The body has spoken
The words it shall be
With a mind quiet
Limbs of peace
The ears have witnessed
The abdomen saw
With pointed hairs
Sticking straight foward
The legs have held
The feet kept still
With water as reflextion
Captured possession
Fishing net
Little boy
Man child
The body has spoken
The sunrise it shall see
With Earth quiet
Quiet as if free
The teeth have mentioned
The gums chattered ease
With phrases
Filled mazes
Circling round
Garden tiles
The body has spoken
The feet drifted miles
The ears whispered memories
With wind beating drums
The abdomen clinched
The legs trembled
The teeth strained
The gums
Gums
Gums
With numbing echoes
Waters reflection
Simple complextion
Love is possesion
Quiet
Free
Your body has spoken
Spoken
To me...

Crooked road
Dragging down
Satanic dimensions
Twirling
Spinning
Unfocused camera
Snap shot
Tapping nails
Scraping walls
Harlot in the corner
Creeping out
Freaky ways
Strapped
Tapped
White room
Yellow bed
Bleeding limbs
Chambers
Of horror
Demonic town
Take away
Death around
***
Kills the body
Helas the mind
Treated
Insane
Cured
Refrain
Cuts on hand
Bit a man
NIce jacket
I go
Little house on the prairie
Hell no
Crooked road
Haunted down
Satanic dimensions
Twirling
Demonic town
Creeping out
Freaky ways
White room
Where i stay

Murray

Hello hope
I'm love
Hello faith
I'm time
Time for the clock to rewind
Let's go back
To
the day we met
A day we never forget
Hello boy
I'm girl
The words the brought
Hope,faith,love,and time
Into our world
Hope for the future
Brought a love from
The past
Met with time apart
Faith that our love
Would last

Murray

Cause darling you were born here
You were raised to grow like the wheat
Golden brown
The tips of your hair and teeth
Tell me if I over step my boundaries
I've been walking too far
Cause baby you were conceived here
Bred to be strong like the roots
Supporting the tree
The bending of your bones
Never weak
Tell me if I cross the line
They are painted red and white
Oh the stripes the stripes
Cause honey they tell you whom you are
Right below the blanket of Earth
Left are the stars
Background of blue
Cause darling you were born here
So America is you
Bred to be strong like the roots
Supporting the tree
Cause sweet pea you were forced here
Grabbed from the confines
Of mothers loving cave
Forgive me if I trip over my feet
I was pushed into being brave
Given a number
Lost my name
The bending of my bones
Never leak
Stitched are the wounds
Internal bleeding
Bled red white and blue
Cause darling we were born here
So America is we
We were launched in wars
With the purpose to maintain our free
So America is we
Yes you
Yes me
Tell me if I over step my boundaries
I've been walking to far
The ugliness of this world
Won't leave us scars
No our beauty shall never be marred

No please stop!
We must not make a habit of this
It was a one in a lifetime shot
Don't do that
Move away from there
No rules in this game
Can't say your playing unfair
Just move
Let go be free
You have another
There's no need for me
They cannnot find out

Creamy purple
Red
Steamy bed
Silver hugs your bones
Lungs blackened
Triple blue tones
**** yellow green
Legs wrapped
Inbetween
Canvas lain down
Work of art
Abstract
Wood carved
Circles
Amber brown
Luscious lips
Painted frown
Orange ***
Tastes of grey
This is art
Hushed cries
You came
Creamy purple red
Whitish mixture
Stained bed...
This is art

Murray

London roses
German daffodils
Man and wild
A beast quickly tamed
A name
Refrained
Japanese blossoms
Sweet herbs
Brewing
A mixture
Tainted
Sought out vengeance
On a curse given
Stoking
Fire
Flame
A name
Refrained
Held against will
Power to fill
Empty chest
Man and wild
London daffodils
German roses
Put on display
Left a tamed beast
In dismay
Confused from
Very thought
Caught lust
Fought what it brought
For love
Soon to come
Brewing a mixture
Stoking
Dire
Fire
Flame
Potent potions
Key component
To figure out
A name
Japanese flower blossom
With stories so sweet
Wild man
Beating carcass
In streets
Forgetting the already lost
Sought out vengeance
For a curse given
A beastman tamed
Surely his heart
Fair gain
Although tainted
Potent potions
Power to fill
Empty chest
Man plus beast
Ruined nest
A bird
Didnt fly
Oh but a woman cried
Absent body mind
A wild beastman
One of a kind

