Stars are falling
Into our sick sky

Dust becomes
Stardust

Flowing with
Starlight

I make fun of you

Don't you remember the good times

you're still mine

If you could
Would you. . .

You'd be there

I know

Stars are flying
Back into space

Far away

Leaving me
A plain
Sky
Without
A single star
To trace

it's a beautiful thing to know
you'll miss me when I'm gone

sólo recuerda
te quiero
tanto

sufro suficiente
pero lo haga todo los días

caminamos
different caminos

te extraño
recuerda
te quiero

te pido
que no te olvides

las mañanas
y noches
llenas de tristeza

mi primer amor
me cerraste el corazón

estas aquí

tu fantasma
esta allí

no vuelvo
ser como antes

regresando contigo
igual como siempre

I'm afraid
you answer the call
I send a cold message

I'm a big baby
please don't raise your voice at me
I look away
far from the rage in your eyes

I'm happysad
happy you've reached the possibilities
sad you're doing nothing

cold messages
excessive tears
I'd give you all my thoughts
know how I feel

calling
calling
don't tell me

cross the invisible line
my ghost follows behind

I'm sorry I ever convinced you that I'm feeling happy

I questioned myself
why is there no light

must you go blind
hold my hand
I'll guide you

open doors
water faucets

we both know
what's it like to lose

this is life
pain
suffering
with one smile to love

we both know what it's like to lose

don't lose me
I don't want to lose you

come
   look outside
the winter sun

this is life
lost forever
waiting for someone to find you

should I buy you candy
should I get you a balloon

I like toys and dolls
houses with small chairs

do you want to play a game
doesn't matter what's your age

I'm feeling kinda hazy
would you say I'm crazy

I forget that I'm growing up

I forget that I'm no longer
a child
my teen years filled with flowers

oh
how they die so fast

I forget we grow up
in a blink of an eye

thought maybe you and I
could find a fairy
a diamond in the sky

I like bears
pink bows
glitter nails

don't you want to play
it doesn't matter if you go
we can play tomorrow all over again

I'm feeling kind of dizzy
won't you say I'm crazy

I forgot that I've grown up

no more playgrounds
no more running around

I forget that I am growing up

once a flower
now pressed dead

If only I could believe

like I once did

all those beautiful dreams
gone to sleep

Tear apart
paper hearts

sunny rain
****** rainbows
and blue haze

stuck in box
can't push me out

sleeping
for months
waking up in October


nice talk
now we're back to ignoring each other

sensitive
lost my bottle of tears
I cared for myself
I never noticed you were here

i never knew
that i had
everything
until now
that i have
nothing

I will delete you from my life
goodbye
so long

leave me alone
somedays I just want to feel it all

They are having fun
While I'm here
Crying so much
They don't
Understand
I can't get better if
my mind keeps
Telling me I
Shouldn't
What if
The voices
Never go away
Will I ever be ok

I am constantly changing

I love the sun in the dark
and miss the moon in sunlight

There are days where I love you
and others when I forget

I feel blue
tonight

I hope I start to see the colors of life
soon

I know if I told you
we feel the same
everything will be okay

but there's a little voice in my head
telling me you don't

maybe you don't feel the way I do

what's your favorite color
I'm worried
are you okay
is the yellow too happy
are you look for a different shade
tell me what music do you play
when you're looking for an escape
or the song that brings you back to reality
walk me through all your fantasies
she's doesn't talk to me
I'm worried
though
we're closer
I wonder if it'll last forever
just like
old days
I want to give you a big hug
disappear instantly
I fear rejection
and mock sincerity

Some nightmares are so vivid
they follow you into reality

I don't find interest in anything you have to say

I wish lightning were to strike me then

It's your presence
now I feel so sickened

asking myself when will the rain fall

don't want to hear you talk

to amazed by the sound of thunder

Do thou but call my resolution wise,  And with this knife I’ll help it presently.

Changing names
Tomorrow again

New year thing
I guess

Wonder who I'll be next...

A body
With no emotions

No smiles no laughs

Happiness & saddness
Faded into
The far away dark

No feelings
No guilt

Just an empty body
With so much space

Heart so frozen
It broke into
Pieces

Soul so dark
Does she even have one ?

Some days I'm
Soulless

thought you were cool
I was wrong
now you make me sick

stop chasing me
I'm not someone you can keep

stop talking about me
I'll mess you up
you don't know anything

call me when you grow up

I let you
have your fun

it's entertaining
until I get bored

I can bite your lips
but I'm looking for blood

I hate being lonely
I'm stuck with someone like you

we walked around
in the spring

we picked flowers
and you put them in your pocket
you were so small beside me

I know we haven't talked in years
but I miss you so much my dear

I used to take so many pictures of the sky
now I don't even go outside

not sure what changed
but I'm to blame

I know you don't love me everyday
I know that you can't stay

I know that
I know that
I know that

lip balm
thinking
what's wrong

fix it
fix it

I try

thinking thinking
I try

I know you won't love me everyday
I know that
I know that

If I leave tomorrow
will you stay

lucky me
lucky you

what's wrong
how can I fix it

thinking
this is it
nothing will ever be better than this
if it is
it's not enough

