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328 · Sep 2015
Skys
eileen Sep 2015
today the sky was
purple and pink
and in the bottom it was burning
and on the top
it was a blue ocean
everyday it changes
one day there's clouds
or sometimes you can see the stars
and i wish i could live being
in the moon
so i could see the earth from above
but really im down on earth
but i see the sky
and it changes every night
328 · Jan 2018
Service & Sacrifice
eileen Jan 2018
who resides
who's inside
who's within this body of mine

service & sacrifice
wasn't worth my life

lost in my mind
I can't see the outside
it's a dim light

frozen hands

I've lost myself

there's no way back

the thin light
between cracks
falls short

ғʀᴏᴢᴇɴ ʜᴀɴᴅs
-----------------------------------------------------------­---------------------

forget it
forget me
forget it
what's reality

Am I alive
holding in a breath
I don't need to breathe in
toxic contamination

forget me
forget it

ғʀᴏᴢᴇɴ ʜᴀɴᴅs
-----------------------------------------------------------­---------------------

I saw myself
go to sleep

walking out the door
I stood by the window

I'm living in the thousands of memories, past time
I forgot present time

-----------------------------------------------------------­-----------------------------

time is just a concept
the clock ticking can easily be broken
___________________
­
Now that I lost myself completely
an empty body
nameless

misremembered

who I was

-------------------

my final stop
---

Truly no one
Thank You. Happy 2018.
328 · Jan 2021
nine
eileen Jan 2021
he taught me the wrong ways to love

his love was always a knife my throat

lost the definition of trust

is this all your love

is this what I need
327 · Feb 2018
pineapples
eileen Feb 2018
we go to the pool when it's raining
seems like nothing is changing
the thunder screamed in fear
I saw lightning in the morning's
day sky
I love a sunny day with drifting clouds aside
I feel just fine
I feel alright
please don't change
go away

I saw a white dove
mixed with black crows

I see it's going to rain
in this sunny day

I saw lightning flash
by with sun

you can't catch me
I'm deep dreaming

I won't be found
326 · Jan 2019
true
eileen Jan 2019
I can see it
she misses her,
her only sister
10w
326 · Nov 2019
diecisiete años nuevos
eileen Nov 2019
17
son las 17
tiene 17
muy innocente
te quiere

17
ella es 17
una princesa sin principe
te quiere
muy callada

17
miedo a la vida
muy hermosa
17 no
la reina se quiere ir

17
vamos
animo
si se puede
326 · Aug 2018
Half dust
eileen Aug 2018
I can see the stars in the rain
Filled with pain
I'm slowly becoming one

You're putting me away
leaving me alone

You can't cover me up with clouds
I'll still shine in the daylight

You're turning away

I'm here to stay
325 · Apr 2021
carrie
eileen Apr 2021
you want to be someone else
anyone but yourself

but
everyone is fake

don't go looking for love
in red roses

beauty is ugly
you don't want to understand
what it all means

I'm so afraid
of what your mind is thinking
eileen Aug 2019
glitter washed down the drain
off like my friends
I forget their names
they know I live in vain
counting my veins
waiting to rip one open

money hungry
I foolishly believed
she'd always love me
never more
counting off what I owe her

he doesn't ask for me
robotic or stoic
he doesn't ask me why I'm crying
driving off
I was feeling manic
he doesn't understand it

you don't know me
wandering
maybe you have the key
if I let you in
will you find me
eileen Dec 2019
I am honored
to hear all your deepest secrets

I'm sorry
I don't want to hear you at all anymore

your secrets cut through my skin
I wonder if I'll ever tell you mine
325 · Jun 2019
break through
eileen Jun 2019
accidental cuts and burns
are healing

sitting on the edge
jump
quickly then hospitalized

I love it
when you ask me if I'm okay

you lie and tell me
I'll listen to every word you have to say

even if my knees bleed
it's sweet and refreshing

this summer
I'll melt away
forget about
everything

I don't mind

sitting on the edge
looking into the abyss
325 · Apr 2019
Eyelashes
eileen Apr 2019
I look for meaning in everything
except myself
324 · Jul 2018
Visions
eileen Jul 2018
If I **** myself

