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Nov 2013 · 385
a question
Niveda Nahta Nov 2013
A person asked me,
"Do you believe God exists? "
I asked,"What does God mean?"
He said, "Creator"
I said,
"Yes my mother created me,
therefore God exists.."
Nov 2013 · 366
Made.
Niveda Nahta Nov 2013
God made you.
Respect that.
Some die even before they are born,
even before they get to see the light
Which makes every person survive..
Nov 2013 · 366
just a quote...
Niveda Nahta Nov 2013
Do you know why you have gaps between your fingers?
     Many will say..
             "God made us that way,"
Let me tell you the truth,
             It's for that special someone,
              Who will fill the gaps,
           Who will hold you close,
              And,
            Who will promise to protect you,
               F o r e v e r   and   A l w a y s..
Nov 2013 · 407
...........(10W)
Niveda Nahta Nov 2013
Flowers of joy grow,
       Where painful tears of clouds fall..
©NivedaAmber
Check me out:p- http://hellopoetry.com/-niveda-amber/
Niveda Nahta Nov 2013
Oh! What a wonderful friend,
Ever so kind and ever so blessed,
You are the one I'm really proud to befriend!!
Don't mind if I took your name..pleasseee :p :D
You know who its for =D
Nov 2013 · 606
as the flame died..
Niveda Nahta Nov 2013
A day so dead,
How dead,
I cannot explain,
Made me sull,
with no more pride,
Suddenly I felt like,
doing something,
yes,
I lighted a tiny candle,
Oh! What a change came
In my atmosphere,
As it burned,
I felt surprised,
Even better, I smiled,
But sorrow pulled me down again,
Despair all around,
But the flame kept burning,
My heart went none,
My tears spoiled my eye makeup,
My lipstick and my face,
Oh! The pain
Don't get me again,
Leave me for a day,
Or perhaps a night,
Please,
I beg you,
Don't make me cry,
Tears stain my pillow
bright,
No one,
Yes no one understands me,
No one anymore does,
Please,
Let me not lay again awake,
beyond the window my eye sight fails,
I fall on the ground
With a hard thump,
as I imagine the same old sun,
Ah! No,
I think its done,
My pains and fears
Again take run,
forgetting what's good
and was fun,
I wake up again to see the rain,
Showering across the wide plains,
I now see only a dying flame,
But to save it,I came,
It was only the wick that was burning,
Yet it held my life in game,
As it dimmed I held my palm,
Around it,
Not a sound,
As it dimmed
Me amour
It took,
Me along with my painful life..
Please replace the last two lines by..
"It took along,
Me,my life and my beautiful song.."
I'm not being able to edit it so...consider..:)
Nov 2013 · 969
did you get it?
Niveda Nahta Nov 2013
In times of need,
You, yourself can help yourself,
but when others need you,
I know you get confused,
is she right,or wrong,
Or plain yet bitterly cheating,
Or are you the reason
Of her soft moarns,
Or her hard feelings,
Of her blind trust,
Or there's something inside you
That keeps beating..
That makes her want you,
e  v  e  n   m o r e. . . .
Nov 2013 · 312
lovve
Niveda Nahta Nov 2013
Love is an illness,
         Which can only be cured
                                 by and with love..
Nov 2013 · 519
hmm..funny...
Niveda Nahta Nov 2013
twinkle twinkle little star,
I want to hit you with a car,
Throw you off a tree so high,
hope you break your neck and die! :D
Just something...:D
Nov 2013 · 423
anonymous.
Niveda Nahta Nov 2013
Hold your head high,princess,
Or else, the crown falls..
Nov 2013 · 1.1k
my birthday..
Niveda Nahta Nov 2013
I was born today,
Yes on this very day,
Today people wished me,
from here and there,
from the cleverest of people
to that nerd,
But I still wish that person remebered,
Who was once,
Through my life
Never forgotten..
Yes today is my birthday..and I prefer spending my time with poetry..:)<3
Nov 2013 · 388
a feeling..
Niveda Nahta Nov 2013
It's my last day home,
Feeling I've lost all...
But I tell myself,
"Keep calm,
have faith
And believe in hope..
Just what I told my self..
Niveda Nahta Oct 2013
This one will be the last in the series,
You should totally read it,
Whenever you can :)
and
Wish me good luck :)
Niveda Nahta Oct 2013
Sometimes lies sound like truths,
We often wear a mask that doesn't suit,
Always listening to others about my work,
Leading my future from bright to dark,
I had to leave all my dreams behind,
Searching for a peice of treasure I can't find,
To seek something from morality and justice,
In search of my dreams through love and peace..
I don't know if you're seeing this...friend...
But I really did like this peice of work by you..:)
Miss you :)
Oct 2013 · 356
just smile :)
Niveda Nahta Oct 2013
When hurt fills your heart,
know that someone is always there for you,
Somewhere,Someday,
Who will fill your heart with love,
Love which someone once made you forget..
Oct 2013 · 840
Unknown (part-III)
Niveda Nahta Oct 2013
Yes,the same old
The same old,
the same way enthralled,
By a clear mess,
Yes indeed I was enslaved
By a power that did not rest,
But burnt and burnt
Until the quest
was finished and foregone,
Until I bewitched
and captured the maiden,
The maiden in the black dress,
With fiery eyes
And lips succulent,
With deep thoughts
And desires immense,
Who walked like a swan
But inside was a snake,
Who was the reason of my meanness,
The only one who could free me now,
with hands of the devil
I seeked for her now,
I searched and looked
Like a hungry soul,
Hungry for freedom
Freedom to use my body once again,
A deal with demon,
oh!  Why did I make?
Regret and despair still on my way,
Depressed spirits going round again,
let the powers start,
