I can’t see you with anyone else it hurts so bad,
it gets me so mad,
I hate it when they try move to you,
it makes me feel so blue,
I miss you so much,
I’m craving that soft touch,
I hate that we’re no longer together,
I’m hoping things will get better..

I feel like we’re slowly going back to being strangers again,
it’s such a huge strain,
I crave his attention more than he knows,
but sometimes it’s like talking to a brick wall,
I hate us being like this,
I would do anything to share another kiss..
of course I still love him that hasn’t changed
but he’s so estranged..

you don’t understand me,
you say you do but you really don’t ,
you assume things because you really don’t know how my mind works,
you assume I’m feeling some type of way but it’s the complete opposite,
I really thought you were the one but you don’t feel the same way,
I don’t know what I ever did to deserve this type of rejection I guess that’s why I’ve gone astray,
you can continue to say that I’m negative but that’s the way you choose to see me,
you don’t see me for the real me..
if you did you’d never let me go..

I wish I knew where I stand,
I’m constantly living in dreamland,
wondering if everything I hope & pray for will ever come true,
I just wish that for once you’d see it through,
this pain is becoming unbearable,
will it ever be repairable?
I feel lost once again,
it’s driving me insane,
my mental state is no longer what it once was..
I now find myself with all of these flaws..