you stole something of mine
I want it back

I want it back
I want it back
I want it back
I want it back
I want it back
I want it back
I want it back
I want it back
I want it back
I want it back
I want it back
I want it back
I want it back
I want it back
I want it back
I want it back
I want it back
I want it back

can you give it back
do I have to take it

where did you hide it
I'll look around

I want it back
I want it back
I want it back
I want it back
I want it back
I want it back
I want it back
I want it back
I want it back

why do you take things
they're not yours
not yours

I want it back
I want it back
I want it back
I want it back
I want it back

it's not yours

I'm too nice for this

he says
he likes my name
so I lay down
waiting for the rain

it only lasts five minutes
I can't keep secrets from her

I'm stabbing myself in the back
before anyone else does

I got two faces

smiling so weak

I don't want to wake up
to know your still asleep

don't dream without me

love when you wake me up with a kiss

make it last forever

I'm singing myself to death

/

I love it when I cry
my eyelashes look pretty

You left me to
Decay

I wonder if you ever loved me
You're insane
You're beautiful
crazy
lovely
Always lonely

Will you ever make it

You got masks
for every new person

Growing up alone
You never know

acting like a *****
Love isn't enough for you

Will you ever make it
I wish you never faked it

I was
always loving you

Where did my heart go wrong  

Now I feel nothing

No more
No more

the sun falls

a soft glow
hitting the brick wall

leaves moves
trees all around me

when does the time change

when does summer end

the church bells ring again

I feel it

I almost see it

it's coming together

dangerous weather

dreams astray

Girl
I'm tired of you

Being your sun
Drowning me out

You like to hold my head
Underwater

Girly little girl
I'm tired
Of you

Smoking cigarettes
To look cool

Drinking
To end up
A fool

Why
Try so hard

You don't have to act dark

I'm tired of you
Stealing away
My sunshine

For your dark vibes

Babe we can be
Better than this

But you out
Partying with
Fake friends

I forgive
I'll forgive


I'm so tired of you
The rebellious girl

Using me
To burn

Acting so cool

With your smoke

Whiskey throat

June
July is looking for you
summers waiting all day
do you want to go away
from this place
June
I'm looking for you
do you want to
go for a ride
spring is coming by
June
I'm waiting for you

sometimes i just wanna know
are you sleeping
are you awake
are you dreaming
what are you eating
what does that mouth say
dying to stare into those eyes
driving out into the city life
i bet i could go faster
you torture me
leaving
wondering
I'm always wondering
what's under your skin

does anyone know

to feel so insignificant
to feel so tiny
useless
so unknown

are you waiting for me
are you thinking of me

no
no
I know

if I disappear
my name will fade away

I'm tired
of knowing
I mean nothing

loneliness will be the death of me

You talk & talk
But I don't understand
Nothing at all

Nonsense is all I hear
Because you're crazy
And I don't
Know what's wrong

So go check
Your brain

Or clear your mind
Maybe sleep
Can help you

Just don't stay in the clouds
Forever

Gravity will get to you

a little older
that sweet taste

a little wiser
warm touch
with that gaze I'll melt away

tiptoe
can we go to your room

playing around

a little more experienced

falling in lust

it's all we want

prince charming

will come and save me

because that's how the story goes

I was made to suffer
and for him to be the hero

I wait in my tower
full of despair
rotting away

prince charming
will find me soon
or so they tell me

but I know
prince charming is far from home
he's somewhere playing with someone's heart

I suffer and
wait for my savior

let me die in my bed
waiting for true love's kiss

prince charming
can't you come over
are you busy or did you give up

I'm tired
of this sick
twisted love story

know it's
unfair

god punished me
and made me a girl

with this heavy heart of misery
oh prince charming
please come and **** me

change the story
and end my life

save me
and become the villain

just this once

mujer
mujer
como me ves
te quiero aqui
en tus ojos
vamos
al pasado
estabas conmigo
recgonize me
outside
find me in all of your reflections
eres todo lo que quiero
mujer
mirame
eres una flor
te veo en todos mi reflejos
immortal
en las estrellas
y el sol

it's not enough
to burn myself for you

it's not enough
to lose my mind and body

it's the missed details
all of the unseen marks

I can't wake up today
so close my door if you decide to stay

I'll hate myself again
when I realize I can only write in pain

here it starts
this is where it begins

from the top to the bottom
of a page

it's not enough
to be addicted

it's not enough
to lose my reality

when all I want to do
is sink further into
a suffocating abyss

this one is different than the rest
it's a different type of darkness

even if it hurts and kills me
just as the others did

what's the meaning
words mean nothing
promised me empty feelings

I learned to not speak
bite my tongue
the taste of blood is sweet

child
turn around
don't walk out
the world is full of liars
like your mother's mouth

