(Mother's Day Special)

Our fate and destiny may be written
Much before we were born
Our pain and suffering may melt
My bonds and longing may break chains

But the LOVE you taught me
Will live forever
In such an amazing way that
Now even God & Goddess comes
To you to learn about LOVE

You are the blessings to LOVE
Whoever YOU touch
Whoever you speak to
Wherever you be
You are the blessing of LOVE

My BELOVED, my LOVE

My horrid life may change for good
My grief may find your joys
My LIFE may sing your songs of LOVE
Our life may be woven in harmony

When you are there, I fear no one
You are my protector and guardian
Your thoughts are my prayers of blessings

My BELOVED, my LOVE

You know I am different from everyone
You know I LOVE you the most
And I remain your favorite LOVER

Your scoldings are my blessings
I embrace YOU, and hug YOU more

When you get angry, I get scared
I fear that - you might leave me

And when you shed a few tears for me
Because you were angry on me
When you think of how much I LOVE YOU
And you look melancholic into blank space
I extend my hand, and hold yours
And lie down on your lap
Close my eyes and be at peace

You've changed my fate & destiny
You have dissolved my LOVE in YOUR being

When even Nature is influenced by YOU
How lucky I feel to be living within YOU
How fortunate that I got to smell your inner being
And a new "ME" is born from your soul
How auspicious that YOU taught me AGAPE LOVE

My BELOVED, My LOVE

Every ocean deserves to see YOU
And feel jealous of your beauty

Every sunrise deserves to see you
And be envy of your shine

Every flower deserves to see you
And be covetous of your colors & fragrance

Every cloud deserves to see you
And be mad at your gaiety float

Every river deserves to see you
And be ashamed of its own curves

Every dew deserves to reflect you
And be possessive of your image in it

Every leaf deserves to touch you
And let besotted by your skin

Every fish deserves to swim with you
And be ashamed of your flirtation with water

Every fruit deserves to taste YOU
And feel insecure of your nectar sweetness

Every breeze deserves to cling your body
And feel lustful of your brilliance

Every birds deserves to accompany you
And desirous of the smooth wings in flight

Every star deserves to see you
And be paranoid of your angelic sparkle

Every moonlight deserves to light YOU
And be jilted by your illumination

The day we are born
We are at LOVE's shore
The LOVE within us
Is at shore

Nothing leaves LOVE's shore

It is the learnings
That is stuff in us
That we unknowingly absorb
That make our EGO BIG
To sail our thoughts
Deep outside at seas
While our good being still
Stands at the shore
At LOVE's shore

The thoughts have their
Own ways of intelligence

Thoughts reason out
Big tides and smaller tides
Big ebbs and smaller ebbs
And worries about plans
Of their journey to sail
Back to the shore

The shore...
They have not left at all
In the first place
The LOVE's shore...
That is already within them

It is just an illusion
Or call it a delusion of LIFE
That perceives and imagine things
That may not even exists

We seem to enjoy all these worries
Thanks to the horrid life we live
In pursue of materialistic success
That beats us black and blue with
Doubts, fears, prejudices
Judgments, mistrusts
suspicion and defiance

YOU are at shore
LOVE is at shore
BELOVED is at shore
LOVER is at shore
I am at shore
YOU are at shore
We all are at shore

What has drifted along with
Our EGOIC thought is:
- Our humanity
- Our trust
- Our belief
- Our faith
- Our LOVE

True LOVE will never
Dispose, remove or eliminate

True LOVE will give you FREEDOM
True LOVE will set you FREE, liberated...
To bear, give birth, create
To establish, uphold and build
The stronger bays for
Our Souls at the shore
To give and receive LOVE
At the LOVE's shore

What can I do
When my soul-mate
Becomes my LOVE-vision?

What if everything that
Happens to me is okay
To my heart,
What can I do?

If my being is bent on
Performing loyalty to BELOVED
What can I do?

When LOVE becomes the
Sweet wound of my heart
What can I do?

Wherever I go
The same humiliations
The same insults
If I have become
Un-Popular for loving YOU
What can I do?

What should I complain
To this civilized world
When the law imprisons
My shadow of my LOVE
Away from my BELOVEDz soul
What can I do?

If I had LOVED God/dess so much
I think, even they would embraced me
What if the one I LOVE
More than God/dess doesn't oblige
What can I do?

The one for whom
I breathe every moment
The same breathe if
Hesitates to enter my being
What can I do?

YOUR HAPPINESS SURVIVED...

Did you ever think of
What happened to those glass pieces?

The shattered glass pieces
Held some of your happiness like
A mother breastfeeding a new born baby
It slowly gathered and tried to joined
The remaining left over happiness

Years passed but glass pieces
Never parted with your happiness
And preserved it with lots of care

The broken glass pieces
Still hugs and kisses your happiness
With the hope of giving it back to you

Your happiness is secure & safely alive
With the shattered glass pieces

The remaining life of the glass pieces
Is destined to more breakages

Don't worry if
The glass pieces are crushed, stamped
Still shattered further in more tiny pieces
Disintegrated into powder

Be sure whatever they do to glass pieces
It will not let your happiness go
It's clenching your happiness tightly

Come one day to find how
The glass pieces are living
Come and see the castle of happiness
The shattered glass pieces has built
Naming your happiness "An Angel"

What if I told you that
I am the glass of LOVE that encased your
Happiness and that you shattered...!

(Read the flashback story in NOTES below)

I wait for the breeze song from your ocean
Will it cool down my desert sleep?

To praise my attempt to sing
Will you tap me to gentle rest
Will I get your lap to sleep?
Will I feel your soft gentleness?

Never be sad my baby
The sky never shows wrinkles
Don't you yearn dear,
You are LOVE, you can't be indifferent...
Otherwise the sun will turn purple

I can buy everything
A pillow, a mattress
But I can't buy sleep
What agony, not to have
Your baby lap to sleep
I can still sing a song

For YOU I sing
To show you all my LOVE
How funny it may be
Though it expresses a little sadness
I hope my song makes you smile

Is it not true...
The song of LOVE has
A little bit of sadness?

You pass by my windows everyday
While I sleep I hear you
Singing in every breathe
But why can't you reveal yourself
As you do in my dreams?

While singing I seem to smile
But can you feel the pauses of tears?
I hide my pain behind the song's lyrics
I sing for the best of YOU to smile

I move to your direction
Slowly, one step at a time
Can you hear my song's echo?
Will you cover my face for once?
Under your black hair
So I can sleep there forever

Now I feel the fresh breeze
Into my heart
I fly above you and sing
Forgetting my sleep

See,
Through my singing
I give you
A fresh smile for the day
A joy to live LIFE
A purpose to LOVE
And I dream a sleep
On your soft lap of tenderness

To find the cure of LOVE
In the outside world
Around you is a fatal error

The cure was that
YOU would have taken
A vein of your heart
And tied it on my
Paper-cut wrist

The cure was that
You had placed both
Your vein and my wrist
In the sun to dry and colt

But what happened was
The LOVE clouds
That passed by your heart
You drained out
Its romantic passion
In your ocean
And left my desert
Parched & dry
In AGAPE love