Melancholy of Innocence

Melancholy of Innocence Dec 2019

I see only in your eyes
That reflects the times we live
Through the crystal clear
Ocean blue sky
Beyond the depth of abyss
All I see in you my LOVE
In all the cosmic parables

The star hole within
The needle rainbow
And those secret
Invisible embraces and
Passionate kisses

If ever there was one
I was to LOVE
It is YOU
No one offers me LOVE
The way you do...

Your heart is my key-less room
To enter and sleep
Your doors are un-locked
Open for me to rest within
We walk together
On the green pastures
Below the dark navy blue skies
To sow our seeds
To harvest our yields

You are the one whom I can rely
I can come and cry
Speak my heart out because
You always gather my pieces
And heal me together

You make my cold warm
I climb on your mountains
And drown in your valleys
You never let me jaded
In the sunset and sunrise
Of the celestial light years

OUR LOVE makes "peace"
LOVE summon inner courage
For us to hold hands and walk
In grief and pain
You make me smile and dance
With your ROFL
Crackling one-liners

There was none before my dreamZ
There was none I believed
You cleared the dust of "I know"
Thus it is world's loss and our gain

YOU always catch me with open arms
When I fall from grace of life
YOU push back the sun and clouds
To bring my innocence back in YOU
I know, you will always show up
If I lost the whole world for YOU

I know, you've gathered my each tear
To make a necklace for your soul
Who would cry LOVE drops
To stop the time cycle for LOVE?

If there is one
It is YOU my BELOVEDz
Who smile on my face
Every night when I weep
The tears of longing

With our infinite LOVE
We demand the galaxy
From every grain-sand of life

Melancholy of Innocence Dec 2019

Five Years Ago

If you had told me
Remove your attire
I would have done that
Without hesitation

If you had told me
Give your head on a plate
I would have done that happily

If one has to feel the LOVE
One can not dictate one's own terms
One has to just surrender
To one's BELOVEDz

LOVERz change the grammar of languages
The grammar of life if the case be
Rebel and revolt is the bone of LOVE
But a LOVERz revolution is never
To harm, hurt, hate, hit anyone
The LOVERz revolution is to transform
Transcend - take someone back to
What they were born with - Innocence!

LOVE is the feeling that
Someone has arrived...
Someone will stay for long
That someone is feel within
BELOVEDz LOVE...

Why I say this is....
Because I feel
Illumination within me
Passed on to me
By my BELOVEDz

LOVE can not be the fashion or fad
LOVE has to be felt from within
Not from mind, thoughts, intelligence, logic
But from the inner being and soul

My BELOVEDz is made of
The same six elements
As me, you and as everyone else
But it requires
A LOVERz eyes to see
The LOVE beyond
Those six elements of life
That is what
I see in my BELOVEDz

A real religious person
Can understand religion
But will never be able to
Accept receive LOVE
In the same way
BELOVEDz shares
Energies of LOVE
In the same way
A LOVERz receives
Those LOVE vibes

Such is my BELOVEDz

Now whom to sing my LOVE song to?
Which street to walk and dance?

When I passed
The town of my BELOVEDz
No door or window was open
Except that of my BELOVEDz
Who peeped out her LOVE for me
Shining through the sparkling eyes
Within the soul of my heart

I kept the windows and doors
Of my heart and soul open
For the inner mirror to
Reflect my BELOVEDz LOVE

When fate threw
The flowers of LOVE on us
Both felt LOVE in nature's creation
Just like two heart's meeting

There one hears music
There one sees rivers
Flowing into the oceans
There one see the nature dancing
Those are the seeds from where
Our LOVE is born

That day was today
Five years ago...!

Melancholy of Innocence Dec 2019

That has been, That is the case

Burnt into ash
We've still kept our LOVE fire alive

In our LOVE
We were set ablaze
Set on fire
Can't they see "us" burning?

By the time they realize
They will only see embers
And heaps of ash
May be a few sparks
Golden red yellow orange
Hidden in our LOVE

Much LOVE and more memories
The fire that destroys us
Will set the world ablaze

The hope was and is
Let this life of ours
Burn in epic LOVE

That has been
That is the case

It has given us pain and joys
Grief, sorrow and happiness
And the ever burning
Eternal fire of immortal LOVE

Let us keep our LOVE embers alive
So that world's soul can be ignited
With the same spark of LOVE

Was our desire of LOVE a sin?
To take the blame of that crime?

Our yearning of LOVE
Was it a sin?
The world punished us severely
They burnt us alive
Yet
We remained alive

How to explain this to the world?
Why pore more gasoline on us?

The one who has walked into
The fire of BELOVEDz LOVE
How can the world
Set us LOVERz on fire?

How can the world burn
LOVERz who are already
Burning in each other's LOVE?

Melancholy of Innocence Dec 2019

And All That...

I defeated my victory
I flopped my hit
I lost my win
I minus my pluses
I rejected my accepted
I killed my living
I stressed my calm
I failed my success
I fell my getting up
I thwarted my goals
I broke my complete
I descended my ascend
I undid my doing
I imprisoned my freedom
I deprived my hunger
I weakened my strong
I descended my ascend
I left my arrival
I denied my admission
I worsened my best
I made small my big
I became poor in my wealth
I decline life's acceptance
I scarce my abundance
I subtracted my additions
I detested my admiration
I went against my FOR
I disagreed the agreement
I forbade that was allowed
I became enemy of my allies
I remained amateur among professionals
I raised a question in answers
I defended my attacker
I bled the thorn to give you flowers
I walked backwards instead of forward
I was the blame in your praise
I stood at bottom to see you at top
I became MOON for your SUN
I took the curse for your blessings
I broke my heart to heal yours
I surrendered my EGO
I remained a child in adulthood

I became an ancient LOVER
In today's modern-day life

And all that....
To serve my LOVE to YOU...

