I had to..I didn't want to
I had to.
They convulsed in unison.
They pleaded
..I had to stare back into
those forlorn eyes
And see the images that
choke them at night
You left me winded .
Shaking and empty
as my lungs kept trying to grip thin air.
And my knees went weak.
**I'm Sorry.

The stars are always too bright
The sun too hot
Moon too dull
It's never good enough is it?
                                                What's your problem?

Well the walls sometimes wake me up
                                     And write my fears in red
Well the mirrors sometimes put me to sleep
                                     And tell me, "stay home today"
Well other people make my stomach turn
                                      And so does isolation.
Well I'm only ever grounded with certain people
                                        But people leave.
                           And where will I go then?