both Moby and Phillip K. ****
      the book I love and the flicks
              try the best I Kan, indeed Als Ick ...

                                 wifestrife!

3:37, quiet awake
      wishing the silence
                      my regret to take
                                Cold Mountain
                                          Jordan Lake...


                 please help with my mistake

Charlotte skyscraper goes green
           in my mind but yet unseen
                              Thermians in 3113?

the summer sun is too hot
so I stay inside
the mass shooters will
**** others in WalMart
or church or movie theaters

I protest
and post
against the American gun nuts
and the evil NRA
but no one here listens
or even cares.

think I’ll fly to Dublin tonight:
I hear
the Brazen Head pub
Holds a tale or two.

gratitude and despair within
          love the beauty, not its twin
            those who lose and those who win
                         leave Cold Mountain

                             as he’s always been.

grateful for the sweet tea
sleeping off the day

tonight Magic is Gathering
but I don’t have much to say

I hope I get the job
unemployed, I lose my way

I’m tired and I’m weary
I’ll resume the resume

all alone and quiet
despair is how I now pray

once again, letters to send
      once again: against enemies, for friends
                        once again, desperation descends ...

                                          Albert Camus
                                               I try too!