Rain pours
Kissing sidewalks
Making love to green grass
Crawling upon hands
Trickling blood abusing lips
Cursing words of the past
Why!?
How could!!
Who the hell??
Rolling over
Feeling of rose pedals
Smells of perfume
Chanel
Is it gone?
Legs tremble
Muscular frame
Violently crushed
Handled
Time and time again
Thunder clashes
Cigarette ashes
Cancer fills lungs
Grabbing dirt
Just a taste
As if soil
Could erase
Pains of the night before
Crawling upon hands
Legs tremble
Won't walk
No more
Lightening scraps
Reminders ****
Your thoughts
Clenching fist together
It was a summer day
She was Heather
Love songs play
Sweet warm whether
Smells of perfume
Chanel
You breathe in
Waiting to exhale
Hands touch
Smokey glance
Lost in lust
True romance
Rain pours
Slapping sidewalks
Roar
Only she knew
What was in store
Making love to thick grass
Spread cheeks
Forced smiles
Thrown down
Dogged for a while
Crawling upon hands
Legs tremble
Trickling blood abusing grace
Is it gone..?
Slain innocence
Forgotten face
Rolling over
Violently crushed
Lies hidden
Words hushed
She was Heather
Waiting to exhale
Nathan's scent
Odor
Smell
Feeling of lilies
Pedals rotten upon grave
Moments replayed
If only the trap
Was set to save

Breathe again:

I began to scratch
and pick
because I no longer had a need for my skin
I feel trapped and suffocated within
its been bought
paid
I began to *****
and moan
because I refused
to moan
and quiver
his lips hadn't made
my legs shiver
or heart race
in fact after he left
the covers I chased
hoping they'd hide all shame
I continue to scratch and pick
and ***** and moan
I refuse to lay in hotel rooms
acting as wife
and be disgusted
When he returns home

Grass before flowers
Blooming in spring
Awaiting the moment
To be king
To be king
Flowers after soil
Growing in dirt
Gasping for air
As if it hurt
To be king
To be king
Kneeling before God
After slaying demons
Claiming crown
To be king
To be king
Spat up
Swallowed down
Swimming pond
Drowning man
To be king
To be king
Time and time again
Brothers betrayed
Sisters sacrificed
Went against mine own judgement
Took a queens advice
To be king
Take everything
Gave hell back
Rivers filled fire
Satanic attacks
To be king
To be king
Guest in a house
Of mine
Of mine
Whispers among friends
Woven lies
Sipped on
Like wine
Like wine
To be king
To take everything
Giving hell back
Awaiting my downfall
Upon knees i crawl
And lie
Gasping for air
If only God heard
My prayers
From a king to a king

I hate you!
From the look in your eyes
To the bitter sweet words you choke out
I hate you and everything you're about
The way your hands caress my frame
Leaning in close to whisper my name
I hate that I can never...NEVER love you again
How I thought we would last a lifetime
An eternity
I hate how now you've decided that can never be
I hate you and all that you've done to me
Bewitched my mind with thoughts of you
Cursed my soul with your witches brew
I hate that I love you more now than I use to
When I dream at night it's never a dream come true
I hate that I hate myself more than I hate you....

You hate me
As I hate you
For all of the things that you put me through
I gave heart
Soul
***
Mind to you
You ******* me literally
Slapped me
Played with my blue
My blue that rained for only you
I spread my wings just to be cut by you
You drink me deeply
Swallowed me whole
Played with my intellect
Straight ******* my soul
Yet you hate me
That cant be true
Just last night
I received all of you
You came into my intellect
Seized my soul
******* my mental
Made me your  own
You say you love me
But that's not true
I hate you more
Bout time you knew
My flowers yours
your horn I've already blew
You hate me
But i hate you too
Where do we go from here
Is what I ask of you

