Girl
I'm tired of you

Being your sun
Drowning me out

You like to hold my head
Underwater

Girly little girl
I'm tired
Of you

Smoking cigarettes
To look cool

Drinking
To end up
A fool

Why
Try so hard

You don't have to act dark

I'm tired of you
Stealing away
My sunshine

For your dark vibes

Babe we can be
Better than this

But you out
Partying with
Fake friends

I forgive
I'll forgive


I'm so tired of you
The rebellious girl

Using me
To burn

Acting so cool

With your smoke

Whiskey throat

can I steal your song
make it mine

sometimes I get a feeling
It's for me
lyrics describe
all that I know

I'll get us out

you'll always have a special place
my heart craves your attention

walking through red doors

I'm never going to be the same
You won't ever meet that version of me again

Dying out
can I steal your song
It's mine
I think it's mine more than yours now

Touch me like an angel
I'm the only sinner in this dark room

The moon
I can't see

Walls all around me

No your love can't free me

Moon
dressed in red

I'm living a year behind
everyone is ahead of time

I'm trapped in a storm

You bathe me in holy water
I can't understand it

I love you to a limit
never to far

Change my mind

I'm climbing walls
to the see the stars

I just want to reach the horizon
I don't want to come back

I have tainted hands
I'll corrupt you
I'll save you tonight in bed


Let this go to waste

I won't ever go back

You left me to
Decay

I wonder if you ever loved me
You're insane
You're beautiful
crazy
lovely
Always lonely

Will you ever make it

You got masks
for every new person

Growing up alone
You never know

acting like a *****
Love isn't enough for you

Will you ever make it
I wish you never faked it

I was
always loving you

Where did my heart go wrong  

Now I feel nothing

No more
No more

I've seen sides of you
I wish I could erase

can I tell you
it's hard to love you

I wish I could forget
all the bad things you do

behind closed doors
after everyone is gone

I see everyone take off their mask
I still keep mine on

I'm terrified
I know too much

kings
slowly rot into monsters

queens perfume themselves with
secrets and defeat

their lies are heavy
I watch them fall through the earth

what's the meaning
words mean nothing
promised me empty feelings

I learned to not speak
bite my tongue
the taste of blood is sweet

child
turn around
don't walk out
the world is full of liars
like your mother's mouth

your father is busy on a far away train
lost his brain
he won't remember you

issues
carry a pack of tissues
you're damaged
who will take the blame

bite down
harder
you won't forget
the sweet taste

they're not entirely here
disappeared
no one will care about you

love brings trouble
hate melts away
better to not feeling nothing at all

Your good mood
is making me insane
why can't I feel like that
Your smile hits me
and I'm already falling down
You give me reasons to stay
and I want to let go
I'm still so misunderstood
I don't know me
and you won't either
sometimes I wish you'd leave the room
so I can break myself without shame
sometimes I want to hit all the mirrors
so you can throw all the pieces in my face
you're making me sad
I already hate myself
why do you give me everything
leave me alone
I'm spiraling down
don't come looking for me
someone save me
don't call for me
someone look for me

how I put up with my mess
how I put up a smile to tame away the sadness
how I talk like I wasn't forming final plans in my head
how I don't know where to go
how I don't know if I should let us go

maybe you should sleep further away
maybe I should wake up before you
maybe I could move away

the more
I stay
the more I disappear

I can't find my head
I can't find my head
my mind is nowhere close
please
wish me well

all my mistakes
catch up to me

none have helped

pushing me further down
underwater

breathing loud

I hear the sounds

far away

distant

if I swim down

I'll find the perfect place

a little older
that sweet taste

a little wiser
warm touch
with that gaze I'll melt away

tiptoe
can we go to your room

playing around

a little more experienced

falling in lust

it's all we want

I can't imagine

I won't feel pity
nor will I say sorry

I'll tell her
You are strong

Stronger than those lost bones
Than the lost flesh

I can't imagine

not touching the ground
even if I'm always in the clouds

I can't imagine not walking to my bed
even when I'm always there

to never touch the bathtub floor
water flowing around my toes

I know you're afraid
and scared of a sudden loss

You've lived a long life
I know you can overcome this
and heal

It'll take a while for the light to come in

It takes 8 minutes for sunlight to reach earth
You've seen it come and go
for over sixty years

Let us see it a few more

the end of us is so depressing
I'm fully sober now

from all my lovesick feelings
did I push you away
or did you leave so quietly
I didn't notice
can't tell the difference  