I'll miss myself

There is love
Somewhere deep in my heart

I want to wake up next year
I can't feel

Is it too late for love
Putting flowers in my own grave
324 · Apr 2019
limitless
eileen Apr 2019
Do you love me now?
I'm everything you ever wanted
10w
324 · Oct 2022
no more dedications
eileen Oct 2022
I regret saying it
I regret it everytime
after
why did I say it that way

maybe you don't deserve my kindness
I wanted to be more than polite

now it feels like a
dead kite in a puddle

I'm sorry for me too
but I don't forgive you

can we mark this day
if you never answer
maybe its for the best

you were never there
searched for a light a million times

the one day I didn't answer back
you draw a line

it's unfair the way you treat me
like I'm nothing

if you hate me now
I'm truly happy

I can hate you too
323 · Jan 2019
886
eileen Jan 2019
886
Never say I love you
I might say a goodbye
tysm for 800+ followers
10w
323 · Mar 2018
twinkle
eileen Mar 2018
it's been too long
staying here
don't want to go insane
everyone wants my eyes
my mouth
leave me alone
sometimes
the sun is flying around
moons are tired
how many more steps
you're too serious
I want a cloud to keep
sleep away
I want all the flowers
on earth
in my house
everyone is making choke
I can't breathe
anymore
pulling at my head
falling so hard
looks like the sky
is closer
skin burning
I see starlight
322 · Nov 2018
burning ice
eileen Nov 2018
I feel so numb in this cold
showering in ice
10W
321 · Mar 2018
wishing well
eileen Mar 2018
I wish you loved me
the way I love you
10w
320 · Jun 2018
I still love you
eileen Jun 2018
Wish I was your stars
wish I was the moon

No not today
I can't be
not for a second

Can't give myself fully to you
I'm a half moon

I want to give myself to you
Don't take it personal
I'm a mess

I wish I was complete

Love the sun
Love the clouds

You can't love me
I'm a half moon

To the ocean
To the skies

I'm a half moon
I could never give myself fully to you
320 · Apr 2019
break the rules
eileen Apr 2019
you bore me
now I am dead
319 · Aug 2015
magnolia
eileen Aug 2015
singing all the time
just opening my mind
daydreaming at night
when will I see a stage
do I always have to fight
maybe I see too much light
alone all day
just singing the day
away
finally, the night comes
again
319 · Feb 1
.
318 · Jul 2019
eating green apples
eileen Jul 2019
pennies
and coins
don't make noise

sit a little closer
I can't see
your face

turned away

rain
clouds
you

all I think
is

you
   you  
        you

I know
you won't

I see you
and
I forget the concept of words
and
I lose my tongue

well
thank
you
for charming me
I  
know
it
wasn't
you intention

sit closer
can you see my eyes

well
apples
and
pears

you
        you
                  you


are right here
317 · Jan 2022
angel boy
eileen Jan 2022
I know he'll never really like me
I'm bad news

he knows it's not worth the risk
there's nothing to lose

this friendship is dying its weak
he knows nothing about me
I can't learn nothing about him

I know I'm distant and cold
he's out of tune
too far to catch

I can't move mountains
or half the sea knowing
he doesn't want to see me

this is obessesion
infatuation
all leading to nowhere

if we're still friends in five years
I hope we've grown together

my wish is to see your face soon
I won't ask you
317 · Jan 2016
9:44 pm
eileen Jan 2016
You can be the cause
Of your own
Destruction
And
Happiness
316 · Aug 2019
Fuzzy
eileen Aug 2019
waiting for the answer

I will die
makes me feel so fuzzy

yes or no
tell me
my mistakes follow like shadows
in the sunshine

tell me
tell me
I want to know
even if it cuts
I can't change her

dying
makes me feel fuzzy

I know wrong
I don't do what's right

swallowing the consequences

waiting for the answer
with all my regrets
eileen Dec 2018
˜”°•.˜”°•
winter
                            reminds me of the
death
                      inside me
  •°”˜.•°”˜
313 · Feb 2019
Light years away
eileen Feb 2019
Him & I
feels like a universe
separates us
apart
311 · Jun 2015
child
eileen Jun 2015
Why did you die
I needed you alive
I need your love
And you left me here
Why can't I be with you
Like two diamonds In the sky
I miss your laugh
Everything is gone
I will be waiting for you
All night
311 · Apr 2019
moon dog
eileen Apr 2019
I saw you die
I saw your skin melt away
into snow
on the side of the road
are you a moon dog now
I saw your breath
your life
float away into
a distant plane
310 · Dec 2018
7° out
eileen Dec 2018
You get sad
when she leaves

Forgetting
that I am here

I'm not leaving

/I stay/
309 · Oct 2021
cynic
eileen Oct 2021
just a drop of
cynicism

I hope you love me everyday
I can be the worst somedays

cold
mean
ugly

please wait

I can be

soft
gentle
loving

there's a dark place
I'll always go to

if you come with me
I won't be alone anymore
308 · Jul 2017
Swimmer
eileen Jul 2017
He said
I've never met
A poet who lives
Underwater

