Your heart is still beating ..

Your words are still the same ..

The way you laugh didn’t change ..

The way you get confused ..

The way you walk and talk ..

Air is still getting pumped through your lungs ..

Blood is still running through your veins ..

You still have sense ..

You still can see and hear ..

Food and water are keeping you alive ..

But still ,

**You're dead to me

Today is different ..

Today I can't say ..

Happy birthday ..

Today i don't have this right ..

As you know , I can only write ..

I've just remembered our past ..

The moments that you decided to be the last ..


So fast ..


But today isn't like those days ..

And this year isn't like those years ..

I'm here alone without you ..

A new life I've begun ..

A new life without your sun ..

But it's still her birthday ..

And all the best wishes I've to say ..

In a friendly way ..

It doesn't matter where my words will stay ..

In her heart or faraway ..

But it's still what I've to say ..


Happy birthday ..

What can I do now ..

I've lost it all ..

Too late ..

Beside a closed gate ..

You've gone before I tell you ..

How much is it hard without you ..

And how much I need you ..

You've gone before listening to my reasons ..

Before knowing the answers of your questions ..

Finally I'm the only loser ..

You left me alone ..

I wish I could meet you ..

And say all what should be said ..

I wish I could listen to you ..

If I have only one more day ..

I would have more to say ..

I would tell you how much I miss you since you've been away ..

I wish I could delay ..

The time of death ..

Finally I'm the only loser ..

You left me alone ..

The pain I can't hide ..

The sorrows I can't slide ..

I wish you could hear my say ..

I wish you could be here today ..

To hold you in my arms ..

To forgive all your mistakes ..

To have another chance ..

To thank you for all you've done ..

Someday , After life and after people ..

May I would be able to see you again ..

Years passed ..

Year after year ..

Waiting with fear ..

Beside a closed door ..

On a cold floor ..

But won't fight more ..

Today I can tell you that we're the same ..

Today I can tell you that I can forget what you day forgot ..

Leave what you day left ..

Break what you day broke ..

Today I can tell you that you're not my princess anymore ..

Today is the time to break that door ..

The chances are forbidden ..

And noway to forgive ..

Or give ..

Any pulse of love ..

Nothing left inside ..

Nothing to hide ..

This is my last say ..

Believe me , The end is today ..

The words have been drained from this pencil ..

The pencil that started the story ..

Is the same pencil that wrote

The End .