Naomi Sa'Rai & Nova St.Paul

Lied awake
Staring into nothingness
Cried in your arms
Tears falling
To a black abyss
Killing me
We don't exist
It's you and I
Felt safe moments
Hours fly
Your chest expands
To let air in
Ive stolen your breath away
Thief of all sorts
Heart,body,mind
NO backbone to stand up for us
Skeleton without spine
Let time move forth
As memory rewinds
For a love
Sparking gold
Without a shine
Gleaming bright
In darkness
Fight  
No backbone to stand up for us
Skelton without spine
Let time move forth
As memory rewinds

I kissed you in the sunlight
We made love in the rain
I held you close
You pushed me away
I've opened up
There was no straight or gay
I was pink
You were blue
We made love it was true
We blew up
Black and purple
Made me **** on your blue

You caressed me under the pale moon
After we made love in the afternoon
You cuddled my entire being
I ran from everything I knew to be true
There was no gender
Only you and I
Me and you
Hands running through the red of your locks
Animalistic love making
Prowling like a fox
I was blue
Hands tangled in red
As i suckled, teethed and stuffed my mouth with everything you fed
Black and purple
Bruises above and below
The artistic connection of our beautiful souls

Gather my soul
Lay it down
Find my heart
Slain around
Battlefield kisses
Bullets hug intestines
Powerful
Strong
Have i been teased
Dragged about
All along
I swear on my life
You cursed my spirit man
Now i struggle
Knowing you have the upper hand
Gather my thoughts
Played mind
Broken clocks
Times on my side
Armor flushed skin
Hiding an animal
Deep within
I promise your soul
To the one up under
Hell yes!!
He knows
Your distrust of me
Rebuked and made clean
White as snow
You said
Battlefield
Lies spread
Disease on the brain
Conscience deafened
Never heard again
Start the party
Praise the war
Darkness is what im waiting for

Murray

Fancy clothes
Tight to touch
Red lipstick
Kisses
Blush
Innocence there
Romantic movies
Scenes playing through the night
Memories of holding you
Loosing physical fight
If my body touched yours
Tried to keep it playful
Pure
Oh you wont let me free
How your scent
Engulfed me
I swear to keep my promises
I promise not to swear
Had you struggling
Grasping air
Tween teeth
Opened mouth
Let your lips breathe
They're wet just for me
You shivered
How cold can we get
Hot lustful air
Enough to make rain
Wet
Sensing us going to far
Bodies glistening
Shining stars
Baby we've been together
Lived apart
As you get closer
You've stopped
A beating heart
Come on it's time
Clenched around my love
Sweet divine
Loosing physical fight
How my body touched yours
Kept the innocence tonight
Let your hands grasp  mine
Fell asleep
Had a hell of a time
Twas a dream
Within a dream
How private thoughts
Can be cruel and mean

Murray

Eventually I'll leave
Miraculously breath escapes lungs
Eventually this body will rot
Hopefully with an essence of  pure heaven
Eventually...

I love you
I love you beyond myself
I love you in and out of season
I love you so deep and without reason
You make me hot and cold at the same time
I want to slap you and kiss you
Lay me down and unwind
I'm open and I'm closed to you
I'm your yes you’re my taboo
You love me
I love you beyond yourself
You're deep into my essence
You make me cry because of your intellect
You've got me ******* on your intelligence
My wings are open
I'm wet with relevance
Now be careful
What you say to me

You love me
And I love I
I'm the center of your Earth
And the apple of my eye
I can be as cold as the winter
As I fall into your summer and bring about the spring
You love me beyond yourself?
I'm not even sure if I understand what that truly means
I want to delicately treat you rough
Lay you down for my pleasure
I'm selfish especially in this
You've tasted my mind
And the tip of my existence
Take me in deep
Shh quiet now don't speak..

I'll be quiet
Like an angel I wont weep
Wide open
You got me
Drop deep deep
I'm fading into all that is you
I surrender
There's  no one
There's no two
We are abstract
We live in taboo...

