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 Nov 2014 Misty Dream
TrueSun
I live as a loner
Because I’m a stoner
My pride won’t let me see
That I’m alone and it’s just me and me
As I’m trapped in my mind
My brain will combined
With my thoughts to entwined
In my imagination to be one of a kind
I am happy today
I am happy in some way
Somehow I feel okay
Somehow I’m happy today
No depression no more
My heart is done of being sore
I have something else in store
Happy and free is a perfect mix
Aint got time to **** with ******* and chicks
Just wanna smoke a bowl and watch work alcoholics
Wild cause I’m young
Feeling good among
The smoke blowing out my lungs
Call 2 chicks to have a *******
If you wanna join your welcome
I’m stop cause this has nothing to do with my poem
My mind is tired of all the stupid things people think I care about.
My mind is lost because of the pointless problems I stress over.
My mind hurts me by thinking of girl that refuses to even look at.
My mind tells me to do it, to pull the trigger of that 32. Revolver and just let the problems of my mind ooze out.
My mind weighs the options everyday and I find myself lost because I want to die but a part of me stil thinks that she cares.
But I know nothing matters anymore.
The girl I love passes me by and looks away in disgust.
My Father talks to me like I'm some kind of prince, But in reality I'm just a useless stoner.
My Mother hates me for trying to protect her.
She says that she never wants to ******* see me again
My Brother is sewing the sseeds of evil and is throwing his entire life away.
My mind doesn’t care about anyone, not even me.
My mind just keeps telling me death is the only way out, and I want out **NOW
I wonder how many seconds of insane courage it would take me to get up and walk away from everything I've ever loved. To never look back and willingly end up lost. I want to get caught up in the moment of being lonely and let it take me away. Away from here.At one point in your life, you'll feel like your back is against the wall and there's no point in looking for a way out. Today I caught hold of that feeling, a black restlessness settled in my bones and urged me get lost and run away. Sometimes I think it would solve all of my problems and that all of the people who ever used me would wake up with saddened hearts and guilty minds. It would be nice to leave behind a world of hurt for a beautiful, bright light.

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