i never knew
that i had
everything
until now
that i have
nothing

I am constantly changing

I love the sun in the dark
and miss the moon in sunlight

There are days where I love you
and others when I forget

I feel blue
tonight

I hope I start to see the colors of life
soon

I'm sorry I ever convinced you that I'm feeling happy

Tear apart
paper hearts

sunny rain
****** rainbows
and blue haze

stuck in box
can't push me out

sleeping
for months
waking up in October


nice talk
now we're back to ignoring each other

sensitive
lost my bottle of tears
I cared for myself
I never noticed you were here

I questioned myself
why is there no light

must you go blind
hold my hand
I'll guide you

open doors
water faucets

we both know
what's it like to lose

this is life
pain
suffering
with one smile to love

we both know what it's like to lose

don't lose me
I don't want to lose you

come
   look outside
the winter sun

this is life
lost forever
waiting for someone to find you

They are having fun
While I'm here
Crying so much
They don't
Understand
I can't get better if
my mind keeps
Telling me I
Shouldn't
What if
The voices
Never go away
Will I ever be ok

what's your favorite color
I'm worried
are you okay
is the yellow too happy
are you look for a different shade
tell me what music do you play
when you're looking for an escape
or the song that brings you back to reality
walk me through all your fantasies
she's doesn't talk to me
I'm worried
though
we're closer
I wonder if it'll last forever
just like
old days
I want to give you a big hug
disappear instantly
I fear rejection
and mock sincerity

it feels like I've lost you
but you're right there
I can hear you talk

I miss you so so much
crying
I know you're gone

the heart I used to know
has burned up
the ashes running down my face

every time you leave
sending no message
I feel so abandoned

no goodbye
no hello

it's like you're lost
don't you feel the same

are we breaking
pulling apart
strings losing strength

wish I could tie you to my wrist
keep you in my hands

covered in loss
you don't ever say my name

you stand in front of me
I can feel you drift away

sólo recuerda
te quiero
tanto

sufro suficiente
pero lo haga todo los días

caminamos
different caminos

te extraño
recuerda
te quiero

te pido
que no te olvides

las mañanas
y noches
llenas de tristeza

mi primer amor
me cerraste el corazón

estas aquí

tu fantasma
esta allí

no vuelvo
ser como antes

regresando contigo
igual como siempre

it's a beautiful thing to know
you'll miss me when I'm gone

Changing names
Tomorrow again

New year thing
I guess

Wonder who I'll be next...

I don't find interest in anything you have to say

I wish lightning were to strike me then

It's your presence
now I feel so sickened

asking myself when will the rain fall

don't want to hear you talk

to amazed by the sound of thunder

leave me alone
somedays I just want to feel it all

I'm afraid
you answer the call
I send a cold message

I'm a big baby
please don't raise your voice at me
I look away
far from the rage in your eyes

I'm happysad
happy you've reached the possibilities
sad you're doing nothing

cold messages
excessive tears
I'd give you all my thoughts
know how I feel

calling
calling
don't tell me

cross the invisible line
my ghost follows behind

A body
With no emotions

No smiles no laughs

Happiness & saddness
Faded into
The far away dark

No feelings
No guilt

Just an empty body
With so much space

Heart so frozen
It broke into
Pieces

Soul so dark
Does she even have one ?

Some days I'm
Soulless

Some nightmares are so vivid
they follow you into reality

It says almost time
She would celebrate the day
She came to this world
Everyone would
Hug her
But she just smiled
And went on
She didn't care
What day it was
Because
To her
It was another
November day
Not her birthday

Do thou but call my resolution wise,  And with this knife I’ll help it presently.

