I will let you know my BELOVED
When the time is ripe
For my soul to unite with
The universe & dissolve in it

Then YOU won't see me physically
Yet feel my undying LOVE for YOU
For that...  You've to look into
And feel the Nature

At the sunrise and sunshine
At the moon and moonlight
At the stars and milky ways
At blooming flowers & showering rains
At the cool breeze and ocean waves
At the rustling leaves and grass blades
At a lonely path & misty meadows
At your hand - without holding mine
At the imprints of my footprint
Besides your footwear
And
At the INBOX lonely waiting
Without my emails & love-letters

Feel & experience -
My LOVE & my SOUL
That lives within YOU &
That LOVES YOU...

I ever will ETERNALLY
Even after passing from
Our universe & beyond...

Happens,
It often happens
In LOVE
After a LOVER is hurt
BELOVED is injured

Happens,
It often happens
In LOVE
After a LOVER is wounded
BELOVED bleeds

Happens,
It often happens
In LOVE
After LOVER bears a lesion
BELOVED carries the scars

Happens,
It often happens
In LOVE
After LOVER is humiliated
BELOVED bears the trauma

Happens,
It often happens
In LOVE
After LOVER is in grief
BELOVED is in pain

Happens,
It often happens
In LOVE
After LOVER is sweared at
BELOVED bears the curse

Happens,
It often happens
In LOVE
After LOVER cries in night
BELOVED remains awake

And finally...

Happens,
It often happens
In LOVE

After LOVE happens to Romeo:

- Zuliet is LOVED

- Flower of LOVE blooms
In Zuliet's heart

- Zuliet is independent
From past life to
LIVE & LOVE freely

It is so true
That everything we LOVE
We carry with us
From this birth to next birth
LOVERS never leave each other
They are alive inside the soul
From this birth to next birth

It does not matter
When LOVE happens
Whether the meeting of LOVE
Was for a single second
Or for 65 days
Or for several years
What defines TRUE LOVE
Is the lingering memory of BELOVED
Beyond birth,
Centuries to millennium

In a fraction of a second too
BELOVED becomes everything to a LOVER
At least we had a chance encounter
That's why I do not suffer
I'm grateful that our LOVE happened

What if we simply didn't meet?
If I was dead before you were born?
What if I lived whole life in Zakarta?
And you never left your birth place Rome?

Thus, I cry for those LOVERS
Who may never meet
Who have never met
I was fortunate
You were fortunate
We met this life

I understand my longing for YOU
Yet I consider myself fortunate
I was blessed, We were blessed
LOVE happened with YOU

I became LOVER, YOU - my BELOVED
Next birth let us see
You become LOVER, I - your BELOVED

This life...
How I cherish your memories..
Full with poignant melancholy

Now when I have found YOU
And I have found my SOUL

Let the world hear my cry
"I have found LOVE
I have found YOU"

I have lost all my wealth
And I have found your LOVE-wealth

I have forgotten God/dess' name
And I chant your name instead

Only one person took me there
Where everyone wants to go in the end
And that place is inner SOUL's LOVE
And that person is YOU

YOU-my Beloved

Gave me a priceless thing
But for that I had to lose everything
My pride, my EGO, my esteem
My dignity, my self-respect
My property, my career
And bow down with grace & humility
To kiss your hand
To accept the fate that had LOVING YOU
As my destiny...

I lost all my capital
To find LOVE's CAPITAL that
I was searching for several births

I have lost my family
I have lost my friends
I have lost my world
I have lost my health
I have lost my knowledge
Just to realize YOU within me

I lost my outer body and being
To realize you within my inner-self

Now NO one can take away my LOVE of/for YOU
Now no one can spend a bit of my LOVE'z treasure
I hold in my heart & soul for YOU
Now no one can invest or divest YOU from my heart
Now no one can steal you from my SOUL

My wealth of LOVING YOU increases multi-fold
More during the nights than days
More in the darkness than light
More amidst isolation than within crowds

In my boat of life,
I lost way in the desert
My 'guiding-star' became YOU
So it guides me back to the ocean
To drown myself in YOUR
Oceanic blue warm waves of existence

For whom I breathe and sing and dance
And write poems and prose and letters

My breathe holder is YOU
My BELOVEDz is YOU
YOU - YOU are my suave LOVER

I came across a person who told me:

"I think you are seeking LOVE,
Come, I will give you LOVE"

Without saying a word
The person held my hand and
I sat along with that person

I felt good within my soul

The person passed on to me
Pure LOVE energy

This inspired me

So when I see eyes seeking LOVE
I naturally give LOVE

Some people insult me, kick me
For showing LOVE

Some people embrace me, sit with me
For showing LOVE

This is my story
My story of LOVE
This is my LIFE
My life in LOVE

Since I've drank "LOVE"
From your eyes
This has been my state of LIFE
I'll live like this until I see YOU again

Once I see those eyes
I may die in your embrace

YOU are my beauty, my LOVE
YOU are my identity
YOU are my soul & my EGO

I won't be able to live
If you look down on me
What's the use of that life anyways?

Beloved only with YOU
I can see my life
That is my fate I seek
You are my mirror
You are my prayer
You are my worship
I'm your devotee
YOU are my Nature

On the fabric of my heart
I weave your name
I know about my LOVE for YOU
Let God know about your LOVE

There is everyone around me
But there is no peace within me
YOU remain the same
Inside, outside & around me
But I do not remain
In my own being...

I'm wearing a robe of Romeo
And walking the footsteps of Majnun
I roam like Ranzjhanaa
And I sing love-songs like Meera

It's none of your fault my LOVE
YOU are the most beautiful SOUL

I'm laughed at by everyone
Humiliated for talking to myself
Chanting only your name

I devote my body & soul to YOU
And I'm called " Y O U "