Start their journey,
To hit me with strange endevours,
let the spells start the controlling,
let me be free after all the moarning...
Not totally satisfied with this one though..
Would appreciate suggestions! :)
Oct 2013 · 291
for you..
Niveda Nahta Oct 2013
I might not have air,
But still I'm cold,
I might not have fire,
But still very warm,
With and without the blanket of your arms..
Oct 2013 · 590
you are..
Niveda Nahta Oct 2013
You are the pencil to my paper,
the only hope of a wager,
You were hard work to my labour
And the only thing that dint need taper,
The music to my lyrics,
The sun to my day,
The heart in my ribs
And blood in my veins,
yes you are the sweetness to my honey,
the flavour in the salt,
the water to my thirst,
the food to a starved,
the sparkle in my eyes,
The writer of my laws,
the colour to my painting,
and the blade to my saw,
The sourness of lemons,
the birterness of caffeine,
The air to my breath
And the soul to my body,
You are the poem to a poet
And life to me..
Oct 2013 · 299
hmm..
Niveda Nahta Oct 2013
I lost the poem I was going to post,
life seems meaningless..
Oct 2013 · 379
for me..
Niveda Nahta Oct 2013
The only people for me are the mad ones,
The ones who are mad to live,
mad to talk,
mad to be saved,
Desirous of everything at the same time,
The ones who never yawn
or say a common place thing,
but burn,burn,burn
like fabulous yellow roman candles,
exploding like spiders across the stars...
                                           -Jack Kerouak
Oct 2013 · 895
Unknown(part-II)
Niveda Nahta Oct 2013
Now let me tell you what happened next,
The bold the feeble,
Went with the dead,
Down went the rich,
The poor and
The worthless,
The useless and
The innocent,
I was doing it,
No it can't be me,
I took lives,
With tears of glee,
Happiness is what filled my face,
My mouth kept moving,
And my mind insensate,
Insensible acts,
Proved my desires,
Divine were those and
those didn't tire,
shattered blessings,
Built up curses,
Collected bad dreams,
With songs and verses,
They wrote my stories,
Earned the fame,
Forget themselves
Became my tamed,
With fiery eyes
Heart of a master,
I stabbed her hard
With a daring laughter,
smirks and anger
My guiding angels,
my misguiding devils,
Made it stranger,
Misjudging me,
is your mistake,
Cause I was awake
On my bed,
When you were in your dreams,
Far away,
I was the bad man
You met in your way,
your dreams feed me,
Your smile kills,
But what suits you best
Are the smoking chills,
Give me life
Rather death,
I am,I was
A living hell,
I will take you to my nest,
Let's just say,
Yesterday,
I was possesed..
Oct 2013 · 495
unknown(part-I)
Niveda Nahta Oct 2013
Dark atmosphere all around,
Fingers tremble as I touch the ground,
Head bent forward,
Knees sunken deep,
Under the bed of sound sleep,
Can't sleep,
Or won't sleep,
'Cause I know there's something bleak,
Across the pillows,
I see shadows more,
To my surprise there were even more,
Up went my fears
and down, my strength,
To help there was only a chair,
With cushions,
And someone sitting there,
someone,something,
'Cause I couldn't see,
My eyes were red
And my heart went weak,
Up above sat the soul of the devil,
And I couldn't contol the rebel,
Fables heard,
stories listened,
but this what you're reading
Might be scary,
'Cause my spirit went dead,
As I lay on my bed,
Yes it's true,
I was Possesed..
Oct 2013 · 724
my oh my!
Niveda Nahta Oct 2013
Hello! I call out,
As I walk on the cold
wet grass,
With bare feet I walk around,
Not scared if I hear a sound,
I turn around,
My eyes in search of something,
Something I'd like to find,
Here and there I sneak around,
in hope of something divine,
No! Something which can catch
my heart,
not that caught my eyes,
Red,blue,yellow or violet,
Maybe white, or black
like an eye of a pirate,
Across the land,
On a beautiful chariot,
my mind goes round
A girl name Hariot,
who's she,
I don't know well,
But I think I've found the smell,
sweet yet cold,
yes it's the ground,
The old ground on which I lay awake,
yet again as the day shoves in,
through the night in an ancient ship,
Yes,no,yes,no,
please don't let it go,
The moon's no longer beaming,
Yes I hear sceaming,
Well,
I've just been dreaming..
Oct 2013 · 515
silly love :)
Niveda Nahta Oct 2013
Leave the pepsi,
Hold my hand,
feeling a bit tipsy,
Walk me through the sands.
Walk with me,
all night if you can,
Let's share a lifetime,
Moving fast.
But slow down,
We've got to handle with
Care atlast,
See the candles,
burning bright those Roman ones,
By the night sky up high.
Stars glittering,
Moons shining,
Don't know if I'm speaking right,
Haha but whatever it is,
Your love or the ***,
I'm feeling alright.
Yes you make me high,
Higher than any alcohol can,
No *** no wine
or a whiskey can,
Haha I really don't know
Where I'm at,
Where ever I am,
I know that,
I'm with you
Through the night,
Even a lifetime
If only I can,
I'd like to be drunk,
for the rest of my life,
And
I think I'll be alright
If I've got you by my side!
Oct 2013 · 283
remember..
Niveda Nahta Oct 2013
"When a Writer falls in love with you,
You can Never Die...."
Sep 2013 · 546
violent rhythm
Niveda Nahta Sep 2013
hear the trumpets,
Hear the bells,
Hear the drums,
Calling hell,
Feel the tears,
Feel the pain,
Feel the efforts,
Going vain,
Hear the shouts,
Here the kingdom,
Turn to dust,
Hear the rhythm,
With the old rust..
blooded land,
****** hands,
Blood river,
Running down the plains,
Skins bruised
Skins torn,
Bones broken,
Crushed marks..
No old,
No poor,
No young,
No riches,
Hear all tremble,
Go down again,
Violent rhythms,
Ring on again..