I never asked you if you were okay
I miss you now
I hate you so much
please come back
at least give me one last goodnight

let me go back
this time a year ago
so I can stay a while longer

I'm breathing in
trying to breathe you out

losing oxygen
because you're gone
my heart can't take it
lungs are failing

this ending is full of silence
screaming out my pain
don't you feel it

don't you see it?

sometimes i just wanna know
are you sleeping
are you awake
are you dreaming
what are you eating
what does that mouth say
dying to stare into those eyes
driving out into the city life
i bet i could go faster
you torture me
leaving
wondering
I'm always wondering
what's under your skin

you're too good for me
I know I'm wrong for saying this

I should get out of your way
you didn't give me time
I am dizzy in love

deep down I know
there's no beginning to this love story

you won't look back for me
tossed to the side
there's more important things to do

I'm going to say it
there's no stopping me

....

it's okay if you don't feel the same
we will forever be best friends

I will try my best to smile
if you ever to try to find me
I'll be here

cold feet
selling cars
plates of food I'll never eat

I wish we were friends
I wish we were friends
I wish we were friends

wake up wake up
you don't know me
I try and grow up
but I often dream you know my name

I wish we were friends
we could drive out to the city
you could feed me all the things you love
I could wait for you in the mornings and night

I'm trying to grow up
I'm trying not to hurt myself
but I will if I have to

I know I'm being lied to
I don't want to fight it
but I have to

I wish we were friends
I wish we were friends
I wish we were friends

waking up
another day
you don't know of my existence

take me around and around
you don't listen to a word
the sound

come onto me
I don't want to listen
move around me

I don't want to be

stop taking me to places I feel so empty

all you do is sit next to my skeleton

call me
still I feel more distant

I'm not your compass
you can't carry me around
to use me when you're missing

leave / leaving me feeling / down / down

the more I try and speak
I only get shut off

treat me like paper

burn me into ashes

I got this feeling

a morning sun

my inbox empty
pages are ripped and burned
into the wind

I got this feeling
a late evening

I never saw you again
don't hurry
I'll see you again
don't worry

I got this heavy feeling
I'm sorry

sleeping with the windows open

three walls
everyone knows where I am

let me see you again
without feeling regret

I know this feeling
of plastic love

a love that is not real
I only imagined it

I'm just playing games

let my skin heal
my scars
died
into dead leaves
it's winter
they're all dead

piles of burgundy
on the concrete

don't wait outside for me
I'll always stay inside

thank you
for loving
my words
and lies

I believe I have no face

slowly
waves crashed
creating
a face

within the words
and endless letters

I love you
never going to tell you

distant
soundless
I love yous

she doesn't have to know
I dream of you
walking in
it's small little things

Slipping away
longing for you to stay
I can't look at you
bite my tongue
I don't show
I never tell

If I spill my darkest secret to you
will you keep it
take it
into the melting moon
chase the night
before dawn blooms

You like everything
I like

If I say the stars
Aren't stars

The sun is dead
The trees are talking through the wind

You'll believe
Every word I say

Around you
You are me

I am you

We're combined

Whatever you love
I love

If water is poison

Night is day
Day is night

I'll believe it

When we see something new
We think it's cool

We waste our money
Now look who's broke

They sell their products
To get rich

And they fool
Us again & again

And we keeping
Buying ****

That messes up
Our brains

Death
in my eyes

The only living thing inside me
is weeds

I cough out
sadness

I have two hearts
only one hurts

I am undesirable
no one wants me
I am unfixable

Waking up in cold sweat
I can't remember the nightmare
I dreamt

It's a good thing

    now I'm lost thinking
what was it
I feared

I'm afraid
I'm terrified
I'm stuck inside

I've haven't touched the world

I'm petrified

I've always wanted to be a flower

the one
everyone wants to pick

I've become a plant in the wrong place

there's a
cold

waking up
alone

not beside
her
not
beside him

wish I was there

it's a different kind of lonely
sleeping all alone

She's walking into a forest
With a green nightgown

Looking for answers
under the small moon

Orion's belt
on top
of the roof

I got no time
for the trouble in my eyes

I'm looking behind
I can't change
there's no end
to this pain
it'll bloom in the winter
wash away with spring's fears

I stayed up all night
the morning sky looked like a dream

If dreams feel so real
why does my reality wake up to a daze

you only care about me when I'm sad
once I smile
everything is fine

so it doesn't matter
what I say

I'm going crazy
you keep forgetting
everything about me

you only love me
when I'm feeling depressed

once the clouds
fly away
the sun is shining
you'll believe my head is clear of all its poison

