in this grey morning
nightmares pressure me to wake up
sometimes nothing stays

I just came back from a time loop
I was right beside you
You were drinking black coffee
You couldn't stop talking

Your first mistake was the frown on your face
the time and date were out of place
secondly
my mind was in outer space

I see a demon
dressed as a little girl

why don't you show me
what's diabolic love

I've got red roses to burn
I've got yellow roses to hold

I live in a time loop
the feelings I lived with
years ago
have resurfaced

trying to be
what I'm supposed to be

all these feelings in my chest
make me disappear
into the darkness

he went on a trip to lose his soul
drinking acid
in the cold

if you find him
he has tattoos

he has blue feelings
cold

he went on a trip to
lose his soul

now he's gone

you said
get more sharp

be more astute
I am not clever like you

I just type down
random words

I don't work
with people
with my head in the clouds

I should stop being
in front of a screen all day

I'll be getting glasses
one day

I'm so demure
so desultory

I can hear your
murmuring

soft words
smooth touch
cosmic sounds
have you heard Saturn's rings
it's so calming
I think I jumped in a wormhole today
it's just a loop bringing me here again
I met Time once
they weren't too forgiving

I can feel your skin dying
I see that your teeth are falling
your hair use to be so healthy
it's still soft
yet white as milk

your bones are gently rotting
you can't move without crying

now your head is
off in another land
where we can't reach you

your heart's beating slow
your eyes fall to the ground

I ask myself
when will you let go

the memories of an early life
don't appear to you no more

are you living dead

should we let you go off
to the other world your in

every day I see you
I wonder if it'll be the last time

the day that I no longer do

I'll let you go too