I couldn't hear you then

As i was swimming
To the dark corner of
The pool

I was so scared

I had not came up
In so long

Afraid i won't
Be able to breathe

I've been underwater
So safe

Swimming in
My pool of
All my thoughts

I can't come up


Yet your still waiting for
Me above
Underwater poetry
308 · Jul 2015
dark
eileen Jul 2015
Do you ever want to **** someone
Do you ever want to drown
Fear is always hanging around
And you are scared to go out
You want to have a friend
And have fun on the weekends
You feel alone in this big world
You say you're living dead
But you're waiting to be saved
307 · Dec 2019
ʍouʞ I llɐ
eileen Dec 2019
your love is a poison
||||||||
all I know is you
10w
307 · Mar 2019
cool wind
eileen Mar 2019
I'm in the water
all I've ever wanted
is be surrounded
free what comes free
nothing you see
nothing you feel
you must pay
I'm still in debt
let me kiss the sun to sleep
the water
space
what's higher than the moon
follow behind
I'm falling ahead
I'm in the air
I'm in the wind
all I've ever wanted
I can't have
to be closed off
listen close your eyes
slowly die
breathe out
I am everywhere
307 · Oct 2018
Cloudless sulphur
eileen Oct 2018
yellow butterflies
black butterflies heading south
let me go with them
Haiku
307 · Aug 2019
shiny
eileen Aug 2019
feels like I'm loving you forever

Death
so small

all this love
so heavy

I can't die
without it

I won't die
now that I have it

feels like I'll love you forever
307 · Sep 2018
There is love
eileen Sep 2018
The sound of rain
falling on
the ceiling
/ \ \

My ears are hurting
from my recent piercing

I've been ignoring someone
that I know I'll talk to in a few days

The street outside
is flooded

everyone has gone to sleep
and have nothing to dream of

I can hear the rain fall
the puddles with rain drops

There is no storm

no lightning

Just me
and the heavy clouds

Let me sleep now

in a dream full of rain
306 · Dec 2019
moon dreams
eileen Dec 2019
I'm waiting for someone to listen
I don't think no one is

feels empty not having anyone on your side

I live in my daydreams
where someone does

I will find the right words
not having someone who understands is torture

days
I wait for nights
to hug the moon close
I feel warmer inside moonlight
305 · Nov 2019
mujer
eileen Nov 2019
todas las mujeres
somos flores

cuidado
despertamos

caídas
nos levantamos

abierta
es
abierta

todos me entierran

bonita
muy encantadora

pero

las flores

se secan

y todos me dejan
305 · Dec 2018
Before Our Spring
eileen Dec 2018
I'll reach the end for you
your voice holds me together
Happy December
2018
304 · Apr 2016
Peek
eileen Apr 2016
Frown because no one is around
Cry because no one can hear your
Sobs
Scream as loud so the birds can hear

But remember take a peek
See if anyone heard
If someone did
Run
304 · Jul 2015
Smell & flower
eileen Jul 2015
She had her perfumes
She loved them too
I always asked
But never did she give
She never let them go
Her memories
In a bottle
It was the only the thing she had
She treasured them
She would remember
The stories never ended
Instead of buying
She's selling
Smells them
And reminds her of
*Flowers
303 · Apr 2015
Bungalow
eileen Apr 2015
I want to go home
To my real home
The home that I have good memories
The home where I lost everything
I want to sleep in my room
Where I would wake up happy
The home where I had all my family
I know they're gone
But I want to wake up
And remember I had
Everything
303 · Jun 2018
closed until further notice
eileen Jun 2018
My heart is an open window
Breeze coming in
Sunlight shines
moonlight glows

I have been thinking of you

Now that you're leaving
I'm not prepared to be sad

My heart
is open
for you to stay

I'll close it soon
Won't you come inside

I've loved you so much

--
It's all gone to waste

I don't want your empty love
Please go away
303 · Oct 2018
♕ Eve
eileen Oct 2018
cutting out
the thorns

white roses
in the snow

tell me it's all in my head
I've got a pretty face

Evil one
hold me tight

whisper in my ear
snow white lies

the power of darkness
luring me to sleep

endless dream
where I met
the God of this age

fallen
deceiver
hold me

the truth is hidden in the darkness
show me
the truth is always hidden in the shadows
303 · Dec 2015
Lame
eileen Dec 2015
The countdown
The numbers
The screams

No fireworks for me..

Just alone with no one
But myself
Oh how I wish it would change

Of how I could be with family
This day

Yet I'm alone again
302 · Dec 2018
tainted wings
eileen Dec 2018
there is no perfect family
but I still want one
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