Nova St.Paul & Naomi Sa'Rai

Im not an alcoholic
I just like to drink
Sometimes morning
Noon and night
When i remember moments
I've forgotten i think
But it's the amber
Colored cool
An essence up under
The senses
Dipping beneath wounds
Molding into
As Mr.Daniels
Shapes itself gainst ice
I've drank once before
Much
So much i doubled over...
Twice
But it moves
Shakes n shivers
Caressing heated blood
Sexing blueish veins
Im not an alcoholic
It's just
Beautiful Brandy
Coos n calls
My name
I've barely known
I've continuously shook
From dreams
Taking another hit
Brutal punch
Stroking the skin
Call me fein
No im not an alcoholic
But Brandy made me do
Yes my lips
Kissed Mr.Daniels
Brandy too
They are lovers
Of the sickest kind
Tantalizing flesh
Taking time
Glass is full
Cup runneth over
Turning corners
Lucky me
Four leaf clover
I said im not an alcoholic
Sipping elixir
What a d..n shame
I've brought champagne fame
Im not an alcoholic
Must I say it
Once again??

Murray

Stolen kiss
A chance to be mine
Back and forth
Side to side
Lovers wheel
Spinning heals
Feel the pain
Once again
Second glance
Accidents enhanced
Time to change moods
Flailing for passionate ***
Razor moves
Can't mistake
What happened next
Arms shaking
Hard to flex
Itching for more
If this love survived
I'd live forever to adore
Cherished laughs we shared
Lovers wheel
Spinnig heals
Bruises inflicted
True to purpose
Ashes that arose
Burning books
451
Death kills
Love weighs a ton
Lovers wheel
Spinning out of control
No one ask
Therefor everyone knows

Murray

Peter!
Peter!
What about the light
**** crows
Peter!
Peter!
Trembling hands squeeze
Whipped beaten
Son they took
From HE
Peter!
Peter!
Youve spoken to
The all knowing
Peter!
Peter!
What does he say
Stepping up the hill
To be shamed
Peter!
Peter!
Hold his hand
Poisened kiss
A simple man
His body took it all
Nails in his side
A head falls
Peter!
Peter!
What a sight
Darkness turned
True sunlight
Knees weak
Kneeled to watch
Him speak
Three days grace
Man whom bled
For every tortured face
Peter!
Peter!
Write it down
Tell of the man
Who truly wears the crown


Murray

For I was made not created
Carved from the very bone of you
Therefore you were deep inside me
Before I even knew
Your blood flows like a river through mine
As I'm sipped like wine at dinner time
Languid, slow
Breathe me in
Let lust take control
Famished and starved
Take my bread and eat ye all of it
Holy sacrament
Because we were made in his image
And HE died for our sins
I've bathed in your iniquities
Time and time again
For I was shaped in innocence
But my ***** contained original sin
You had me for three days
Felt like I'd died and arose 'gin
My worlds been in a drought
But the Father sent the rains
That brought a sensual flood about
Because we were made in his divinity
Fingers grasping, breath hitches as the world spins
Blurred visions of you
More than the trinity
I me and him
You he and we
Born flesh and infinity
Divine and humanity

Naomi Sa'Rai and Nova St.Paul

Point of no return
Circulating to the place
We met
Coffee date
Time late
Here with you
Self condemnation
Afflicting spirit
Your gravitational pull
Strains around me
Promise i've evolved
Feet planted
Call me concrete
Immobilized
Struck me like a match
Immature as it sounds
Muted love making
Pussyfooting
New city
Old town
Adulation
Confrontation
Not willing to face it
Sack of bones
Brought to life
By you
If im wrong
You make me right
Eyes closed
Stole my sight
Subdued lips
Put up no fight
Angel on my shoulder
Demon on my arm
You in my heart
Her in my mind
What can go wrong?

Murray

So lets search for the blue
leaning towards the moon
because no one tells the truth
now a days
anyways
id expect nothing less
from a homeless man
than to beg for money
or expect anything more
from a *****
than to be cunning
or *******
shes probably stunning
when she does
because no one lets loose
now a days
anyways
so lets look under a rock
hoping to find
the lost city
because I'm African American
you'd expect me to say
my "podnas rolling with me"
But I don't blend with the trend
and strive not to be deprived
of intelligence
so take a hint
because no one tells the truth
now a days
anyways....