Don't anyone see the black?
Don't anyone see the unseen?
Don't anyone call
To stop this war?
Stop the stinging,
Stop the  blind,
Stop the virulence,
Don't you hear them cry?
Go go hide yourself,
'Coz you have no shame,
hear the dead hearts still beating,
Stop the rhythm from playing,
Hear the cut hands still clapping at your  foolishness,
You may have won the war,
But we have ended it,
It's your scream that gave me my victory..
To all who wage wars, are victims of wars and still fighting for a life to live...
Apr 2013 · 839
**drugs for life**
Niveda Nahta Apr 2013
Crack,cocain,
****,heroine,
****,LSD,
Don't know what am saying,
Is it my depression,
Or a confession,
Or just a symptom of effusion,
Its my abrasion,
Yes it hurts,
It hurts my body,
It hurts my soul,
but doesn't feel sorry,
these, these filthy little stuff are,
What makes my living possible,*

  Are what makes me controlable,    tell me a way to run from them,     to make them leave me,                 I used to have a life,                 before I went stupid..                       Before i went mad,                          no one to talk to, they were my only friends,             the one i could depend,             even in my darkest days...
Mar 2013 · 2.1k
an inside cry..
Niveda Nahta Mar 2013
They call me a canker,
they say I'm deceptive,
with an absinthe in my hand,
They call me a cahoot,
Abandoned in an abattoir,
They made me a psychopath,
They hurt me and beat me,
With all they had,
I said I am what I am,
They say am possesed,
With black magic,perhaps,
or maybe just a dark spirit,
So collapsed,
They say I look daunting,
Someone who's flummoxed,
Someone who's forlorn,
And a little hoodlum,
but i simply can't make them understand,
I am a labyrinth,
Full of difficult,
passages and paths,
Through which finding out is complicated,
I've had macabres,
which i handled by machetes,
The madder i got,
The smarter they,fed it,
With heaves of sickness,
they got me misspelt,
They didn't know that,
I, a psychopath,
was "okay" in my own way,
they mistreated me,
Misplaced me,
Misunderstood me,
Underestimated me,**
Look! I've come up!
still they were they,
They didn't stop,
So I cut them,
And beat them,
And scared their crap out!
Hit me with a dagger,
Hit me with a knife,
I'LL STILL BE ME,
EVEN IN MY NEXT LIFE.
This poem is a cry of some people, who are treated, in different casts, religions maybe societies,I don't know,
but are taken in the shadows for maybe being LGBT or just what they want to be....mixed emotions are the only emotions they've got....
Feb 2013 · 424
It's a She for Me (part II)
Niveda Nahta Feb 2013
Yes this one's new,
Yea this one's in lieu
Of my old self,
Oh! I lost it yet again,
It was on the shelf,
Where I kept my keg,
Not a macabre,
I would say,
Though it's pockmarked,
In various ways,
Not exactly covered with taffeta,
But I too am no less,
In being a tactician,
to find my way,
Through the seasons,
But I won't say,
I regret loosing it,
For it was stolen by some,
real risk,
But to be precise,
I would say,
She's the one who had her way,
She's the one who had me said,
Yes you stole my heart,
yes you did,
It started beating,
The moment it,
Saw you,
Felt you,
touched you,
and,
You being shameless,
just went away,
left me wondering
As I lay,
Yes she did steal my heart,
From me,
After all,
It's a She for Me.
Feb 2013 · 761
my only crush
Niveda Nahta Feb 2013
she? Yes she's the one,
as she walks,
as she moves,
Her each stare gives me ******* pleasure,
Each word coming from her lips,
Smoothly lingers in the air around me,
I simply cannot stop myself,
From staring at your face,
Your eyes show mystery,
I know their history,
from dawn to dusk,
You are my mishti,*
Oh honey i know your not like me,
And i know you don't know me,
But i know everything about you,
you are the red dress girl,
the way you move,
The way you talk,
The way you work yourself out,
Are the things that make me crave for you,
yes you're the only girl,
yes you're the only one...
Dedicated to a crush :)
Feb 2013 · 558
miss you...
Niveda Nahta Feb 2013
I don't know why its so hard to stay away from you,
Even though you hurt me..
Made me **** myself sometimes,
I don't get it why I've got to talk to you,
And only you all the time,
Even though you threw me away,
Tried to get rid of me sometimes,
I just nod my head,
and pass by you,
Feeling atleast you would know what to do,
Now a days even a smile comes with force,
my natural brightness seems to go dull,
You were the only one,
The one whom i could share with,
All my troubles, worries and pains,
Why do you have to be that way,
when i know you too cannot stay...?
Away from me,
And, dang! I miss us,
I don't mean like you and me being together,
but i miss how we would tell each other everything
Without any care...
Miss you...
Niveda Nahta Dec 2012
as I sit here alone
On the day of Christmas,
As the jolly shadows,
Of jolly people pass me by,
Laughter fills the air,
But I lay here alone,
Waiting for a text,
Or just a call,
Or the slightest
Voice of yours,
I get to hear nothing but sadness,
In myself,
You told me that you'd call me,
The first one to wish me 'merry christmas',
But here i lay asleep,
half awake,
But waiting in silence,
In darkness,
Hearing carols,
hearing reindeer jig,
Hearing bells ring
All around,
Its midnight now,
Still the snow's falling,
As I dream of standing,
And kissing you,
Under the misletoe,
A tear rolls down my face,
Still holding on to the thought,
Of you coming and staying with me,
But I know,
I've got to accept the fact,
that you'll never come,