thinking
why

I try

I know you haven't loved me everyday

I know that now

glitter down the sink
you saw me screaming at my mom
was I wrong
I just wanted for us to get along

even if this love washes away
you left a memory inside me

fireworks
are exploding
in my heart

but you only see them up
in the sky

our smiles
so wide
disappeared
like a camera's flash

you'll know soon

how bright my heart
glows when you're around

happy new year's

It says almost time
She would celebrate the day
She came to this world
Everyone would
Hug her
But she just smiled
And went on
She didn't care
What day it was
Because
To her
It was another
November day
Not her birthday

I've seen sides of you
I wish I could erase

can I tell you
it's hard to love you

I wish I could forget
all the bad things you do

behind closed doors
after everyone is gone

I see everyone take off their mask
I still keep mine on

I'm terrified
I know too much

kings
slowly rot into monsters

queens perfume themselves with
secrets and defeat

their lies are heavy
I watch them fall through the earth

Were tied together
By a thin string

I came back
You turned your back

Wrap your blanket around me

Bring me breakfast please

Let's go
To the city
208 miles away

Where i left my friends
And head

Doesn't anyone smell it
My rotten dying heart
It's coming apart

Take your arms off me

Turn off the music

Listen to the faint beat

Don't you see

My eyes
Don't shine like they once did

Let us go
To the place where
I opened
My soul

And put it back where it belongs

I hope one day
soon
I can delete your number
never speak to you again

How could I ever try and understand such a cold man
Heartless too

you have no feelings
for those who love you

When I need you the most
You're never there


This one is for you

All the tears that have fallen
down my chin

all of the words
written with heartbreak

I'm tired of feeling this way

I want to hold the sky in my hands

forever in your eyes

you stopped counting at nineteen
now you're twenty

the earth is dying
so am I

He saw her &
knew he was
In deep trouble

Because her smile
Was beautiful

And even if many girls
Surrounded him

She didn't pay attention
To him

Maybe she was selfish
Or blind

But his crush
Or love
For her
Wouldn't die

You only love God
when you're all alone

I love you
never going to tell you

distant
soundless
I love yous

she doesn't have to know
I dream of you
walking in
it's small little things

Slipping away
longing for you to stay
I can't look at you
bite my tongue
I don't show
I never tell

If I spill my darkest secret to you
will you keep it
take it
into the melting moon
chase the night
before dawn blooms

the end of us is so depressing
I'm fully sober now

from all my lovesick feelings
did I push you away
or did you leave so quietly
I didn't notice
can't tell the difference  

I never asked you if you were okay
I miss you now
I hate you so much
please come back
at least give me one last goodnight

let me go back
this time a year ago
so I can stay a while longer

I'm breathing in
trying to breathe you out

losing oxygen
because you're gone
my heart can't take it
lungs are failing

this ending is full of silence
screaming out my pain
don't you feel it

don't you see it?

can I steal your song
make it mine

sometimes I get a feeling
It's for me
lyrics describe
all that I know

I'll get us out

you'll always have a special place
my heart craves your attention

walking through red doors

I'm never going to be the same
You won't ever meet that version of me again

Dying out
can I steal your song
It's mine
I think it's mine more than yours now

all my mistakes
catch up to me

none have helped

pushing me further down
underwater

breathing loud

I hear the sounds

far away

distant

if I swim down

I'll find the perfect place

Touch me like an angel
I'm the only sinner in this dark room

The moon
I can't see

Walls all around me

No your love can't free me

Moon
dressed in red

I'm living a year behind
everyone is ahead of time

I'm trapped in a storm

You bathe me in holy water
I can't understand it

I love you to a limit
never to far

Change my mind

I'm climbing walls
to the see the stars

I just want to reach the horizon
I don't want to come back

I have tainted hands
I'll corrupt you
I'll save you tonight in bed


Let this go to waste

I won't ever go back

I still fall asleep thinking about
the night I messaged you goodnight
while you slept in the other room

we haven't spoke in years
it never feels like tomorrow


I hoped one day you would miss me
call me to say you're sorry

some relationships are never fixed
some are nonexistent

one day I'll buy white roses
think of you for a second or two

you stole something of mine
I want it back

I want it back
I want it back
I want it back
I want it back
I want it back
I want it back
I want it back
I want it back
I want it back
I want it back
I want it back
I want it back
I want it back
I want it back
I want it back
I want it back
I want it back
I want it back

can you give it back
do I have to take it

where did you hide it
I'll look around

I want it back
I want it back
I want it back
I want it back
I want it back
I want it back
I want it back
I want it back
I want it back

why do you take things
they're not yours
not yours

I want it back
I want it back
I want it back
I want it back
I want it back

it's not yours

I'm too nice for this