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 Dec 2016 ava
Dylan Lane
Cassie
 Dec 2016 ava
Dylan Lane
lovely, lovely, lovely.
wow.
didn't eat for three days so i could be
lovely
and
dizzy
cold
tired
sick.
baby, dont listen to black and white
screencaps
of Cassie
from skins uk,
she looks like something
i once wanted to be.
she also looks
sick.
cassie is a character on skins uk who has an eating disorder. a lot of people idolize her.
 Dec 2016 ava
Dylan Lane
Dear, please, listen to what I’m saying I know you don’t want to hear me say that I care. Sweetheart, don’t convince yourself that you are anything but lovely, please don’t let your skin become a sheet of paper but if you do, please come to me and let me see and let me hold you and let me fix it. My dear, your hair is wild, reaching up for the sky trying to fly you away but please never think that it is only prevented by the number on the scale, please never listen to protruding ribcages and Cassie Ainsworth. Darling, you do not need to love yourself in order to have other people love you, and anyone who truly loves you will help you learn to love your own sweet self. And sweetness, your kiss is like chocolate and your fingertips are like sunshine, your tears are like icicles that fall from the roof and every drop that soaks into your bedspread is like an icy dagger pressing against my chest. Baby, you put on your armor- your MCR t-shirt, your crop-top, your baggy jeans, your thrift-store hoodie, your high-waisted shorts. Put on that armor my love because nobody should ever make you feel bad for feeling good. Everything passing through that beautiful head of yours is worthy, valid, real.
everything you are is something for me to love.

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