It’s your 37th birthday
And every hour you deserve to feel loved
24 reasons why I love you
How do I choose?
Increase my limit to 37
And it’s still not enough
Never have I been this captivated
By another human being
Give me every hour
For the rest time
To give you reasons
And you’ll realize
That when my time ends
I’ll die feeling unaccomplished

Getting out of bed
And not wanting to move
Reminiscing moments
After a breakup
Gives you a feeling of
Endless sorrow

So you go on with your day
Anticipating a change of pace
Vividly focusing on good times
Eventually getting over the pain
Departing from negativity

4 days since I last talked to you

Until next time, my love...

To fly freely into this world
Is what your soul deserves
Your spirits so high
It magnifies comfort and joy
Like a bird, you spread your wings
To express love and happiness
Soar free like the wind my love
And I will feel you in the air
As I fall deeper in love with you

You rest your face on my left shoulder
I pull you towards me to be closer
Our eyes lock and never blink
Everything stops as we stare and think
"I'm in love with you. This feels so right."
And now my heart is soaring like a kite
I lean over and kiss you gently
Sparks fly as our lips touch slowly
Eyelids shut to feel a deeper affection
While your body turns to my direction
I caress your back under your shirt in black
To unhook your bra and take them off
You brush your fingers through my hair
Then I kiss your neck as you gasp for air
My hands then shift beneath your red lace
I go in slowly as your heart begins to race
My fingers curl as I go deeper
You then glare at me and scream "harder"
I look back at you and say "I want you"
I hold you tighter with your face askew
While you're moaning towards your ******
Satisfaction is what I feel and that's a fact
So we end this kissing passionately
This intimacy is what I want with you endlessly

if i were to lose my sense of smell,
i'd miss the honey goodness
that radiates out of your body.

if my taste buds decides to stop working,
i'd miss the taste of your kiss
and the taste of classic milk tea
that makes me think of you
and the taste of every meal
we've every shared.

if i lost the chance to see,
i'd miss your eyes
and the way you look at me.
your smile
and the pleasure of looking at your beauty.
the sunrise for it gives me hope for "someday"

if my hearing goes away,
i'd miss your voice
and the joy it brings when you sing to me.
i'd miss the sound of music
and how it emphasizes my emotions and love for you.

if i can no longer feel,
i'd miss the way you embrace me
after 3 days of not seeing each other.
i'd miss the way you touch the back of my head
while you look at me with your longing eyes.
i'd miss your love language
and the way it makes me feel invincible.

if i were to lose all of my senses,
i'd miss you the most.

I simmer in the sorrow I put myself through
As I take this extended release tablet I call pain
I swallow it willingly due to the love that I have for you
Because loving you is all my heart can contain

Day to day, I am constantly reminded of fear
Fear of the day you go back to him
Fear of the moment you disappear
Fear that our hopes and dreams are dimmed

But I continue to fight in this war
Because when I say "I love you more"
I don't mean more than you do
I love you more than the troubles we go through

When I look into your beautiful eyes
I see a future that is held inside
Though its play pretend
For now you'll realize
That I'm the one for you

You should follow your heart
And fall in love with me
Although it's not the right path
But you're my destiny
So go on lead me the way
To somewhere far, far away
To now begin a new life with you

And I promise to give love
To you forevermore
For you deserve the kind of love
That's unconditional
So please tell me you will stay
To love you more everyday
No play pretend