I am writing our Amour saga
Of longing of my heart
For YOU my BELOVED

Painting the colors of sky
On my soul,
My eyes seeks only your image my BELOVED

When you are not around me
There is absolutely nothing in my LIFE
When you are not with me
There is nothing in the nature & its beauty
There is nothing in this universe
Nothing in the flowers, moon and sun
Nor a sparkle in the stars
Not even the soaring of the wings

Do you wish that
Like this - YOU should deny me
Even the right of watching the beauty of nature?
Will you also deny me
Even feeling your breathe within mine?

Without YOU
I wish I should not even open my eyes
Nor I should feel anything inside my heart
Nor I should be alive...

Rendering the colors of your sky
On my soul,
My words only sing your Iliad of LOVE

In one way, I've everything
One requires to live LIFE:
With all the wealth & luxuries

But see where my fate
Has brought me
I'm like a mendicant
Waiting everyday for you
On the path you walk
Your path of LOVE

Painting the colors of sky
On my soul,
My heart feels only your emotions of LOVE

Please come back to me
My soul-mate
See the tears rolling my eyes
All the emotions are
Over-flowing your shores of LOVE
Can't you see the oceanic waves of my tears
Touching the feet of your heart?

Painting the colors of sky
On my soul,
My BLOOD paints only your portrait of LOVE

I am writing our Amour saga
Of longing of my heart
For YOU my BELOVEDz

Whenever LOVE is lost
We get melancholic
The longing & pain is unbearable
Our heart aches for our beloved
We feel like someone has
Cut our chest open and
Served our heart on display
For the worldly vultures to devour

In those times the
Melancholic BLUES
Are very hard to hide
When it happens to me
I pour my sorrow out
To my soul-mate
In form of poetry
and long letters
With a hope that one day
My LOVE - words will
Reach my BELOVEDz

Making me captive
In the grip of LOVE spell
Leaving me at the mercy of
This cruel world

Where has my beloved gone?
Someone please go & find my BELOVED

For whose sake, I tread this path
Towards my madness & annihilation?
Even if my BELOVED is 1000 miles away
I will remain in deep LOVE
For this life, and thereafter too

I will keep reciting my LOVE poem
In the name of my Beloved everyday

There was a time
When we were together
And meeting everyday

Now it has been
Days, weeks, months
And even more than a year
We are restrained to meet
Or see each other

Can anyone understand such pain of LOVE?

The silver lining is
Our LOVE will grow
In the face of our forced separation

I pray that My BELOVED
Remains far from such grief
I suffer in LOVE

I pray that my BELOVED
Takes the revenge of our separation
With this world
By succeeding in every thing
To fulfill our LOVE prayers

Let my BELOVED not even
Read this poem of
My Painful Lament

With my silent sobs
I'll set an example
Of TRUE PURE LOVE
For everyone to see

Let every one experience LOVE
Through my melancholic silent words

Today in my life
The dying light of LOVE
Seems to be fading fast

No one is there
To light the fire
In waning embers of LOVE

Except, I know
Only my soul-mate will be there
Who will rage my LOVE's fire forever
And spread my word of LOVE
To my BELOVED Z

My BELOVED resides in me
And I still sing
In the ruins of my heart
My same LOVE-poem every moment

Making me captive
In the grip of LOVE spell
Leaving me at the mercy of
This cruel world

Where has my beloved gone?
Someone please go & find my BELOVED

The burden of Your LOVE

Is so sweet within/on me

My swollen/bitten lips

Your teeth mark on

My chest and thighs

The sweet itching

Of sensual pleasures

At places I can't even say

And...

I know it's not

Engraved within/ on me forever

Like a permanent tattoo

So I ask YOU for the same

Come to LOVE me

Everyday, every night

To engrave me with

Your sweet LOVE marks

Of your natural pleasures

You leave behind

On me, my body

And on my helpless soul

Thank YOU LOVEz

Again your poignant melancholy
Kept me awake the whole night
My BELOVED...
How much ever the world tries
I'll never forget you,
God promise

How should I write to you
How my heart feels in your longing
I'm unable to utter a word in my LOVE
How can I narrate my sorrows to you
My BELOVED...
I'll never forget you,
Jesus promise