Virtual clock ticking
Physical mind booming
Past time
Future space
Taken on my couch
By the warmth of you
Sun shining
Around the moon
Tides pushing across concrete
Keeping solid ground
Lost my mind
Psychotic town
Steps stepped on to drag along
Truthfully I'm honest
Lying to myself when i hear our song
City bells ringing
Lasting forever
Your name in my ears
As if your touch
Didn't already
Caress my fears
Kissed my gloom
Lovers in the spring
Flowers bloomed
Winter came crushed red and brown
Orange and yellow
If my feet never touched ground
Could you have come
To meet me in the sky
Virtual clock ticking
Physical mind booming
Im assuming she's got the warmth of you
If only i saw a falling star


Murray

December days
November nights
How i held on
October times
Harmful crimes
Committed gainst
This broken body
September saves
God bless
A peaceful rest
Storms rage
Caressing clouds
Tender tears fall
August leaves
Touch ground
Go away
Brown red mixture
Blood stains
Just to stay
July oh why
Pops round my head
Embrace left lost
Sparks flying
Newly weds
June bloomed
Loomed through town
May raised me up
Rain bled down
Storms rage
Pain fades
Deteriorate melt
Repeatedly stabbing
Every wound
Felt
April clown
Fooled with a kiss
Kissed a fool
Marched out the door
Remember me as i was
For i am no more
February valentine
Wished a heart
Was truly mine
Black roses
Maggots ate
January brought about new fate
Began a year
With much gloom
Knew a spell cast
Would end soon

Murray

Finally
Award moments passed
Bound in the future
Free of the past
Illiterate
Unable to read minds
Tell what your thinking
Crossed lines
Thin
Translucent
Visions crystal clear
Clawing out
Drawing near
Closets open
Step through
Experience
Passion
Pleasure
Emotions of your soul
I wont tell
No one knows
Friendly flirtation
Sticky situations
Tip of your tongue
Searching for explanations
Just having fun
Put in a box
Categories aren't me
Touch my heart
Little black sheep
Big lion roar
Spread your wings
Soar
Air breezing round
Sulking cross town
Tell that you feel
Kiss sof
Unreal
Dreaming up a lifetime
Seems laying here
Smell of ammonia
White everywhere
Your my lifeline
Broken pieces beating as one
They wont accept our love


Murray

Finally
Award moments passed
Bound in the future
Free of the past
Illiterate
Unable to read minds
Tell what your thinking
Crossed lines
Thin
Translucent
Visions crystal clear
Clawing out
Drawing near
Closets open
Step through
Experience
Passion
Pleasure
Emotions of your soul
I wont tell
No one knows
Friendly flirtation
Sticky situations
Tip of your tongue
Searching for explanations
Just having fun
Put in a box
Categories aren't me
Touch my heart
Little black sheep
Big lion roar
Spread your wings
Soar
Air breezing round
Sulking cross town
Tell that you feel
Kiss sof
Unreal
Dreaming up a lifetime
Seems laying here
Smell of ammonia
White everywhere
Your my lifeline
Broken pieces beating as one
They wont accept our love


Murray

Beyond recall
Shaky knees
I fall
Judgement surrounds
My God
His son
Tears cruise
Drowning ships at sea
This battle i've lost
Fornication
Lust
Conquered me
Wooed my existence
Addressed my mind
Betrothed this body
Took me down
Laid me cross
Nails in his side
My God
Your son
They've laughed at me
Picked fun
Bruised lips
Quivering hands
Jesus please
Cocked gun
Alone
Captured by demons
Devil at the door
Quickly sprinting
Hospital floor
Room 342
I stared at you
Kissed your lips
Last breath you drew
They cant accept this
Me inside you
Farewell to goodbyes
Hello to hell
You've been slain
My heat has died

