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Haylee F Lilly Oct 2017
He makes me happy
like no one ever has before.
I guess this is what it feels
to not be sad anymore
I love you lots
Haylee F Lilly Oct 2017
Some days i truly wonder
if i'm even worth it anymore
"there is no light at the end of this tunnel"
as whisper as tears continue to pour
and it takes every ounce of my energy
to drag myself out of bed
i know that i'm breathing but i feel mostly dead
i can no longer make eye contact
in fear that they might see
a broken, lost soul
a fragment of me
uk
Haylee F Lilly Oct 2017
i guess i know now
why you would never hold my hand tight:

because why hold on to something
you're just gonna let go of, right?
NK
Haylee F Lilly Oct 2017
one in the morning
my eyes won't rest,
you're still on my mind
and it's making me stressed.

do you really love me,
like you say you do?
Or is it something you said
just to help me get through.

you keep me at peace
without you I'd drown
but why do I smile,
when I know I should frown?
because sometimes you got me all mixed up but I still love you anyways.
Haylee F Lilly Sep 2017
You're porcelain,
appearing made of stone.
But your cracks are showing through,
and you break when you're alone.
gh
Haylee F Lilly Sep 2017
Her life is a book
but without enough pages for a happy ending
Haylee F Lilly Sep 2017
12:47am
I'm awake
and thinking about you
but I mean what's new
I'm wanting to have you beside me
and thinking about how great it would be

While youre probably sound asleep
and dreaming about everyone
but me.
dear mr. crush I wish you would open your eyes and see how I'm feeling:/
Haylee F Lilly Sep 2017
3am talks between my brain and my heart.
that's the time when I think
and usually fall apart.

3am talks between my brain and my heart.
the talks usually end in me crying
and saying "everything is my fault"

3 am  is such a horrible time
that's when the suicidal thoughts come out
when I wish they would  hide.
yeah
Haylee F Lilly Sep 2017
why* cant I be like you
Dear friend,
                      If you ever read this just know that I am truly jealous.
i wish that i could write like you
your writing runs deep
it pulls on my heart
you could write about anything
and it'd still tear me apart
I wish I was as pretty as you
you are beautiful with your tan skin and curly light brown hair
while I look like I don't even care about myself
when I do
I care a little too much
I also wish that my personality was as beautiful as yours
if anyone has a heart of gold
it's you
you always talk about your imperfections while you don't have any
trust me, it's true
so please tell me
why cant i be like *you
this is to my best friend who always talks about her "crippling self hate* you are beautiful!
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