thought you were cool
I was wrong
now you make me sick

stop chasing me
I'm not someone you can keep

stop talking about me
I'll mess you up
you don't know anything

call me when you grow up

I let you
have your fun

it's entertaining
until I get bored

I can bite your lips
but I'm looking for blood

I hate being lonely
I'm stuck with someone like you

I will delete you from my life
goodbye
so long

Were tied together
By a thin string

I came back
You turned your back

Wrap your blanket around me

Bring me breakfast please

Let's go
To the city
208 miles away

Where i left my friends
And head

Doesn't anyone smell it
My rotten dying heart
It's coming apart

Take your arms off me

Turn off the music

Listen to the faint beat

Don't you see

My eyes
Don't shine like they once did

Let us go
To the place where
I opened
My soul

And put it back where it belongs

I know if I told you
we feel the same
everything will be okay

but there's a little voice in my head
telling me you don't

maybe you don't feel the way I do

You only love God
when you're all alone

he says
he likes my name
so I lay down
waiting for the rain

it only lasts five minutes
I can't keep secrets from her

I'm stabbing myself in the back
before anyone else does

I got two faces

smiling so weak

I don't want to wake up
to know your still asleep

don't dream without me

love when you wake me up with a kiss

make it last forever

I'm singing myself to death

/

I hope one day
soon
I can delete your number
never speak to you again

How could I ever try and understand such a cold man
Heartless too

you have no feelings
for those who love you

When I need you the most
You're never there


This one is for you

All the tears that have fallen
down my chin

all of the words
written with heartbreak

I'm tired of feeling this way

the sun falls

a soft glow
hitting the brick wall

leaves moves
trees all around me

when does the time change

when does summer end

the church bells ring again

I feel it

I almost see it

it's coming together

dangerous weather

dreams astray

I love it when I cry
my eyelashes look pretty

He saw her &
knew he was
In deep trouble

Because her smile
Was beautiful

And even if many girls
Surrounded him

She didn't pay attention
To him

Maybe she was selfish
Or blind

But his crush
Or love
For her
Wouldn't die

I know you don't love me everyday
I know that you can't stay

I know that
I know that
I know that

lip balm
thinking
what's wrong

fix it
fix it

I try

thinking thinking
I try

I know you won't love me everyday
I know that
I know that

If I leave tomorrow
will you stay

lucky me
lucky you

what's wrong
how can I fix it

thinking
this is it
nothing will ever be better than this
if it is
it's not enough

thinking
why

I try

I know you haven't loved me everyday

I know that now

June
July is looking for you
summers waiting all day
do you want to go away
from this place
June
I'm looking for you
do you want to
go for a ride
spring is coming by
June
I'm waiting for you

I want to hold the sky in my hands

forever in your eyes

you stopped counting at nineteen
now you're twenty

the earth is dying
so am I

we walked around
in the spring

we picked flowers
and you put them in your pocket
you were so small beside me

I know we haven't talked in years
but I miss you so much my dear

I used to take so many pictures of the sky
now I don't even go outside

not sure what changed
but I'm to blame

You talk & talk
But I don't understand
Nothing at all

Nonsense is all I hear
Because you're crazy
And I don't
Know what's wrong

So go check
Your brain

Or clear your mind
Maybe sleep
Can help you

Just don't stay in the clouds
Forever

Gravity will get to you

you stole something of mine
I want it back

I want it back
I want it back
I want it back
I want it back
I want it back
I want it back
I want it back
I want it back
I want it back
I want it back
I want it back
I want it back
I want it back
I want it back
I want it back
I want it back
I want it back
I want it back

can you give it back
do I have to take it

where did you hide it
I'll look around

I want it back
I want it back
I want it back
I want it back
I want it back
I want it back
I want it back
I want it back
I want it back

why do you take things
they're not yours
not yours

I want it back
I want it back
I want it back
I want it back
I want it back

it's not yours

I'm too nice for this

does anyone know

to feel so insignificant
to feel so tiny
useless
so unknown

are you waiting for me
are you thinking of me

no
no
I know

if I disappear
my name will fade away

I'm tired
of knowing
I mean nothing

loneliness will be the death of me

glitter down the sink
you saw me screaming at my mom
was I wrong
I just wanted for us to get along

even if this love washes away
you left a memory inside me

fireworks
are exploding
in my heart

but you only see them up
in the sky

our smiles
so wide
disappeared
like a camera's flash

you'll know soon

how bright my heart
glows when you're around

happy new year's

I still fall asleep thinking about
the night I messaged you goodnight
while you slept in the other room

we haven't spoke in years
it never feels like tomorrow


I hoped one day you would miss me
call me to say you're sorry

some relationships are never fixed
some are nonexistent

one day I'll buy white roses
think of you for a second or two

Girl
I'm tired of you

Being your sun
Drowning me out

You like to hold my head
Underwater

Girly little girl
I'm tired
Of you

Smoking cigarettes
To look cool

Drinking
To end up
A fool

Why
Try so hard

You don't have to act dark

I'm tired of you
Stealing away
My sunshine

For your dark vibes

Babe we can be
Better than this

But you out
Partying with
Fake friends

I forgive
I'll forgive


I'm so tired of you
The rebellious girl

Using me
To burn

Acting so cool

With your smoke

Whiskey throat