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Omar Abo Shama Mar 2013
Truth isn’t what i believe ..
 
Love isn’t what i need ..
 
Something is different and i have to know ..
 
It doesn’t matter to stay here or to go ..
 
It doesn’t matter the answer would be yes or no ..
 
It doesn’t matter if you was blind or everything you saw ..
 
It doesn’t matter to leave me in this way ..
 
It doesn’t matter to be silent or to say ..
 
It doesn’t matter to forget or remember me day ..
 
It doesn’t matter to go or to stay ..
 
Say what you want ..
 
Mean what you say ..
 
Remember the darkest Lights of that day ..
 
Eyes are open , hands are ****** ..
 
Deep inside i'm warped and twisted ..
 
I realized that’s not my place ..
 
I couldn’t see in your eyes my face ..
 
I didn’t realize that being away ..
 
Will make everything okay ..
 
Truth isn’t what i always believe ..
 
And targets are not what i always achieve ..
 
It doesn’t matter to look or to talk ..
 
It doesn’t matter to stop or to walk ..
 
Seeing you okay all i ever wanted ..
 
Search me inside ..
 
I’m you ..
 
I can’t change the past ..
 
I can’t predict the future ..
 
I just have the present moment , to say ..
 
Thank you ..
 
Thank you for making my life so wonderful ..
Omar Abo Shama Mar 2013
I believe in hope ..
 
whatever what happened there's hope ..
 
people come and go ..
 
Love takes you high and down ..
 
what i always try to proclaim ..
 
that all the roads lead to the same ..
 
Past is past ..
 
Today maybe is the last ..
 
Smile , forget your problems and don't say why ..
 
there's always hope and it won't die ..
 
Rise from the ground ..
 
Look around ..
 
It's just the first round ..
 
you still have the right ..
 
the right of living ..
 
Tomorrow is white ..
 
there's a sun after every night ..
 
hope is here ..
 
hope is near ..
 
Happy or Sad ..
 
Normal or mad .. 
 
Good or bad .. 
 
We all have to proclaim ..
 
That all the roads lead to the same ..
 
Smile ,, You're alive :)
Omar Abo Shama Mar 2013
Did we lose everything ?

 

Could we get at least a thing ?

 

I think of you lying in that bed ..

 

And wonder if there is anything I could have said ..

 

I reconsidered what i did ..

 

I saw our years ..

 

The laughs, the love, even some tears ..

 

We were the best ..

 

I held it true ..

 

To be close to you ..

 

I did all what i could do ..

 

I know you love me too ..

 

I know i wasn't perfect ..

 

But i gave you all i had ..

 

And if we were so deep in love ..

 

Why does it feel so bad?

 

And if we were so deep in love ..

 

Why are we now, so sad?

 

I still have a lot of questions  ..

 

and i still wonder why??

 

Why we had to say goodbye ..

 

Why we couldn’t try ..

 

Why we still believe that we are living ..

 

**It’s a lie
Omar Abo Shama Mar 2013
I was sittin in a car ..
 
Holdin a tissue , my hand was out of the window ..
 
The tissue wanted to leave cause of wind ..
 
 
Suddenly i remembered you  ..
 
 
You were like a tissue , The air was like a power wanted to make me without you ..
 
I tried to hold on tight..
 
In my heart i remembered every night..
 
But seein you want to leave broke me ..
 
 
So i left it , i left you ..
 
 
May life will take you to another place will be safer than a hand in the air ..
Omar Abo Shama Mar 2013
I’ve created a new world without you ..
 
Yes , all of you ..
 
Without your smiles and your faces ..
 
Without your souls and your places ..
 
Without your love and your lies ..
 
Without your whens and your whys ..
 
Without you ..
 
All of you ..
 
There’s nothing to proclaim ..
 
I know that everything would just stay the same ..
 
But there’s no problem ..
 
I’ve just created a new world without you ..
 
Yes , you ..
 
You left and you know well that there’s no life after you ..
 
You left and you know well what will happen after you ..
 
I hate myself for breathing without you ..
 
I don't want to feel anymore for you ..
 