You live in my heart
You live in my eyes
You live in my dreams
You live in my sighs
Even living thousand miles away
I won't be away from your soul
For a single minute
I'll never forget you,
Allah promise

Since I have seen BELOVED's face
I've forgotten to see the SUN
I've forgotten to enjoy the moonlight
I've forgotten to burn the holy candle
The way your beauty blooms in your smiles
The way your beauty blooms in your eyes
I've forgotten to watch the blooming of flowers
I'll never forget you,
Ram promise

This is our love-story - a very short one
Once BELOVED glanced at me,
Once BELOVED smiled at me,
Once BELOVED passed fragrance on me
Since that day I'm living unconsciously
You forgot to blow breeze of fresh air on me
And I forgot to get conscious from your LOVE
How lovely is this punishment of LOVE
My BELOVED
I'll never forget you,
Buddha promise

The joy of this longing is incredible
BELOVED is in me, yet so far away
YOU watch me, YOU watch my LOVE
Yet you hide your LOVE from me
My BELOVED

How beautiful is your portrait
That I've drawn with my blood

My BELOVED
I'll never forget you,
GOD promise

Beloved, for me...
YOU are there, at sea -
My ocean of LOVE
I'm thirsty in this desert
For a drop of your salty sweetness

If you don't embrace me
Still I'll fly over YOU
Days after days
Years after years
Birth after birth

Our existence was mired by our mind
It delusion ed us

Intelligence has
Wounded my wings of LOVE
I'm restless to fly
I've to overcome mind
And soar high - as high as
Rainbow clouds of LOVE

I know
I need strength
To fly across YOUR blue deep ocean
Your path of sea in front of me
An ocean of LOVE-fire
Deep within YOU

I'm not worried of crossing YOU
MY beloved...
Your vastness
YOU are enormous, unending
I'm prepared to fly over you
Adore your beauty,
Those waves, your aqua-marines
Your islands
Your ups and downs
And Your abyss depths

And when I'm tired
I will simply "LET GO"
Of my flapping wings
Of my stupid 'mind'
And fall smilingly into YOUR
Ocean beds of soft waves
To be devoured by your wavering flames

The whole world is stopping me
My mind is not letting me fall
Trying to make me understand
What a fool I am
To LOVE you unconditionally

A part of me understands but
Who will explain 'living'
To my heart and soul?

My heart says -
Why has the world & people
Forgotten the path of LOVE?

While I fly above - I see
The whole world is merry
Dancing and rejoicing
Blindly in the vulgarity of
Wealth & success

And I am at peace
In YOUR LOVE
Flying high, soaring great heights
Viewing the horizon of your ocean
Where the sun sets & moon rises

I fly on that bright side of LOVE
Below there is ocean and
Below that within YOU
Is the fire of your LOVE
The flames calling me to dive in

NOW, I'm not confused
I will dip myself in your ocean
And burn my EGO in your volcanic fire

While I 'Let Go' & dive in YOU
Tired and restful
Do hug me tightly within,
Embrace me in your fire of LOVE

Let us both extinguish
Our LOVE-fire within each other
And show the world
The way to LIVE, LOVE and DIE

EGO is biggest road block
On the path of LOVE
Wisdom of LOVE never comes from
Reading books or listening lectures
Hearing music or reading poems

LOVE comes from somewhere else
Mind is the greatest veil blocking LOVE
It never allows you to see
TRUE PURE LOVE without blemishes

Whereas intellect makes you believe
YOU understand and know everything
But you never do so in case of LOVE
LOVE enters your life in mysterious ways

Do not try to understand LOVE
With your limited six senses
Wait for your experience of LOVE
When someone LOVES you
Indulge in it
That is the experience & wisdom of LOVE

If LOVE is for satisfying your
Physical, intellectual, emotional desires,
Its not LOVE. Beware of that!

LOVE is a rising above
Your limited sense of LIFE

Controlling anything within your realm
For LOVE isn't LOVE
By seeking a Guru/ mentor
YOU'll go away from the true
Experience of LOVE

When you are face to face with LOVE
Free all your thoughts, senses
Then what remains with you
Is the experience of LOVE

LOVE is a  near void experience
YOU not being YOU,
But being your BELOVED
Only LOVE can give you that
Out of the world experience
"You inside  YOU" experience
"You outside"YOU" experience

The First  YOU is your BELOVED
The second YOU is you.