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 Oct 2012 Nik Bland
Eli Raenim
I am insecure,
you are always sure.
You are so optimistic,
but I'm the realistic...
reasoning in your life.
Just thought id remind you.

God I wish I could sing,
then maybe you'd like to hear this song again,
cuz saying all of this helps my heart to mend.
And I never even knew I could feel like this,
all just from a simple kiss...

Only in a dream though.
But I just thought Id let you know.
You know I have the strangest dreams,
full of crazy plots and themes.
And your in them all,
just to catch me before I fall.

Falling, for me that's nothing new.
Falling for you.
I'm at that point now where...
just your smile can paint my grey world blue.
Oh, and that cute laugh too,
but I think you know that dont you?

Though if you didn't I know you'd never admit,
but that's okay,
because I love that about you anyway.
Everything about you I'm in love with.
Sorry, I just couldn't resist.

I love your flaws,
and me? I'm just a lost cause.
But you never give up on me,
I just hope that you can see,
that it really really means alot.
My stomach is in knots.

It's hard to tell you this,
I'm afraid there's something I'll miss.
I miss you all the time,
and your hand wrapped around mine.
Without you I'm totally lost,
though sometimes I wonder if were star-crossed...

But I know in the end it will all work out,
With you, how could I ever have a doubt?
Because I love you strong, you love me true.
and we'll always make it through,
Just you and me baby, just us two.
Just a silly little love song Id sing to my ex while dancing around badly playing his ukelele.
 Oct 2012 Nik Bland
wandabitch
State of nothing, into my breast
basic reality is not here.

I am intrinsiclantly pure,
a diamond from the core.

There is no mirror,
we are the void, nothingness
is the fundamental blankness.

It is a dream.

Empty space which contains the Universe.
 Oct 2012 Nik Bland
wandabitch
Love
 Oct 2012 Nik Bland
wandabitch
Do you not know, I am a Phantom?

That catches your quiet thoughts,
and wishes for a kiss.

Who lives in Dark,
just to
feel
inspiration,

Nay, you are be-spelled
oh Light Seeker.

You sought my Fire
for your own,
Thief.
Liar.

Yes, Prometheus of my soul
I watched the stars.
They said, Find.
And I found you.

And in black clouds
of Hate and Anger
did Lightning strike hard.

Electrified, Terrified, Mystified.

Then it was gone
like a bird choked of song,
a Memory in folded paper.
My thoughts will twist your words until they say what you don't mean,
To say,
That you sound mean, that you don't mean until they say,
The words,
To me they twist.
 Oct 2012 Nik Bland
Amy Holmes
This time he said there might be
Hurricanes inside of me
But surley there's too much of planet earth
Left for me to see
He's the only one
Who doesn't underestimate me
Lack of interest
In the lives
Of the wealthy
Sends me to my room
What to do
When there's life
Inside of you
Maybe I'll get drunk
And you can get drunk too
And we'll lay under my ceiling
Try to figure out the meaning
Of life and death
And everything

And the thrill
I have the will
You have the way with words
You know exactly what you want to say
But I still have to learn
There's nothing I want more
Than to tell you how I feel
But sometimes I get
Paranoid
That I'm not real
And if reality is fake
Then we'd better hold on tight
For our sanity's sake
I don't know my left and right
Or what to give and how to take
Which hearts to mend
And which to break
Should I let these people hear the music that I make?

Cause the music that I make
It's the simplest part of me
Would you show the world your ***** naked body?
Although I'm not ashamed
Sometimes I still worry
That it's all a lie
But I still try
And the weight I carry
It's heavy now
I'm sinking down
To a box
Inside a box
I'll secure the key
You can throw away the locks
I may never feel the need
To tell myself to stop
Time is ticking by
But I'm not noticing the clock

If X marks the spot
You can draw it on my heart
Cause sometimes I feel
I need something
To help it make a start
Taking blood from my veins
Purify
Relieve the pain
Then send it off
Again away
To my body
Numb and cold
I always do as I am told
Cept when I do
As I do next
Rip my heart out
From my chest
Extract the passion
From my head
And with this
In peace
I rest.
 Oct 2012 Nik Bland
Walt Whitman
O Captain! my Captain! our fearful trip is done,
The ship has weathered every rack, the prize we sought is won,
The port is near, the bells I hear, the people all exulting,
While follow eyes the steady keel, the vessel grim and daring;
But O heart! heart! heart!
O the bleeding drops of red,
Where on the deck my Captain lies,
Fallen cold and dead.

O Captain! my Captain! rise up and hear the bells;
Rise up—for you the flag is flung—for you the bugle trills,
For you bouquets and ribboned wreaths—for you the shores a-crowding,
For you they call, the swaying mass, their eager faces turning;
Here Captain! dear father!
This arm beneath your head!
It is some dream that on the deck,
You’ve fallen cold and dead.

My Captain does not answer, his lips are pale and still;
My father does not feel my arm, he has no pulse nor will;
The ship is anchored safe and sound, its voyage closed and done;
From fearful trip the victor ship comes in with object won;
Exult O shores, and ring O bells!
But I, with mournful tread,
Walk the deck my Captain lies,
Fallen cold and dead.
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