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mrmonst3r Feb 2015
At times I try
To curb my misanthropic ways.
I try to see the beauty,
Inherent in "our kind".
Instead
I see the greed
         the selfishness
         the vanity.
I see you
Scuttling like ants.
Mindless as cattle.
The individual
Feeble
Uninspired
Disappointing.
I'm poisoned by
your presence.
compromised
thru proximity
you.
you make me sick.
This dreadful fate —
...
I think I died
And
This is Hell.
mrmonst3r Feb 2015
Was it worth it?
Was it worth the hurt?
If you knew —
Would you pay the toll?
Though the cost is high,
Ultimate.
The punishment; severe.
I wouldn't hesitate.
For Katerina.
mrmonst3r Feb 2015
_ alive
_ _ world with_ meaning
hours _ meter
Irrelvant love
Cut into

Without

I've _
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I've
_ __
In
_ sleep
_out rest
I see _
face
Whenever I close _
This love
My _
it hurts
You are _
_
unreachable
_ sweet phantom
You never
_ __bye
I appear missing.
mrmonst3r Feb 2015
It's easy to expound
Who we are
Through definition and vice.
But there is more within
Hidden variables
Precise Sins
Heartless Approximations.
We are chemical gods
Violent
Snake Guts.
Parasitic lovers.
Effigies of father and (sun).
Ready to pin
Destiny
On foolish mistakes.
"What a piece of work is a man!"
mrmonst3r Feb 2015
I've decided to forget you.
Each stray thought,
Each reminiscence —
Is now just a loveless reminder.
A sentimental stab.
So,
I've decided to forget.
No longer
Will sad associations be traded
with meaningless facts.
No more
Tangential heartache.
No
Hastily covered tears.
Just slow burning
Synaptic ruin.
Our secrets,
Our dreams of the sea —
Washed away.
But I can never forget you.
  Feb 2015 mrmonst3r
T. S. Eliot
Webster was much possessed by death
And saw the skull beneath the skin;
And breastless creatures under ground
Leaned backward with a lipless grin.

Daffodil bulbs instead of *****
Stared from the sockets of the eyes!
He knew that thought clings round dead limbs
Tightening its lusts and luxuries.

Donne, I suppose, was such another
Who found no substitute for sense,
To seize and clutch and penetrate;
Expert beyond experience,

He knew the anguish of the marrow
The ague of the skeleton;
No contact possible to flesh
Allayed the fever of the bone.

    .  .   .   .  .

Grishkin is nice: her Russian eye
Is underlined for emphasis;
Uncorseted, her friendly bust
Gives promise of pneumatic bliss.

The couched Brazilian jaguar
Compels the scampering marmoset
With subtle effluence of cat;
Grishkin has a maisonette;

The sleek Brazilian jaguar
Does not in its arboreal gloom
Distil so rank a feline smell
As Grishkin in a drawing-room.

And even the Abstract Entities
Circumambulate her charm;
But our lot crawls between dry ribs
To keep our metaphysics warm.
mrmonst3r Feb 2015
In your love,

I knew redemption.
I found trust,
A wealth of beauty in dark glories.
I saw stars
under heartless skies.
Alpha and Omega.
Endless.
I saw life incandescent,
A world beyond my own.

In your love,

I gained
and lost everything.
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