noelle

noelle Sep 2020

intense,
excruciating,
unbearable,
torture.

this pain can't be explained;
it's so terrible i almost can't feel anything.

being numb may be better than this, though.

i'd rather feel nothing

noelle Sep 2020

it's all fun and games until the three letter word

i love you but...

but.

noelle Sep 2020

memories

your pictures hang in my room.
they hold memories,
love loss,
and pain.

i cannot bring myself to take them down,
because if i do it'll be true.
you're really gone aren't you.

Sep 2020

nevaeh

morning

maybe it's just
the morning air
that makes your eyes look that blue
or maybe it's just the fact
that im still
in love with you

#love #blue #morning

noelle Sep 2020

love poems

my old love poems for you
are breaking me apart as i write this.

you were my everything,
and now you're just words on a screen.

we were what used to be.

noelle Sep 2020

take the pain away forever

i cant go to sleep,
because if i do
i'll think of you.

if i put my phone down,
my distraction will be gone,
leaving me with nothing but pain.

noelle Sep 2020

untitled

make it stop.
if i feel the pain i want to die.
if i feel nothing i want to die.

it's either an endless cycle of nothing,
or an endless cycle of everything.