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Aug 2021 · 92
#163
eli Aug 2021
live
past
16.
my only goal.
Jul 2021 · 157
#162
eli Jul 2021
oh
how
i
wish

i
could
say
goodbye
one
last
time
this
is
the
end
Jul 2021 · 41
#161
eli Jul 2021
i
read
through
all
of
the
poems
here

and
i
feel
sick.
sorry
me
but
things
only
got worse
Jul 2021 · 34
#160
eli Jul 2021
i remember
when i broke

because she took you away
from me.


now
you're mine,

it worked out anyway,

didn't it?
you're
my
boyfriend

but
im
still
scared
that
you'll
leave
me
like
everyone
else
Jul 2021 · 545
#159
eli Jul 2021
love me

love me


love me ?


please.
before
i
give
up.
Jul 2021 · 133
#158
eli Jul 2021
eli
is
a
nice name.

perhaps
i
should
go
back
to
it
Oct 2020 · 248
#157
eli Oct 2020
making plans and then canceling them
making plans and then canceling them
making plans and then canceling them
making plans and then canceling them
making plans and then canceling them
making plans and then canceling them
making plans and then canceling them
making plans and then canceling them
making plans and then canceling them
making plans and then canceling them
making plans and then canceling them
making plans and then canceling themmaking plans and then canceling them
making plans and then canceling them
making plans and then canceling themmaking plans and then canceling themmaking plans and then canceling themmaking plans and then canceling themmaking plans and then canceling themmaking plans and then canceling them
making plans and then canceling themmaking plans and then canceling them
Oct 2020 · 42
welcome back, me.
Jun 2020 · 94
#156
eli Jun 2020
i want to feel your body against mine.

touch me

talk to me

kiss me.

just be with me, please.

i want you.
Jun 2020 · 68
#155
eli Jun 2020
she’s so much happier without you, why can’t you see the ******* signs? YOURE A ****** PERSON SOMETIMES. YOU RUINED HER RELATIONSHIP WITH HER PARENTS, HER FRIENDS, EVERYONE?.
Jun 2020 · 94
#154
eli Jun 2020
even your mom replaced mine
Jun 2020 · 76
#153
eli Jun 2020
so when you told me you were cutting you went STRAIGHT TO THE BATHROOM TO TALK TO A GIRL?
Jun 2020 · 86
#152
eli Jun 2020
how come you get to stalk me but i don’t? when i do, i’m just a nosy ******* who can’t mind their business? tell me
Jun 2020 · 73
#151
eli Jun 2020
so when’re you gonna stop stalking my accounts? they don’t concern you :/
Jun 2020 · 64
#150
eli Jun 2020
yknow what? i think i genuinely hate you. we don’t have anything anymore.
May 2020 · 73
#149
eli May 2020
eat more.

the whole cycle is coming back to attack me

i thought i got rid of you

i thought i burned you

i thought you disappeared from my life

god i tried so hard to stop you but you keep coming back
May 2020 · 80
#148
eli May 2020
reading your poems,

noticing how they connected with mine.

we really liked each other,

i just wasn't enough to keep you hanging on

so now our friendship is strained

im being pushed away

because

"im not replacing you, she was just there for me when you weren't."

i was there for you,

i guess you couldn't see that.

im sorry.

im not enough
Apr 2020 · 56
#147
eli Apr 2020
our everything was really nothing.

it was a game you played to keep yourself entertained,

now my friendships are strained,

you haunt me with every **** thing you did,

my trust issues arose,

and now im a broken ******* whos name is toxic.
sh
Apr 2020 · 64
#146
eli Apr 2020
went through our old messages, our old memories and realised we had something that lasted for a month until you ****** everything over. i stayed with you for an additional 3 months and then you dumped me for being mad at SOMEONE ELSE. by the 2 month mark i realised you were ******* up my friendships too, did you want to ruin my life too?

*******.
sh
Apr 2020 · 409
#145
eli Apr 2020
she found out about my suicidal tendencies, do i lie to her?
Apr 2020 · 77
#144
eli Apr 2020
12 x 12
also for my 6th grade math teachee
Apr 2020 · 73
#143
eli Apr 2020
"are you okay?"

