I wanted to run when you fractured my heart
And yet I stayed
clinging onto hope
Years went on
I slowly lost parts of me
you kept trying your hardest
But you couldn’t see
I wanted out
To save you
To save me
I couldn’t persist
I couldn’t reconcile
Sadness crept into my heart
Into my smile
Into every part of me
Yet you still looked at me lovingly
Then painfully
Gradually feelings die
Overwhelming sorrow
I pushed you away
Now alone
Apart
It’s over
Your fingers slip through mine
And You finally let go
This was what I wanted –
Was it not?
Didn’t want to see you anymore
But you and your beauty are all I see
Tears fall down my face
I let you go

Morning I wake, I ponder of you

Lost in thought, unsure of what to do

This ache in my chest, lingers uneasily

No questions asked of what it could be

Day moves on, still thinking of you

Afternoon sky, no shades of blue

Eternally musing over past happiness

Missing and yearning those moments of bliss

Night takes over, quiet it will always be

Without your voice sleep means nothing to me

As I lay awake with the acquainted ache in my chest

I ponder I wonder will nothing put it to rest?

All that is needed to be said is spoken clearly through your eyes

The light I yearn for shines no longer when you look at me

All that I once saw is now vacant in your expressions

Emotions that once ran rampant now gone

Hole in my heart slowly growing

My feelings ebbing away

Darkness creeping

Embracing me

All is gone