'Cause the ones who go away once,
Never come back,*
They stay far away in the stars,
As my mom says,,
Guess I'll keep waiting for,
a last wish still to be told,
I wish I too get to stay in the stars now,
I don't  want to stay this way,
just,
Me,my silence,
Under the misletoe...
To someone who's no more.....:(
Dec 2012 · 708
I,shadow...
Niveda Nahta Dec 2012
Magic,spells,
Witches and wizards,
Broomsticks and moon beam,
Near the moon,
above lake,
I know a land in which,
Is found all of this,
Not my imagination,
Some say idiocracy,
some call me stupid,
Some say am abnormal,
But I call it natural,
for me is what my eyes see,
And it is all the sight you see,
i believe in a different world,
I live in a different world,
Don't think I'm different,
I'm just one of you,
Its just that I've seen enough,
Which the world  had for me to see,
So I wonder about that crazy place,
Just 'cause they accept me the way I am,
I was, I am and I'll always be this way,
A movey little shadow,
Which ought to be seen....
Niveda Nahta Dec 2012
**.**.**!
Here he comes,
With reindeer,
And gifts,
And his nose,so big,
His fluffy tummy,
Beneath his dress,
So red!
his face reminding,
me of fun and laughter,
Of jolly good days,
And jolly good laughter,
Of pretty little girls,
in little red dresses,
of white and silver snow,
That rest on the lasses,
Of cute little boys with,
socks and braces,
Of warm and cozy nights,
With a loved one's sight,
Of jingle bells,
and misletoes,
That simple,yet,
Wonderous,
Hang with happiness,
Showing nothing but sparkle,
Around it,still,
And last,
The little green tree,
decorated with wonder,
With stips of snow fall,
and loads of decorations,
Decor,decor and nothing but
Decoration,
but all that which stands for,
Nothing but,
Christmas Cheer!
Dec 2012 · 779
chocolate... <3
Niveda Nahta Dec 2012
Chocolate,chocolate,oh!
My favourite,
Dark,milky,
White and silky,
Tasty,bitter,
Sweet and delicious,
Amazing and fabulous,
Filled with caramel,
Sometimes fruits,
Sometimes nuts,
And sometimes crackles,
Eat,eat and eat,
Till you fill,
Till you all get tired of it!
Oh,wait!
With chocolate,
Ohoh no..
I could eat it whenever I want...
Dec 2012 · 844
your filthy love...
Niveda Nahta Dec 2012
My love,
Your love,
My love for you,
No love for me,
My ***** love,
Just for me,

