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mrmonst3r Nov 2016
I fear not death —
Not mine.
It is a welcome
Circumstance
I can meet with
an unfamiliar smile.
As long as there is nothingness
To greet me on the other side.
But yours
I could not bear.

Let me go first.
mrmonst3r Nov 2016
It's okay you
didn't hurt me I've
been dead inside
so long my chest is
just a cavity My
feelings deadened
My love retired.
If you really wanted to mess me up, you should have got to me earlier.
mrmonst3r Nov 2016
Pull the shutter on my eyes
I don't care to see
The light anymore.
It is a lie
A hateful fallacy
for the eager
to heartily swallow.
Not fit for the sunken —
Godless in their
Corridors of sleep.
Extinguish this flame,
Let my heart rest.
In the wretched kindness
Of goodbye.
  Nov 2016 mrmonst3r
Conrad Aiken
All lovely things will have an ending,
All lovely things will fade and die,
And youth, that's now so bravely spending,
Will beg a penny by and by.

Fine ladies soon are all forgotten,
And goldenrod is dust when dead,
The sweetest flesh and flowers are rotten
And cobwebs tent the brightest head.

Come back, true love! Sweet youth, return!-
But time goes on, and will, unheeding,
Though hands will reach, and eyes will yearn,
And the wild days set true hearts bleeding.

Come back, true love! Sweet youth, remain!-
But goldenrod and daisies wither,
And over them blows autumn rain,
They pass, they pass, and know not whither.
mrmonst3r Nov 2016
She was my sun
I was lucky to cast
shadows
Against her brilliance
Her warm fingertips,
rays of light
Upon my skin.
Bathing me with glory
Resplendent
Morning light.
A universe of harmony
Sown over my
chaos black soul.
Each word now fading
As the light.
Back to a sunless
Existence —
Ugly reality in my veins.
Colder for having known
Her.
An unlikely conjunction
Unforgotten.
I search the sky
Each day
Knowing she won't return.
For Katerina, my ex.
mrmonst3r Nov 2016
You sent a message
So unfamiliar
With contact,
I froze.
a rabbit in headlights.
So many friends
Have come & gone
Pushed away,
True colours — blushing
As I lay in my misery
Not worth your time.
Poor fortune
Conjures truth
Without remorse.
So my answer was "no"
"I can't"
I'm not human
Anymore.
"Another day full of dread."
mrmonst3r Nov 2016
I miss the rush
ov blood
    each orgiastic slip
Leading to
Hot Skin
Pressed. Burning against me.
enwrapped.
I want it so
This suffocation
Will drag you under
With delight
A filthy ache
Blissful
Annihilation
Between her thighs
With sweetness
Claw and tooth
wild desire
Her eyes on mine
(piercing my heart).
Urging me
With stinging
tongue
      and gasoline.     upon the flames.
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