Murray

Closed heart
Closeted mind
Apart as one
Closely fine
Stitched seams
Loosely tight
Everything's great
And not alright
Fighting internally
External bruises inflicted
Carrying burdens
Heavy
Even oxen
Wont
Bear
Spooky night
Haunting chills
Souls taken
Upon thrills
Oh closeted heart
Closed eyes
Gouged
A sight
To devious to view
Do you think of me.
For i dream of you
A love
So lustful
Sexually taunting
Welcome sensual spirit
Goodbye wanting
Shoveling fears
6ft under
Lightening
Shocks of thunder
Pul me down
Closely fine
TO far from  me
Near being mine
To hell i go
For i truly know
Demons stich me down
Loosely tight
Moments right
Shoveling fear
Laying burdens
Hard to care
The end is here

Murray

Natures beauty
pure
An innocence is bliss
Seraphic cords
Long languid kiss
Rainbows gracing
Skies with glory
SLow melodies
Adding feeling
To words
Really nothings said
Yet everything heard
Painted canvas
Vocal remedies
Curing my pounding heart
Glances strong to begin with
Causing ****** before the start
Sun glimmering
Hallucinating green stages
Platform you stand on
Vibrations of bark to bark
Swaying ground
Underneath my gliding feet
Head on collision
Moment our bodies meet
Hush hush
Feel the beat
Silence in the midst
Cheering calls
As we pump our fist
The movements addicted to the sounds
Ticking like a clock
While the time goes down
Feel the beat
Cooled hands
Suffocating my waist
Heating my body
From a little taste
Sharp flats
Notes of a lovesong
Natures beauty
Calm sweet
Sensuality expressed through music
The cherished harmonies we keep
Just feel the beat

Murray

My detective father
told me my identity
was in my finger prints
so i gazed  upon my finger tips
with no explanation
I pointed to a friend
who said he knew
me
like the back of  his hand
as he caressed my palm
tracing the lines of the future
I asked if he could tell me something
about my finger tips
he said they were stubby
and dropped my hand
I collected this information
without taking a stand
He doesn't know me at all
My detective father
told me lies
conceal the truth
so why bother?
I lied for twenty seven days
I figured
no one would pay attention
did I mention
I carved the mayan  calendar
yes
my fingers
shaped the future
my essence
On display
tapping my fingers
against the pavement
corrupted Earth
no one knows me from a hand shake
tho they've touched my identity
so when looking at your finger tips
remember it takes so much more
to know who your gonna be

Im guarded
And disrobed
Being naked
Doesn't mean I'm free
I'm shattered
And complexly put together
Glued piece by piece
Whats it like to feel
To know other emotions  
Than pain
Whats it like to be dry
As it's pouring rain
While love is my neighbor
Hate is my bestfriend
Im guarded
And disrobed
Because of him
Self respect..?
Ive lost it all
Although i stand a giant
I seem to feel so small
Continuously pushed
Out of my comfort zone
How am i suppose to believe in love
When I have no one to call my own

Murray

It was not love
That stayed me here
I need you to listen
Open mind be clear
Love never stayed me
Want kept me
With you
Flowers to the wind
Things I thought you knew
Want stayed me
By your side
Want of the life we've made together in our pride
Me wanting the life I had with you
Our beautiful children
And all the things that were in view
I wanted the life we worked hard for
I wanted you in spite of your *****
Ohh really
You thought I did'nt know
Lisa was your side piece
Your ever loving *****
She knew me too
I made it my business to let her know
You could never have this unless I let it go
It was want
Want for all I had with you
My past, my present yet not in view
But on today I give you back to you
I want you no more
I've found love
One that is true
I close the window
Set shade on I and you
Tell Lisa you're hers
walk in her view
Things I thought you knew

Nova St.Paul

Just a moment
Held me close
I won't tell
If no one knows
Clear as day
Cold as night
Owls turn heads
To catch sight
Vultures pick at prey
Calm down
Be happy
Gay
I won't tell
If they don't see
How your dress hides
Them from me
Femininity warped
Chiseled down
While a breast
Warm in touch
Cant be found
I won't tell
If they dont ask
You've transitioned
A thing in the past
Left behind lips
Gaining beard
Judgement
Disapproval
You feared
Ohh but I accept you
Connected as one
Though I'm a single
With two
Curved and abstract
Satisfied by the things I do
Tell me something...
Can I tell her
If she loves you
As I do

