can't you see
we don't bleed the same
I'm trying to silence the voices
I hope you have a great time out
that's what it's all about

we don't sleep at the same hour
you want me to talk into the air
told me I was dark matter
yeah a black hole
is somewhere in my room
swallowing me up whole

I keep swimming
the fence I'm building
coming along
nose above the surface
barely breathing

I was feeling glorious
till the morning
losing my understanding
my thoughts all together

I can feel all my past lives
cheering
I'm hearing them say
come back
to the places
where you knew
how to make it

the spirits and ghosts
the gods
the plants and animals

are all staring at me
I can smell them questioning

are you going to make it
are you gonna fake **it

my mother said
that i could fix my face
to not be insecure

my toes hurt
with it's missing skin

i've gone mad
silently mad

and i should stop
but
addictions
don't follow along

Saw your face
Didn't feel ****
Is my heart not working
I tried to forget about you
It worked
Saw you and I didn't feel ****