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nuggz Sep 2018
everything you told me
promised me
was it all a lie?

i guess our love was so full of
passion and fire
that it exploded right in front of my face
with no warning

how do you wake up one morning
and decide that you don't love someone anymore

i put all of myself into you
planned an entire life with you
you made it seem like you wanted that too

and then the next day its
"it wouldn't work out in the long run"
"we can't be together"

why couldn't you have told me that?
now I feel betrayed and used
did you ever love me?
or was i just another distraction

now i'm back to nothing
unsure of what i'm supposed to do next
this happens every time

i wish i could find someone to love me
the way that i love them
i'm ready to give up

i feel like once i finally have a plan
i eventually end up with nothing
and i am so ready to let it all go
i am so ready to let myself go
  Sep 2018 nuggz
Sadhippie
I know that he's hungry
for the missing crumbs
that had fallen from your lips
when you had tried to
c o n s u m e
me.
But what do I have left?
Just an empty cracked dish
from your mother's china cabinet.
  Sep 2018 nuggz
Sadhippie
Rest your head
in between the legs that fed you
when you were hungry
Let me be your home
  Sep 2018 nuggz
Anna
all the letters
and the phone calls
crying about
everything
yet nothing

because in the end
that was all we were-
nothing
  Sep 2018 nuggz
Anna
$
brown eyes and
slender thighs
used to belong to
me

i can't remember
when or why but
i gave them away for
free
nuggz Sep 2018
you told me that you love me
you told me you wanted a life with me
we made so many promises
we made so many plans
i saw you drifting away
i watched you board that ship
that never came back
and now i am left in broken little pieces
unsure how to pick up the mess
that you left behind
nuggz Sep 2018
my racing thoughts have come to a halt
i can't feel anything
nor can i process anything
i've come accustomed to the numbness
so much that my mind
has joined my feelings
in the pit of nothingness that consumes
my entire being
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