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3am talks between my brain and my heart.
that's the time when I think
and usually fall apart.

3am talks between my brain and my heart.
the talks usually end in me crying
and saying "everything is my fault"

3 am  is such a horrible time
that's when the suicidal thoughts come out
when I wish they would  hide.
yeah
Her life is a book
but without enough pages for a happy ending
I had to let you go
you were toxic.
No matter how much I made myself deny it,
I knew that you were killing me
slowly but painfully
it was like torcher but I was allowing it.
But I mean with a smile like yours,
who wouldnt
You would kiss me
in places that if I would return there I would taste you like blood in my mouth
You'd leave me in tears and I know that you were aware of me slowly breaking
That is when I realized why Hurricanes were named after people.
this is bad I know but I'm trying to get into this again
why* cant I be like you
Dear friend,
                      If you ever read this just know that I am truly jealous.
i wish that i could write like you
your writing runs deep
it pulls on my heart
you could write about anything
and it'd still tear me apart
I wish I was as pretty as you
you are beautiful with your tan skin and curly light brown hair
while I look like I don't even care about myself
when I do
I care a little too much
I also wish that my personality was as beautiful as yours
if anyone has a heart of gold
it's you
you always talk about your imperfections while you don't have any
trust me, it's true
so please tell me
why cant i be like *you
this is to my best friend who always talks about her "crippling self hate* you are beautiful!
The heart is more
like bone.
Weight-bearing.

With more impact,
fissures show
the tiny ways
a heart can break.

Scarring over.
Growing older
makes a heavy heart.
The devil resides on a fence post,
covered in honeysuckle and black berry vines
Across the dirt road in front of my house
He squats there,
atop that post
With his beautiful grin and blue eyes
He has demples when he smiles,
and hair the colour of hay
His voice,
is that of silken sin
Offering up a drunkenness that the finest of whiskys can't give
He drowns me in satin,
posing promises never kept
He bruises peaches,
and feeds on flames
Beckoning my flesh,
with the sharpest of silver blades~A
I speak of this hell of addiction. It seems I've sold my soul to it. But we all have our vices.
Just an update and a HELLO, it's been a while :)

I started medical school in July, so that's been insane.

And best of all...

BABY BOY HAS FINALLY ARRIVED!

Silas was born on Friday, August 11. He was a big ole 8lb 10z baby and he is absolutely perfect in every way.

My writing has temporarily stopped, but the juices are still pumping in the noggin'. Hoping to find some balance and routine and be back with you all soon.

Sure am missing your beautiful words!!!!

Xoxo,
Abby
coffee and dinners
are best served cold
when my arms are so warm
from the mama-baby hold
<3
You pull words from my flesh
and let them drip from your mouth
and stain my skin with printed kisses

I am helpless under the scent
of the secrets beneath your skirt
and the soft silk skin that hides
the velvet paradise of your folds

Trembling between gasps of pain and pleasure
tumbling between fear and love
tangled limbs and searing souls
words made of flame and fire
dancing in songs
of lust and poetry
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