"no."
Apr 2020 · 74
#142
eli Apr 2020
i can hear you...

i can hear you complaining about me to your coworkers

i can hear you talking **** about me

see, i never ask you anything because of this

because you don't have time for me.

so-

i'll just cry myself to sleep.

it's too late to eat now.
Apr 2020 · 63
#141
eli Apr 2020
wholeass simpin' for this girl
quinnieee
Apr 2020 · 361
#140
eli Apr 2020
tessa violet just followed me on twitter
Apr 2020 · 49
#139
eli Apr 2020
im gonna ******* **** myself


if she doesnt reply in a few days we;re over and im gone *****
Apr 2020 · 73
#138
eli Apr 2020
i’m gonna **** myself ******* i don’t wanna live anymore there’s no reason to live if i’m just gonna be mocked and provoked for my whole life good ******* bye
Apr 2020 · 65
#137
eli Apr 2020
you said you’re sorry to everyone, what about me?

you ****** what’s wrong with me?

why is it always me

*******

i’m gonna-

**** myself.
“ashton” stanley *******
Apr 2020 · 73
#136
eli Apr 2020
why do you hate me so much?

i just wish i had a loving family
Apr 2020 · 78
#135
eli Apr 2020
i love you so much
whenever i see your face i smile like a big idiot

you’re so pretty

i hope life gets better for you baby
Apr 2020 · 155
#134
eli Apr 2020
are you cheating on me?
Apr 2020 · 56
#133
eli Apr 2020
the only healthy coping mechanism i have doesn’t even work because it honestly makes **** worse and i- hate it
pesky little ******* are one reason why
Apr 2020 · 83
#132
eli Apr 2020
we’ve been dating for what, 3, 4 days now?

yet i feel like you’re pushing me away and now i don’t know if you’re the one anymore
so i’m not talking to you for a day like the ***** i am
Mar 2020 · 78
#131
eli Mar 2020
LeA H HHSH DHASJDH

i love her sm it s not even funny anymore
lov u gf
Mar 2020 · 45
#130
eli Mar 2020
my snapchat bud

you’re the only reason why i’m online all day

i wait for your every message

i love you man

so **** it

will u go out with me?
liyah
Mar 2020 · 57
#129
eli Mar 2020
he triggered my ptsd.
Mar 2020 · 45
#128
eli Mar 2020
something is ******* with my mind i cant control what I'm doing to him and I don't know what to do I cant breathe.
Mar 2020 · 42
#127
eli Mar 2020
i met this girl

and i felt like my whole world light up again


is she the one?

i dont trust that she's the one.


i told her that i feel some sort of way

just to get that out of the way.


no worries

maybe she'll **** me up like she did

maybe she'll break my heart like she did


i dont know
her names jordan
Mar 2020 · 54
#126
eli Mar 2020
*******

YOU MAKE ME FEEL ABSOLUTELY WORTHLESS

LIKE IW ASNT THERE

TELL ME I WASNT TEHRE


I DARE YOU

I ******* DAREOU

*******

FYCJY OU

I HATE YOU SO MUCH


IM NOTHING

YOURE ERPLACING ME

WITH EEVERYONT YOUKNWO

*******

**** YOUFUCK YOU

**** YOUFUCK YOU

**** YOUFUCK YOU

**** YOUFUCK YOU

**** YOUFUCK YOU

**** YOUFUCK YOU

**** YOUFUCK YOU

**** YOUFUCK YOU

**** YOUFUCK YOU

**** YOUFUCK YOU

**** YOUFUCK YOU

**** YOUFUCK YOU

**** YOUFUCK YOU

**** YOUFUCK YOU

**** YOUFUCK YOU

**** YOUFUCK YOU

**** YOUFUCK YOU

**** YOUFUCK YOU

**** YOUV


I CANT DO



i cant do this naymor
to: someone who would least expect it
Mar 2020 · 54
#125
eli Mar 2020
setting u up with a friend of mine

only makes me realise how lonely i am.


i hope you and fifi are chill dude
Mar 2020 · 79
#124 / 15
eli Mar 2020
there are only 24 hours in a day

only 7 days a week

i only have so much time,

before i can’t anymore
Mar 2020 · 73
#123 / 13
eli Mar 2020
i miss going to school.

now i have nothing to do, no one to hang out with.
Mar 2020 · 79
#122 / 12
eli Mar 2020
we broke up. i-
Mar 2020 · 62
#121 / 12
eli Mar 2020
funny how a dumb thing you did ruined our friendship with one confrontation.

stop making excuses just tell me that you dont want to be friends anymore
Mar 2020 · 82
#120 / 12
eli Mar 2020
you  give  me  a  headache
Mar 2020 · 55
#119 / 12
eli Mar 2020
******* hate how shes taking everything away from me

are we still friends?

what happened to us?

i guess it was easy to replace me with a girl you met last year.


*******
Mar 2020 · 77
#118 / 12
eli Mar 2020
should i let you go?
Mar 2020 · 52
#117 / 11
eli Mar 2020
**** this


**** everything


those lines on my wrist?


are doubling.

no ones stopping me anyway *******.
Mar 2020 · 55
#116 / 11
eli Mar 2020
its my boyfriends birthday

its pi day

my boyfriends aunt passed


i hate her

shes replacing me



you never loved me


maybe we should break up



you dont love me anyway



maybe i should **** myself


i dont love me anyway
Mar 2020 · 62
#115 / 11
eli Mar 2020
no, im not okay
and its because of YOU.
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