You made me this,
You made me mad,
You made me wish,
This never had,
Is happening,
Actually,

Because you loved me more,
Because you left me *****,
You cheated,
You meathead,

You told me your sorry,
But you moved on in a heartbeat,
the pains you gave me,
They cut deep,
They hurt me,
They **** me,

But you said you didn't mean,
But who cares,
You did it,
after all you did cheat,
she was a *****,
i should have known,
i still say this to myself,

She was the one who tore my heart,
Now she gave it to some one else,
After all its your time,
I gave you all my love,
But you didn't care,
Now all i have is your filthy love,
Your madness,
my sadness...
Yes you girl,
your filthy love..
Dec 2012 · 1.4k
unfavourite things
Niveda Nahta Dec 2012
Raindrops on roses,
And wiskers on kittens,
Don't know if I really wore mittons,
But I can be sure,
Nothing came in brown paper packages,
Which were ******* with strings,
So I asure you,
These are not some of my favourite things!

Cream colored ponies,
No! Crisp apple poodles,
Sorry if I made a mistake,
I'll go with noodles,
White owls that fly with some
Food in their beaks,
I assure you,
These are some of my unfavourite things!

Girls in white dresses,
With blue satin sashes,
Snowflakes that stay on my nose and eyelashes,
Silver white winters that melt into spring,
Well,
These are a few of my favourite things!*

When the dog barks,
When the bees sting,
When I feel like shouting!
I simply remember my unfavourite things!
and then all I feel is,
too bad!
No offence to the old lovely song favourite things.....
Dec 2012 · 710
her eyes...
Niveda Nahta Dec 2012
Her eyes,
Oh, what can I say,
Like diamonds, like stars,
Full of life and sway,
Like a golden stream,
With glisning water,
Like little raindrops that scatter,
Those lines inside your eyes,
Don't know the scientific reason for them,
I just know,they were made to represent,
Nothing but yourself,
And myself in them

Her eyes make me go crazy!
makes me jump and touch the sky!
please,if being in love with you makes me psyco,
Then be that,I don't care!