Hidden View

This is where I learn how to stand
When the lilies have died and I'm holding your hand
We connect through the breeze
Here is when I know you’re hurting
'Cause the soils gotten cold
The warmth under me no longer exist
This is where I learn how to hush
To listen as the forest whispers around us
We transform through the grass
Here is how I know I love you
'Cause the separation has killed us
But you've kept getting stronger
This is where I learn how to speak
When the silence hasn't helped
An communication was key
The air around me you've always breathed
We transcend beyond the grave
Here is how I see
When the redish tips of your hair
Turn grey
The warmth surrounding me no longer exist
This is where I learn how to stand
When the roses have died an you’re in Gods hands...

How to Stand

If ever I kissed you..
You'd spit in my face
Because that's the kind of person you are...

If tomorrow be Satan's morning
Let the sun not rise
If the next day
Hells flames catches skies
Let my eyes not shed a tear
If tomorrow be the day
Three sixes awake and stay
Let this soul be long gone
If there was a day that your voice left
Me right were i laid
Let my hearts pain
Shrivel and fade
If tomorrow dark angels carved heads
As x's and o's to a lovers tree
Let that be the day Jesus came for me
If tomorrow the stars shined there light
By the morning sun
Your body free falling
Six floors down
Screaming I'm no longer the one
Let that be the day i look from Heaven above and say
Lord have mercy for those that pray

You,me, and I
I,me and you
Perfect pair
Triplets in two
Combined for one
A hell
For a son of a gun
Shot of suicide
Downed on ice
Me
Compared to you and I
Slap to the face
You left me
I came crawling back
You laughed
Fearful heart attack
I stand on my knees
Listen to me plead
Oh baby please
What happened to you
Did I not do
Everything you asked me to
I,me where the hell were you
I guess ones company
Two's a few
Hard to remember
An I without you
Think of me
Staring at you
Hoping I am
Who you choose to do
Oh
Me,you and I
Grazing angels in the sky
Unfortunately for you
I and me left
Leaving you right
Where the three of us
Merged into two


Murray

Her favorite color was blue
Fluorescent
Transparent
I saw right through
Her favorite color was blue
And she was patient
As the moon
Awaiting the sun
For its rein to be done
Stars were her eyes
They would shine
Light up my lies
I couldn't hide
Her favorite color was blue
Though she wore the colors of pride
Neon like the signs
She drew attention
She took my mind
Held conversation
Touched hearts
Never was complacent
Her favorite color was blue
A color of the nation
Red were her lips
Full of excitement
Plush
Anticipating more than lust
White bright stars
Looking straight at me
Searching for secrets
I had no place to keep
And so we loved
And so we loved
And so we loved
Transparent
We loved right through
Skin to skin
Bone to bone
Just wouldn't do
She caressed the spirit
Her favorite color was blue
Like the veins
She kissed my wrist
Told me we were the same
An equation
That leaves two equaling one
Her favorite color was blue
Never thought I'd be saddend by you
Lying cold frigid
Her favorite color was blue
As her lips
Weightless fingertips
Dimmed eyes
They use to shine
Neon like the signs
She gave me her heart
Took mines
And so we loved
Transparent
We loved until
She was through
Into the blue

The night will **** us
Days haunt
Coffin open
What more could slaves want
The waters will lead us
Wade wade
As the songs say
Drug my feet
I swung
Tiptoed over oak
Couldn't catch ground
The runaway
They've found
John told Annabelle
Who whispered truths to Sally
Shovel heavy
Hand
Pouring sand over
Covering man
Coffin open
How often slaves taunt
Spoke
To an essence
Molded from clay
Adam told Eve
Gardens where all should have stayed
Haulted
Feet fell to earth
Simply rethinking life
Death births
I swung
Couldn't catch ground
Tiptoed over oak
Wade wade
Rivers flowed
To heavens gates
Waited till sun down
Till the soul escaped

So close
To far away
Not heading tomorrow
Not leaving today
Always going to be around
Never there when you call
Left in the spring
Missed out in the fall
Never big enough
Always to tall
Had to let you know
I'd always pick you up
If ever you were to fall