I might drown
I might choke
with your forgetfulness

keep on
forget me
forget all about my feelings

falling off the edge with you
I'm never happy
I must hide my frown before you come around
too good to be true

mujer
mujer
como me ves
te quiero aqui
en tus ojos
vamos
al pasado
estabas conmigo
recgonize me
outside
find me in all of your reflections
eres todo lo que quiero
mujer
mirame
eres una flor
te veo en todos mi reflejos
immortal
en las estrellas
y el sol

my biggest mistake
is being kind to everyone
but myself

it's never getting better
it's never getting better
it's never getting better
it's never getting better
it's never getting better

I live in a nightmare

don't tell me differently

I will change nothing of me

it's never getting better it's never getting better it's never getting better it's never getting better it's never getting better it's never getting better it's never getting better it's never getting better it's never getting better
it's never getting better it's never getting better

this is how I breathe

let me sink

I wake up to this nightmare

I know
I can't be better

Miss you

want to kiss you
maybe a hug or two

hear music with you
eat frozen yogurt together

take pictures
so I can cry
months later

I've lost it all
I'm nothing
nothing at all


And you?

how are you

I see nothing

I have everything I've ever wanted

I still feeling nothing

why don't you step up to me
call me out
playing you
it's so much fun to do
I'm only doing it on purpose
so I can get you to notice

got so many drafts
I can't complete
so transparent
I can see what your about to say
I can see it's going to rain
even though the sun is melting

we'll only last this century
by 2100
were gone

The perfect Christian knight
drinks all night
he lies to his wife

The perfect knight
drinks around noon
sleeps all afternoon

I know his daughter
his daughter doesn't know him
I know the real him

funny
so

I can ruin his life
with the snap of my fingers

the perfect Christian knight
he won't run far
I'm high off


he stole the crown
I'll cut off his head
if he thinks he can have it all again

leave me
you know
you don't need me

I picked the moon
off the sky
she's inside my pocket

She's mine
She's mine

don't lie

I won't believe you this time

leaving
so soon
I know
you don't need me

the moon is mine
the moon is mine

She's going to leave me

and
she will always comes back to me

Cloudy skies
with thunderstorms

You turn off all the lights
Leave me in the dark
I've found my way

Why don't you disappear
Why don't you speak

Turn on the lights
Scare me
I'm traumatized

You will never

Never ever

Ever

Never

Love me

If you want things so simple
send me the pin number
I'll keep our talks
to the minimum

Is it raining in Tokyo
is it sunny in Sydney

I haven't asked
where you are
in a far away country
or a closeby city

don't let me disappear
love me
touch me
I don't want to vanish

wherever you are
I'll wait

there's no forever

stop walking with your head down
the chains wrapped around you
lay you down inside a puddle

I created a place
with
forever rain

I'm your hero

clouds inside my bedroom

The old days
where I hated everyone
now all I hate is myself

The old days
where I wanted to jump out the window

Is
now me closing them to keep myself inside

My mind is over flowing
with secrets and lies

years ago
I felt this heavy feeling

Is it back

I don't hate anyone
I don't love myself enough

I find reasons to stay
hold onto them
with a grip so tight
I'm left with bruises

It's still better
than not waking up
to another morning

Thursday
come closer
stay
sunday morning

My angel
beautiful saint

why did you fall
in love

a devil
hungry for my heart

eat my soul
eternity
beside you

don't make me wait forever

sweet love
you love me like an angel

sweet darling
I see the devil in your eyes

I can't open my eyes
everywhere I look
you're everywhere

why did you have to leave your mark
you were my first love and first heartbreak


I want to burn everything
that you gave me

I store it away instead
I don't want to forget

you melt away
inside my head
every night
I try to move on

like a scent
I can't get rid of

you follow me
inside out

you remember everything

I'm so close
I want to
burn two candles
to tear us apart

It's a beautiful thing to be in love
Until it breaks you apart

.

It nice to share a piece of your mind
You'll probably give it all away

.

It feels like no one knows
How to love
These days

.

isn't it beautiful
to look forward to see someone

isn't beautiful
to imagine a day
that we can be together

will
you take my hand

I will
take your head

tell me
everything

everything
you know

everything

everything
you don't

it's so beautiful

you're so beautiful

Don't calculate me
pretend to know me

There's no understanding
for my broken love

Love
My love

It's the ending of November
Rain
Wind
Leaves

Standing under a red tree
Crying
let me go to sleep
wake me up in April

All I see is green love
Love
My love

This life treats me like a stranger

Don't pretend to know the meaning of my words
If so you're in danger

Stop stop stop stop talking

You're not the one

You know nothing