Take me seriously
I know what's the feeling

I hold my brain to sleep
My soul walks in the rain

I locked my voice inside a book
My sight remains unknown

I can't be myself
I know myself well

Maybe it's not my fault
I don't know

creeping behind your brain

do you see me at night
behind the memories and dreams

you only ever see me
in a full moon

I only ever cry
when it's raining
scream when it's thundering

climb a tree
when there's lightning
outside

I've just been
tiptoeing
around you
my whole life
to not disturb you

all my life
making sure
you don't know I'm alive
secretly creeping behind

someone hates me
i love the feeling

hate me a little more
feels euphoric
it's so relieving
come on tell me I'm the one you hate

love it more
love it when you say it

say it to my face

I'll catch that knife you're trying to stab in my back

this isn't the first or last time

yes I am a liar
I'm a lot of things

coming clean
isn't me

I keep my secrets stuffed inside my pockets
can't catch me red-handed

you said you love me
that's nothing

would you lie for me
would you ever hate me

I trust everyone
so they can trust me

don't look behind my mask
I always come back
tomie's inside

my poems are rotten
I'm the poisoned fruit

this is my getaway

loving you less
loving you a little less
every day

I made a mess

you test my patience

♥ love is blind
♥I♥m♥ ♥s♥o♥ ♥b♥l♥i♥n♥d

give me back the moon
you owe me a planet or two

don't you ᶠᵘᶜᵏⁱⁿᵍ mess with me
you're testing my patience

ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ɢᴏɴɴᴀ ʙᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ᴅᴇᴀᴛʜ ᴏꜰ ᴍᴇ
ɪ'ʟʟ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ꜱᴀʏ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴏʀᴅꜱ
ʏᴏᴜ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ʜᴇᴀʀ ꜰʀᴏᴍ ᴍᴇ

ɪ'ᴍ ɴᴏᴛ ꜱᴏʀʀʏ

You owe
me
my life

there are no feelings
in this relationship
besides
♥h♥a♥t♥r♥e♥d

don't let it happen

****** hands
running out of air
you cant see
you cant hear
♥ I'll become your worst nightmare ♥

I
am
a
liar

Don't lie to me

I know e  v  e  r  y   t h i n  g

Don't ask
           me anything


You'll
n e v e r
know about      
                  m e

Lying to your face
I don't feel a
d
  r
    o  
        p
of shame

Who is it from
My family of storytellers
A puppet father
Lying mother

Don't lie to me
I know you're lying

I'm so perfect
You don't ever notice

I'm

L y i n g

the words I speak
aren't to be trusted

the words I write
are filled with broken promises

tell me if I hear a sound
I can't hear much
then
the inside of my chest

tell me if
I can hear a word you say
no no
I don't want to

can I hear a sound
no
I can't hear anything around
maybe it's a curse

wish I could let myself go
even so
it still hurts

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ᴡʜᴇɴ ᴅᴏ ʏᴏᴜ ᴇᴠᴇʀ Fᴇᴇʟ Sᴏʀʀʏ

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                        ­ʏᴏᴜ ᴋᴇᴇᴘ ᴏɴ ᴀSᴋɪɴɢ Fᴏʀ ᴘɪᴛʏ
ɪ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ Fᴇᴇʟ Sᴏʀʀʏ


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ᴍᴀᴋɪɴɢ ʏᴏᴜʀSᴇʟF ʟᴏᴏᴋ ᴘᴀᴛʜᴇᴛɪᴄ  ɴᴏᴡ


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       ɪ'ᴍ ᴏɴʟʏ Sᴏʀʀʏ ɪ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ʏᴏᴜʀ ɴᴀᴍᴇ

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ʜᴀᴛᴇ ɪS ᴀ ʙᴇᴀᴜᴛɪFᴜʟ ᴛʜɪɴɢ

ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ʟᴜᴄᴋʏ ᴛʜᴀᴛ'S ᴀʟʟ I Fᴇᴇʟ ᴡʜᴇɴ ɪ Sᴇᴇ ʏᴏᴜʀ Fᴀᴄᴇ

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If my hands are cold
do I have a heart of gold

lonely
I believe
I've turned into a glowing star
people love me from afar

A new year arrives
Fireworks; its a little cold
Where are we going

A little lonely
I'll take out love from myself
A little lovely

hideaway my skin
and bones
I'll put my face away too

It's not all
cigarette boys
his sweater smells good
a drug so sweet

It's a bitter
sour taste
he smells like death
drugs that poison us into a deep sleep

surrounded by empty bodies
the things we take
slowly forgetting reality

we don't speak
I'll see him in my dreams

cigarette daydreams
smoke
settling into my hair

I can't live in a colorful world
without you

we create
new stars

11:11
I want him to go away

he's a lighter
golden (e̶y̶e̶s̶)
in the dark

a burning flame
in daylight

blowing away
into a spiritual midnight

under a
neon moon

I only feel numb around you
I'm running out of air
you're not touching me
stop suffocating me

it's easy to put out
a cigarette

so easy to light
one more