Murray

In the bedroom our love comes down
My screams can be heard from all around
In the bedroom you hold me so tight
I never dream or consider
One day i might leave you
In the bedroom bad things occur
I breakout in cold sweats just thinking of you and her
In the bedroom the fight begins
The screams don't stop till someone wins
In the bedroom bloods on the floor
You look at your feet awaiting your fate
In the bedroom there i was
My breathing is no more
In the bedroom your love went away screams can be heard to this day

Murray

Oh you were small
But a heart did swell for the
Yes hands reached up
Grasping away at me
With eyes
Obscure and wide
I felt my cheeks burn with pride
Something like a summer day
When the fresh smell of rain
Whisked us away
And the brilliant blessing from God
Was to blame
It was hectic as I approached the fray
Ohh battle
War
Love grenades
Bursting around the doors
Eroding in my soul
Forcing the walls
To fall
It was hectic
The fray
But it was a beautiful day
Cries were heard
And love was made
Callings of God
Were prayed
As a push
And a shove
Brought about an angel from above
Oh you were small
Tiny infant
Who knew it all
As my heart swelled for the
Yes hands reached up
Grasping away
Hands awkward and free
With hair
Soft as deer skin
Your mother slept heavily
After caressing you out
From within

Little joy

Locker 36
Brought about much bliss
How you twisted my **** and made me free
You were locker 38
Just two spaces down from me
I'd stare at you from a far
In the lunch room
Just hoping one day you would see
The hair you had spiked to the t
With hands gentle
And a smile so soft
You said your name was Stacy
But that I could take to calling you Jack
You loved when I called you Jack
You also enjoyed football,wrestling and tickle fights
I adored things like that
I bet I could pin you down in three seconds flat
I was to weak to flip you over
Your head you'd rest on my breast
You said they fit better on my body anyways
Locker 38
Where we discussed our first date
You swallowed spit to say
"I know it might be weird...ya know being seen out with me"
I pulled you close and embraced you
Feel my love my dear?
Heaven knows I had my fears...but none of them had to do with being seen with you.
I whispered hummingbird in your ear
'Cause the nights I couldn't sleep you would hum the sweetest tune
I unraveled the moment the testosterone bloomed
Hearing depth in your voice for the first time
You asked how could I love someone like you, the day I called you mine.
Locker 38
You leaned against with eyes unsure
I knew the question was pure
So my answer would always be genuine
I explained that I had fallen
I was never to get up
Jack I said
Stacy is just your long forgotten twin...I except who you were and what you've become simply my dear because you are my love...
My only one...
Locker 38
Where my life begun.

Im in love....
Right?
By the light of the morning
I'll remember tonight

This is ****.....
True
Every where i touch
Myself
I think of you

How can i get better...
You
Hug me so tight
Kisses feather light
A smile placed upon a face

Will you hold me.....
Sure
As if lustful venom
Struck
Turned warm embrace
Chilly blue

I can be in like with him....
Love her too
Friend to friend
Has a ****** adventure
Come to end

Im in love...
Right?
***** straight
Forgetful of curved flashes
Abstract limbs
(I touching her)
(Her touching him)

By the light of the morning
I'll erase tonight
Scrub demanding kisses
Lipstick cheek
Cologne black

Colors help procrastinate....
True?
To busy lost in lust
Forgot the color blue


Murray

Dark eyed demons
Frenzied metaphors afloat
Sinking ships
Oceans tide quickened like breaths
Hey lady
Dead man
Drowned at sea
Pirate in true
Davy Jones
Took hold of him
Let you be
Insanely in control
Controversy seeps around
Who took the heart
His soul found new body
Hey lady
New man
Always searching
Never being found
Crazily comforted
With pain
Skies weeps
When it rains
Bobbing along
Shores of sea
Lost yourself
Trying to get free
The clothes brought you down
Sinking to the bottom
Refusing to drown
Hey lady
New time
Clocks Ticking
Hours tocking by
Rivers lead to streams
They crowd your eyes
Crowned with shame
You fell into the trap
Moment i came
Flooded your thoughts
Conquered your dreams
Frenzied metaphors afloat
Do you know what all this means

Murray