Her eyes,oh,
Her eyes,
Can't describe,
Or put in words,
How mad,
How mental,
They do make me well!

But seeing tears in those eyes,
Are not as good as watching those on roses,
'Cause the rain's not the reason,
That makes her smile,
But just a slight sight of ,
Me, you and I....

Your eyes,
oh,those sparkling things,
Could never be demised,
'Cause those eyes,
yes those little things,
Are those,
Who make me smile,,,,......
Strong yet "simply love" filled.....
Dec 2012 · 1.2k
disturbing text book!
Niveda Nahta Dec 2012
The text book asked me,
What I am gonna do today,
I said I don't know,
Its only Friday,
My text book asked me,
What the hell do you do with your diary,
I said its my personal life,come on quit it!
The next thing on my text book 's mind,
Was how was I writting,
The weird but good,
A tipsy handwriting,
I know I know,
its just the way normal people write,
How would you know it?
My text book asked me,what's on my mind,
i said, you're no facebook,
So tell you am alive!
My text book my text book,
I prayed all night,
please go out,right out of my mind,
please you disturb Me,
with all the confessions you have,
Please cover me with a pink paper,
I think that's all right!
Dude, your a book not more than that!
so stop asking me to study,
I'll really be glad!
Stop stop talking!
Stop ordering things,
Your just a paper back,
Lets see you in a dustbin!
Weird but its true for all!!!!
Dec 2012 · 603
language.
Niveda Nahta Dec 2012
Ti voglio
Ti amo
Te amo
Ich liebe dich
Ti queiro
I love u.......
All languages have the same meaning...
But the difference is....
how much each of the letters matter to you......
Dec 2012 · 536
ha! your doomed!
Niveda Nahta Dec 2012
You *** **!
Ya man, no!
you took my heart,
You played,
you worked,
you didn't see,
What happened,
You made a story,
But you came through,
you tell me you ain't like my father,
Who left me,
Just for money,
Said he found a honey,
At a corner,
said he found a new home there,
Where?
On a long day,
At the bar,
on a sunday,
Nay, on a monday,
si, si, yea sure,
how could i forget that,
You a nut,
you a ****,
i called out when I saw yea,
you sleeping with a ***,
yo! You ditched me,
no you missed me,
missed me as in missed the chance,
to have me,
to love me,
and being loved,by me,
Yes you hurt me,
you broke me,
but I ain't gonna break free,
you taught me,
to live, si,
si, you the one to make me,
Make me feel sorry,
make,me feel satisfied,
You, you were doomed much before,
you yea..
you...
No offence, just a way to express my anger..
Dec 2012 · 353
remember!
Niveda Nahta Dec 2012
Add LIFE to DAYS,
Not DAYS to LIFE....
Dec 2012 · 848
desire dark
Niveda Nahta Dec 2012
Her, oh, her,
She shines so bright
In her black gown
with a silver line,

Not frabjous, flambuoyance,
Just simply loyal,
No glitter sprinkled,
No heavy fire,

No makeup,
No blush,
just simply loyal,

White, pale, silver, blue,
Yellow,
Seems so bright even more,

I want to stare at her,
In her dark eyes,
At her dark dress,
With too much depth,

Once I stare, my life, let go.
All along with her beauty galore,
Not frabjous, flambuoyance,
Just simply loyal,
The moon and her,
And my dark desire......
Niveda Nahta Dec 2012
The three way bribe for a body to fail,
A three way trial for a body to face,
The three path road for a body to take,
A three branch tree for a person to see..