your father is busy on a far away train
lost his brain
he won't remember you

issues
carry a pack of tissues
you're damaged
who will take the blame

bite down
harder
you won't forget
the sweet taste

they're not entirely here
disappeared
no one will care about you

love brings trouble
hate melts away
better to not feeling nothing at all

I got this feeling

a morning sun

my inbox empty
pages are ripped and burned
into the wind

I got this feeling
a late evening

I never saw you again
don't hurry
I'll see you again
don't worry

I got this heavy feeling
I'm sorry

sleeping with the windows open

three walls
everyone knows where I am

let me see you again
without feeling regret

I know this feeling
of plastic love

a love that is not real
I only imagined it

I'm just playing games

let me spill my guts
swallow it

can I tell you
everything

can I tell you
nothing

cut me open

eat my words

feed me your daydreams

I just want to tell you

let me have all the control

don't think
let me think for you

spilling my guts

running away

Miss you

want to kiss you
maybe a hug or two

hear music with you
eat frozen yogurt together

take pictures
so I can cry
months later

I've lost it all
I'm nothing
nothing at all


And you?

how are you

I see nothing

I have everything I've ever wanted

I still feeling nothing

Death
in my eyes

The only living thing inside me
is weeds

I cough out
sadness

I have two hearts
only one hurts

I am undesirable
no one wants me
I am unfixable

Waking up in cold sweat
I can't remember the nightmare
I dreamt

It's a good thing

    now I'm lost thinking
what was it
I feared

I'm afraid
I'm terrified
I'm stuck inside

I've haven't touched the world

I'm petrified

I've always wanted to be a flower

the one
everyone wants to pick

I've become a plant in the wrong place

you've got someone to take care of you
and i do not

why am i giving you love
when you're better off

it's happening again
I'm so used to it
so I let it continue
while it ruins my whole life

gave you all my money
gave you my heart
why am i so wasted
the bottle keeps spinning

you've got someone
to sleep with
and i sleep alone
losing perspective
of it all
of us

where does this leave us

unable to say it
i try and wash it down the drain
i still do it for you at the end of the day

i separate
i let go

why must it be
something hard to process

i want to begin my life
alone
without you

i guess it's hard to
commit
hard to say out loud

the days where
i gave myself up
to stay happy
in our bubble

i want to get out
leaving you
isn't a crime

but it seems
I'm already a criminal in your eyes
nothing i can do to redeem myself
nothing to prove my innocence

you've got someone
you've got something
you've got somewhere

and i have nothing
no one
no where

my biggest mistake
is being kind to everyone
but myself

I've got things to say
look away
writing
pens and pencils
don't look in
tear a page
unopened letters
I hate
I've got things to say
forgotten memories
lost melodies
jumping tales
go outside
hide
find the darkest corner
and cry
echo out your sorrows
tell me why
I've got things to say
I will never say

it's never getting better
it's never getting better
it's never getting better
it's never getting better
it's never getting better

I live in a nightmare

don't tell me differently

I will change nothing of me

it's never getting better it's never getting better it's never getting better it's never getting better it's never getting better it's never getting better it's never getting better it's never getting better it's never getting better
it's never getting better it's never getting better

this is how I breathe

let me sink

I wake up to this nightmare

I know
I can't be better

let my skin heal
my scars
died
into dead leaves
it's winter
they're all dead

piles of burgundy
on the concrete

don't wait outside for me
I'll always stay inside

thank you
for loving
my words
and lies

I believe I have no face

slowly
waves crashed
creating
a face

within the words
and endless letters

cold feet
selling cars
plates of food I'll never eat

I wish we were friends
I wish we were friends
I wish we were friends

wake up wake up
you don't know me
I try and grow up
but I often dream you know my name

I wish we were friends
we could drive out to the city
you could feed me all the things you love
I could wait for you in the mornings and night

