Respect
Is not something
To hold against others.

Give it freely.

Is
Anything
About
Me
Anymore?

I love you so much
that even drunk
I love you more
than I have ever
loved
before.

Please do not
Mock me.

I am doing
My best.

I have this kink
where I want to be treated like
****.

Not because I
enjoy it.

Because I feel like I
deserve it.

Silence
has a way of

Announcing
Itself

so
incredibly
                    loudly

Did you know
My love
That I am doing quite well?

Did you know
My love
That I am punishing myself?

Did you know
My love
That I am quite unwell?

Did you know
My love
That the sight of you
Causes me
To bleed?

Did you know?
My love?
Did you know?

And I dreamt

peace came to me

in the form of

sobs and shakes.

Here
I'm not
Here
I'm not
Here
I'm not

Is this
Compatibility
Or are you just
Watching out for me?

Somewhere
In there

Find me
In my
Mind

Just
A body
A chore
A problem
A violin

For
A knife
To play upon.

Okay but you all really expect me to go to school from the age of six all the way to 23 and then just jump into a full time job like hello?

Allow me to
Swim within your gaze
And
Lay rest upon your lips

Her kisses are on
Other people's necks now.

So I guess I'll just ******* die.

Yeah you can keep
Calling

Day 2

Isn't this cute

Halloween in June

This year
I'm

A mess.

Easy.
Tease.
*****.
Love.
Cutie.
****.
Heartbreaker.
****.
Sweeth­eart.

Missing you
In
Silent
Sobs
And
Shakes.

Moving away from
the norm.

I'm not scared
Not nervous
No fear

but

I am plagued by
"What if?"

Cigarette
Smoke
Spills from her
Cherry lips.

Writing me off as
The one that got away

As I'm
Begging you to stay

You
*******
left me.

These things will **** you
You know.

Inhale that sweet *******
Nicotine.

Mesmerizing how
The light can make
Things so

Different
and
New.

I am much more frightened
When I feel
Nothing
At all

Than when I feel
Everything
At once.

**** me
Until I'm not
Lonely
Anymore

Don't want to
Be loved
Just want to
Make love

I've seen
The ocean.
Waves breaking
In your eyes.