Melancholy of Innocence Nov 2019

LOVERz are "WE" - such as...

LOVERz do not take permission
For finding their peace
In each other's soul
They simply do - they find LOVE
In each other's pores

Life squeeze out so much pain for us
LOVEz dripped out of our souls
And is sipped as nectar by us...

All the dreamz of life stood shattered
When we en flamed our hearts and
Stepped out to show our LOVEz

We who stand tall in LOVEz
Have breached all life's barriers

The one who falls in LOVE
Has given off all life's learning
They say "You take all..."
So that LOVERz can
Show up at the door step
At the very moment
Played by the flute of the fate

We walk around like
Shadows of each other
But don't be mistaken...
We are still each other's LOVERz

Look into our eyes - Oh world...!
We are carrying the image
Of our soul-mate within us

May be through our sacrificial gape
We've attained this repute
Of not using the dramatics of words
Through the lingering memories of LOVE

Who cares, what we say or write
Let us LOVEz each other
Let us show them true "LOVE..!"

This world offers nothing
Thus for each other's sake,
We left everything
With that type of REBELLION
We created our "LOVE" for each other

Though we do not meet often
It does not matter much
As we live always within each other's soul

Such painful grieving LOVE of ours
Is indeed a success of our LOVING

LOVERz are "we" - such as...

The tears of Layla falls out
From the eyes of Romeo

The wounds of Zuliet are seen
As scars on Majnun's skin

When Ranjzhana cries - zHeer bleeds...

Melancholy of Innocence Nov 2019

"vibgyor"

My soul is restless
I am seeking for my LOVERz
My BelovedZ
My eyes are tired
I'm unable to sleep in the nightz
My breathe is shallow
There is not enough oxygen in my lungs

In the dampness of your rain
I rub your LOVE-oil on my skin

In the dryness of the desert sun
I see LOVE-mirage as your oasis

In the cool breeze
I smell your body fragrance

In the soft touch of flower petals
I sleep within your LOVE dreamz

I search star and rainbow-ends
With every thing I encounter

I know, I know...
I will find you somewhere
In the vibgyor of your rainbow
In the leaf under the flower
In the dust that flies the dunes
In the streams that flows to the ocean
In the thorns that crowns my skull
In the snow clouds over my head
In the birds and bees
In the nails on my palm

I know before the sun-sets
YOU will find me and
Come running to me
To rest under my cross
To touch my torn robe

In the meantime...
I listen to the music of the waves
The ocean's colors - blue to green
I fill the seas with tears
Have you felt my blood tied
Reached your feet yet?

I feel the fire in the sun
The red, yellow and orange horizons
Yet YOU paint the sky blue
Have you seen the golden glow
Of my burning heart under your setting sun?

I add my tears to the dunes
I add my tears to the winds
I add my tears in the fire
I add my tears in the blood
When I send you all this
Can you pour a little LOVE
In the union of our existence?

I can feel you every where
I can see you in every place
But I can't touch you

I roll down the valley
Into the pit of fire

Before my soul burns the world
Why don't you come
And meet me my LOVE?
Touch me, hold me, hug me
Wish me...

I wait

Melancholy of Innocence Nov 2019

Secretly Stealthily

Zack
How you entered my heart?
When did you become my soul?
Secretly Stealthily
You became my breathe of life

You made abode
Within the city of my blood streams
Lighting my empty streets of veins
Driving your passion in my arteries
Into the warm cozy nights of LOVE

So do not be so stubborn now
Let our relationship flourish
Bud, bloom and blossom
The Flowers of LOVE

Rose
Don't blame me for my LOVE
It was your LOVE I hold in me
Now leave my hand
And let me go
I've already left
My heart and soul in YOU
Take care of my LOVE
I've left within YOU

Zack
Oh, I fall on my knees
when you utter such truths
Of our true LOVE
This style of yours
To say I LOVE YOU
And still walk away from me
Makes me crazy in your LOVE

Rose
Why is it that I've not -
How is it that I've not -
Seen a single LOVERz like you
You are my first true LOVERz
So promise that
YOU won't leave me ever

Zack
If that is so
Do not miss this
Moment of our LOVE
Come and engulf me
With your warm hugs
Let me taste your lips
Just for a little while

Rose
I show you a little LOVE and
YOU want it all at one go
I am so much bothered by YOU
How will I resist your LOVE?

Zack
If that is the case
I promise YOU
I will never be anyone's else
I will long, wait in sadness for YOU

Rose
Please don't say such things
I can't see you sad in my LOVE
No one LOVEz me like you do
I want to see you happy in my LOVE

Zack
In your blessing of LOVE
I'm already my Princess' prince
I'm already my Queen's king
There are thousands
But YOU are my only LOVERz
There are millions
But you are my only BELOVEDz

Rose
Don't show so much of LOVE
And punish me more by your LOVE
You don't know, what I go through
In longing wait for YOU

If that is the case
Secretly stealthily
Enter my heart
Become my soul
Be the breathe of my life