I'm trying to grow up
I'm trying not to hurt myself
but I will if I have to

I know I'm being lied to
I don't want to fight it
but I have to

I wish we were friends
I wish we were friends
I wish we were friends

waking up
another day
you don't know of my existence

Your good mood
is making me insane
why can't I feel like that
Your smile hits me
and I'm already falling down
You give me reasons to stay
and I want to let go
I'm still so misunderstood
I don't know me
and you won't either
sometimes I wish you'd leave the room
so I can break myself without shame
sometimes I want to hit all the mirrors
so you can throw all the pieces in my face
you're making me sad
I already hate myself
why do you give me everything
leave me alone
I'm spiraling down
don't come looking for me
someone save me
don't call for me
someone look for me

how I put up with my mess
how I put up a smile to tame away the sadness
how I talk like I wasn't forming final plans in my head
how I don't know where to go
how I don't know if I should let us go

maybe you should sleep further away
maybe I should wake up before you
maybe I could move away

the more
I stay
the more I disappear

I can't find my head
I can't find my head
my mind is nowhere close
please
wish me well

I can't imagine

I won't feel pity
nor will I say sorry

I'll tell her
You are strong

Stronger than those lost bones
Than the lost flesh

I can't imagine

not touching the ground
even if I'm always in the clouds

I can't imagine not walking to my bed
even when I'm always there

to never touch the bathtub floor
water flowing around my toes

I know you're afraid
and scared of a sudden loss

You've lived a long life
I know you can overcome this
and heal

It'll take a while for the light to come in

It takes 8 minutes for sunlight to reach earth
You've seen it come and go
for over sixty years

Let us see it a few more

I can't open my eyes
everywhere I look
you're everywhere

why did you have to leave your mark
you were my first love and first heartbreak


I want to burn everything
that you gave me

I store it away instead
I don't want to forget

you melt away
inside my head
every night
I try to move on

like a scent
I can't get rid of

you follow me
inside out

you remember everything

I'm so close
I want to
burn two candles
to tear us apart

I like boys
boys don't like me
I don't care

take me around and around
you don't listen to a word
the sound

come onto me
I don't want to listen
move around me

I don't want to be

stop taking me to places I feel so empty

all you do is sit next to my skeleton

call me
still I feel more distant

I'm not your compass
you can't carry me around
to use me when you're missing

leave / leaving me feeling / down / down

the more I try and speak
I only get shut off

treat me like paper

burn me into ashes

leave me
you know
you don't need me

I picked the moon
off the sky
she's inside my pocket

She's mine
She's mine

don't lie

I won't believe you this time

leaving
so soon
I know
you don't need me

the moon is mine
the moon is mine

She's going to leave me

and
she will always comes back to me

If you want to save me please
let me go

When we see something new
We think it's cool

We waste our money
Now look who's broke

They sell their products
To get rich

And they fool
Us again & again

And we keeping
Buying ****

That messes up
Our brains

Is it raining in Tokyo
is it sunny in Sydney

I haven't asked
where you are
in a far away country
or a closeby city

don't let me disappear
love me
touch me
I don't want to vanish

wherever you are
I'll wait

there's no forever

stop walking with your head down
the chains wrapped around you
lay you down inside a puddle

I created a place
with
forever rain

I'm your hero

clouds inside my bedroom

Thursday
come closer
stay
sunday morning

My angel
beautiful saint

why did you fall
in love

a devil
hungry for my heart

eat my soul
eternity
beside you

don't make me wait forever

sweet love
you love me like an angel

sweet darling
I see the devil in your eyes

dear my blues listen
you're not fine, it's not okay
you'll run out of breath

there's a
cold

waking up
alone

not beside
her
not
beside him

wish I was there

it's a different kind of lonely
sleeping all alone

I've got to check my pulse
to check if my heart still beats for you

I didn't know how to answer
to my dead name

I wish you'd call me
by your name

I always wanted to ask you
why you're awake so early

and to know
why you still message me

I still get surprised
when I see your name

I never know what to respond
only distant regards

I try not to be sad
I'll try to be happy

because it's okay now
what happened to us

..

I took the bandaid off
on my heart

it's healed

She's walking into a forest
With a green nightgown

Looking for answers
under the small moon

Orion's belt
on top
of the roof

I got no time
for the trouble in my eyes

I'm looking behind
I can't change
there's no end
to this pain
it'll bloom in the winter
wash away with spring's fears

I stayed up all night
the morning sky looked like a dream

If dreams feel so real
why does my reality wake up to a daze

you only care about me when I'm sad
once I smile
everything is fine

so it doesn't matter
what I say

I'm going crazy
you keep forgetting
everything about me

you only love me
when I'm feeling depressed

once the clouds
fly away
the sun is shining
you'll believe my head is clear of all its poison

I might drown
I might choke
with your forgetfulness

keep on
forget me
forget all about my feelings

falling off the edge with you
I'm never happy
I must hide my frown before you come around
too good to be true