You ever reach a
PERSONAL BEST
While simultaneously creating a
BUSINESS WORST.

Hah

You pull away
As if to say
You'd rather leave
Then make me stay.

Getting out and away from anxiety is
so
empty.

House that I built
Built around myself
Forgot to
Put in
An accessible
Door.

Alcohol a big stick to bang on the walls
Medication a blanket to keep me warm
Cigarettes so I'm not so lonely
And pain
To remind myself I'm still alive in here.

There is a
Secret
That shares my every
Emotion.

Starting from the
Decolletage,
It peers 'round every
Forced smile
And
Kind word.

Vermillion
Is a cruel mistress
That climbs my neck
And clings to my *******.

Bright
Red
Sirens.

You can not hide from her.
The more you try
The further she creeps
Up
My
Neck.