Attraction..
The ever more flirtation...
The urge, the want
Which makes,
Temptation,
The pull, the push,
the harsh, the soft,
That makes the body surrender,
The work of seduction..
taking out frustration..

the only ways to make a blender,
Mix and match till you can render,
The three way art,
Of making a selection.........
Dec 2012 · 1.1k
It's a She for Me.
Niveda Nahta Dec 2012
The sweet lips,
The tingy smile,
The tiny eyes,
the fair skin...
Not a baby.. but my baby..
Hard to understand..
her presence so beautiful,
Her absence so hurtful,
Her air so soothing,
Her words so moving,
Her talk so strange,
Only a few can get it..
Her speach so wonderous,
Her grip so tight,
She makes me go crazy,
She makes me go insane...
She makes me mad,
But bear no pain,
Her kiss, a weapon,
Her hug, no less..
Her warmth,
her feel,
Her skin,
Her heels,
Her fingers,
her toes,
Her touch
her, she,
irresistable,
come to me,
come to me now,
i think...
she's every where,
she's on my mind,
she's in my soul,
she's always around me,
no matter how far,
Still the distance makes me irritated,
frustrated infuriated..
waiting..
longing...
sobbing..
don't know what...
but she..
she's the one...
she's my heart,
she..
Her..
whatever you say..
but yes she...
her...
A SHE.
Dec 2012 · 506
Untitled
Niveda Nahta Dec 2012
No words can describe how I feel,
No heart can bear it, flesh or steel,
Scattered, damaged, broken, poisoned,
Misjudged, mistook, misplaced and misunderstood

Puzzled right?
Me too..
Don't know what happened suddenly
When I knew it was gonna happen,
still surprised, still in shock,
Still shaken by the thought,
You me..
Me you..
Don't know...
Who's at fault,
And who's not,
was it me?
It can't be you...
What we did,
What we should have
What we could have prevented,
Did we do it on purpose?
Or did we do it unknowingly?
No....
You pulled me in this....
You talked me into it....
No....
I insisted...
I did it knowingly..
what the hell did we do?
Why did we do it?
what made us do it?
What and how did we?

We took a life,,
we took a life....

Took a life of a person..
Very dear to us?
Yes...
a person who was me and you..
but am i dead,
Or are you?
confusing, yet true..
Dec 2012 · 730
i cried for you... contd.
Niveda Nahta Dec 2012
But then i no longer cried,
For the pain inside me had died,
I lay there paralyzed,
Already demised..

But you didn't stop,
Even after seeing me dead,

Now no longer did I ever cry for you,
When you left me on the staircase,
Below the sky, blue,
Forgetting each and everything,
I ever did for you....
Dec 2012 · 1.2k
i cried for you..
Niveda Nahta Dec 2012
I cried for you,
Yes i cried for you,
When you left me at the staircase,
Below the sky, blue,
when you left me down with torn tears,
With a torn dress and torn shoes..

Oh, I cried for you,
yes I cried for you,
when I remembered what you said last night,
How you left me unmoved,
how you threw my things around,
How you broke my glasses,
When you heard me saying,
When you got me nauseauous..

I cried for you,
Yes, I did cry for you,
seeing you leaving my doorstep,
Seeing you standing outside my window,
I cried I cried till I lost my breath,
Till you choked and choked me till death..
Finally I saw the pain in your eyes,
You too cried seeing me,
Watching me no longer smile,
I had my pills,
They no longer worked,
To bring me out of mayhem,
To make this work,
Atlast i remembered I told you,
Id die..

Fo r your love, for that time,
But then i saw its nothing,
what you felt,
For the love instead of me,
was already dead,

But then i no longer
Nov 2012 · 1.1k
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Niveda Nahta Nov 2012
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All the love you gave me..
Was it all a lie?
cause before hearing the answer "yes ",
Id rather die..
All the years spent together,
Tell me, did it mean nothing?
All the days of love, wherever,
For I'm still waiting,
Each day now I,
Keep on thinking,
Was it you or just I, lagging
Behind, hanging low,
Far off where your love was,
Wish I could be the one,
You always dreamt of...
But me,
I still gave you affection,
Baby I was born to make mistakes,
Not to fake Perfection,
After all these years, i still think,
Was it you or was it I,
For me it is still at halt,
After all the time did pass by,
Now, I lay here surprised, still agonised,
Still remember the final day,
When you left me paralyzed,
Not by body
But by heart,
It stopped beating once we were apart...

I dont know about you,
Saw you laughing down the road..
Seemed so real but not true,
Heard you saying..
you moved on
Well so fast?  Dint know you were so strong!

Or tell me you dint love me actually,
Or even maybe like me,
Why did then you play my heart?
couldn't you even see?
i gave you all but no pain,
But you went on hurting me..
For all the things.. you did to me all through,
You'll have to pay the price,
Oneday, of the tears I cried for you......
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