In her eyes I see stars
I see scares and tears
Locked by angles
And chased by fears

I see seas and I see flowers
They all fade into one empty sky
Full of darkness and Devils
Secretly screaming for release

I look away from the reflection of my eyes
If only it was someone else's eyes
If only I can pretend
If only it was not the eyes of me

I avoid to look into someone else's eyes
For the fear they might see beyond my fake smiles

If only they could see,

Eyes where fullness and emptiness collide
Where innocence and Devils overlap
Where fears and screams connect
Where dreams and love are crushed

Will they care to look again..

I'll hold on to all the innocence I can
I'll hold on to all the hope I have
But I fear the devil lurking inside of me
And I fear that my fears will **** me

Close your eyes, I know your hurting
Dream of roses and smiles
Dream of love and happiness
Dream of all you could not have
Dream of all you could not feel
Open your eyes, I know your dying
See reality but don't cry
See reality but don't be afraid
See reality and pretend to be happy
See reality and fake all the smiles
This is what dreams made of me
I'm lost between dreams and reality
I wanna wake up and be okay
Nothing more nothing less ..

Don't cry as it all will be forgiven
Rest your beautiful soul as it will all be forgotten

Never let the past break you, but let it teach you
Never let the pain **** you, but let strengthen you

My everything I will protect you so smile as it lightness the darkness all around me
My everything be good to all and never forget to pray as it will always be your shelter

Just close your eyes and imagine
Imagine all that was never you
And all that will never be you
Maybe just then you might understand
It's not them it's you ...

Into the darkness I crawl
Scared and insecure
Lost in my never ending fears
Staring them down
never to be defeated
Just to rest for a while
It's sanity that chased me away
Not the insanity it holds
Calling the unknown enemy
Into the jungle of my heart
Let it get lost in there
And never be found again
Let it change its shape
and never scare me again

I look right through you
And I see no fear
Through your eyes I disappear
And into me you reappear
Close but never so near
Loved but never so dear
The me that is never you
And the you that is never pure
And the me that is never sure

So just who am I and you ?

In me there is "her" And she is all I see
She is crying so loud you would think she is burning
She is breaking and yes she is bleeding

Her fears are bigger then her imaginations
In her dreams she is save , in reality she is cursed
A curse that destroyed all she ever was

A never ending cycle of fears
Once it is you and the next it is her
Only this time her fears are unclear

She tried to run away but only to get trapped in me
The me that is so hard to be in
The me that is so hard to understand
Yet she is in me ....