Blinding wall between us ..
 
I have lost my way ..
 
And all paths lead straight to you ..
 
It doesn’t matter to reconsider what you said ..
 
It doesn’t matter to reconsider what you even did ..
 
I’ve just created a new world without you ..
 
And you ,
 
I found myself in you ..
 
Among lies you were something true ..
 
No one could describe me and you ..
 
But you weren’t just a one ..
 
You have a lot of faces with everyone ..
 
Your plan was to run away ..
 
And i was ready to be with you forever and stay ..
 
I just want to tell you true words ..
 
I wasn’t the addict here ..
 
You just forget your greatest fear ..
 
It doesn’t matter to reconsider what you said ..
 
It doesn’t matter to reconsider what you even did ..
 
I’ve just created a new world without you too ..
 
Running , running ..
 
In an endless maze ..
 
They’re so cunning ..
 
They put me in a daze ..
 
We could make everything so sweet ..
 
We could face everything and beat ..
 
You’re the winner , and i love tasting the defeat ..
 
The world is too big and im too small ..
 
Its when im about to fall ..
 
Im lost don’t get a thing at all ..
 
I need you and you never answer my help call ..
 
So i keep running to anywhere ..
 
I keep running to nowhere ..
 
Hoping to find ,,
 
Some consolation to what’s left of my mind ..
 
You always deceive ..
 
There’s nothing true to believe ..
 
There’s even no goal to achieve ..
 
And now ..
 
It’s time to leave ......
 
And i swear It doesn’t matter to reconsider what you said ..
 
It doesn’t matter to reconsider what you even did ..
 
Because i’ve just created a new world without all of you ..
 
I have something to say ..
 
Understand it by your way ..
 
If you couldn’t create a new world without people ..
 
Someday , You’ll find no place to escape ..
Omar Abo Shama Mar 2013
Don’t stare at me ..

I swear i can revenge ..

Don’t stare at my words ..

Really I can revenge ..

Don’t talk to me like this ..

Don’t talk about me like this ..

Don’t use this way ..

The killer was only in need for a gun ..

It’s simple to **** ..

It’s simple to hurt ..

Don’t act like a killer ..

Because i’ll never be your victim ..

Revenge ?

No need for revenge , i will just sit back and wait ..

Calm down babe , i still didn't think about revenge ..

Once i read ''Those who hurt you will eventually ***** up themselves ''

And if i'm lucky ..

**God will let me watch
Omar Abo Shama Mar 2013
Her soul has visited me at night ..
To ask me if I still remember ..

Her words and her love ..
Her hug and her touch ..

Her soul has visited me at night ..
To ask me if I still care ..

About her life and her smile ..
About her heart and her eyes ..

Her soul has visited me at night ..
To ask me if I still think ..

About her problems and her feelings ..
About her looks and her words ..

Her soul has visited me at night ..
To ask me if I could understand ..

What she couldn't explain and What she meant ..
What she tried to do and what she didn't ..

Her soul has visited me at night ..
To ask me if I miss ..

Her days and her moments ..
Her voice and her smile ..

Her soul has visited me at night ..
And I've a lot of whys ..

Her soul has visited me at night ..
And she always tries ..

Her soul visits me but she don't ..
Her soul cares about me but she don't ..

Tell her why she didn't come ..
Tell her I'm sad ..
Tell her I'm mad ..
Has no one told her he's not breathing ..
Has no one told her he has lost his way and all paths lead to her ..


Remind her of the days we spent ..
Remind her of the messages we sent ..
Remind her of the words we said ..
Remind her of the things we did ..
Maybe she forgot ..
Maybe she has lost what we had got ..
Maybe she needs someone to tell her ..
You're her soul , tell her ..

Tell her why she didn't come ..
Tell her I'm sad ..
Tell her I'm mad ..
Has no one told her he's not breathing ..
Has no one told her he has lost his way and all paths lead to her ..


Tell her that I've never forgotten ..
Any moment ..
Any day ..
Any word ..

Remind her of the one who had saved her when he couldn't at least be able to save himself ..
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