Age
discovered
a heavy
door
and gently
pushed
to look
inside
and as
it looked
it pushed
some
more
and I
ran out
of time
to hide

Everything good comes with a price.

You came with the cost of my free thought,
And my flirtatious disposition,

Friends come with the fact that you will alwyas have to be there for them, support them no matter what, be burdened by their death and mistakes.

Good grades come with sleepless nights and devotion to mindless work.

Life comes with sorrow and grief as well as madness and terror.

Books come with the fact that if you read them to the end, you will be sad cause there is no more to it ocnce you are done with it.

And the list goes on, from simple things, to everything.
Think about it.

I found you when i was 12, or did you find me when you were 14?
I love you. They only way I'd let you jump off a bridge was if I could join you.

I am 17 now and you are 19, I want you, and I feel stupid writing this but this is the only I can feel relief.  I know you can feel the awkwardness between us when we are together and trust me I wish I could change that. I wish you'd give me a ******* chance.

The other night I couldn't sleep because of you, you were running through my mind like a horse on a track. I probably had a border line panic attack because i couldn't stop think about you with someone else doing ***** things that you and I both know you wouldn't do, at least I'd like to tell myself that. You are beautiful, lovely, and goofy. So any songs remind me of you and when you are around I play those songs and hope you listen to those ******* lyrics because honestly I couldn't tell you how I feel so I let those songs I love so much play to you. because I over think and panic and cant speak so I let those songs do it for me.

I am a *****.