Nêijî

Nêijî Dec 2018

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Is there such thing
as feelingless?
If yes,
where can I have one?

Dec 2018

elaine

that was us.

you never asked to read my poetry
maybe that was the sign.
i told you i wrote for fun,
you shrugged and moved on.

red flags went up everywhere, but i didn’t bother looking

#sorry #love #poem

Nêijî Dec 2018

Reflection

I hope you can see how I see you.
Just look at the moon right now
And you'll know,
How bright you are in my life.
You always bring light to me
Especially when my life turns dark.
Just so you know,
You can find me among the stars,
But you can't love me like
How you love that one star, right?

Nêijî Dec 2018

Dk

I don't know what should I reply
When someone ask me if I'm okay..
I don't know whether to hide or to reveal..
Sadness comes and goes
What I feel right now,
Might be different with what I'm doing.
I wonder if there's happiness left with me..
Cuz all I can see right now is just sadness.
Ah serabut.

Nêijî Dec 2018

Trust?

Penat,
Penat melayan karenah.
Penat mempercayai tutur kata manusia.
Hampir tidak kuduga,
manusia bergelar sahabat sanggup berbuat sedemikian rupa.
Selama ini aku percaya setiap bait yang kau tuturkan,
Kenapa hari ini kau dustakan?
Adakah aku hanya manusia biasa bagi kau?

Hmmm teruknya bahasa aku. :')

Nêijî Dec 2018

There's only one moon

.Blinking blinking,
On the sky.
Brightening herself to catch
The attention of the moon.
Fighting with other stars
To get the moon's heart.
Little did she know,
The moon is belong to other stars.
Disappearing from the sky
Has become part of her skills.
Letting go what she doesn't deserve.

Nêijî Dec 2018

Tired

Keep being patient with people
But never care how I feel deep in my heart.
Do you know how much I hurt uh?
Tear is not the only thing that can define sadness.
Sometimes, people hide their tears so deep,
That others can only see that fake curve.
And sometimes, blood comes out instead of tears.

Wish could finish all this faster