nothing is stopping me

summer here but not for anyone else

this couldnt last forever
and now i have an ending

the empty that ur feeling is the living ive been feeling for

I thought that trash bag was a person

why does everybody want to put a label on **** *******
let **** be what it is

settling for nothing is the only thing ive ever learned to do successfully

some people are just not right for each other and some people are made to exist together

i love u im sorry if i said anything that made u feel sad or upset i love u boo i hope you come tomorrow to sleep with me i love you

when it could only be the best for me
and never was or will be the best for you

i love u for understanding

as real as you want it to be

so many people raised and taught to be cold and calculating instead of caring and understanding

nobody knows what your going thru so don’t expect anyone to understand

i have to figure out what is wrong so i can destroy this
and go and be where i need to be

don’t know how to plan **** things just happen and I go along with them

when someone i give myself to looks at me i want to feel love in their eyes

fighting this everyday for too long when i know its right and i gave up because i was too weak to keep trying somethings are just connected regardless of what u feel about me so many things i cant believe that you said because its exactly what im thinking

a sign

u want a painting with everything u want in it to look at and admire when you feel like it from a cold distance not a relationship

its passed this time stop asking stupid ******* questions

white lights and vampires

every1 deserves better than this
except for myself when i know i am the cause of all this

u will slay that is what u do

an evil that i have to **** before it kills me

she says she’ll never let go
when she already let go

i dont know u but i love you i dont love u but i know you and it all can be made the same

Takeoffs brain is empty, young dolph is at roscoes now as  Casper the friendliest ghost around Memphis, Sylvia’s head is still in the oven and I’m here disbelieving *** might be a ghost on a podcast but I’m alive and still can’t see what there is to be looking for on this side or the other no one is made for anything or anyone just to die and live while In life

So why

lit a blunt and forgot the world exists

you are a liar annn so much better than me

i love constantly
and that can never change

seeing who a person truly is changes your perspective of everything