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 Feb 2014 Emily
Chalsey Wilder
My walls are caving in
crumbling beneath my touch and echoing my every whispered thought
I'm shaking
I'm breaking slowly inside
My foundation is cracking almost beyond repair
And it's dark inside
I can't see what's breaking
what's falling or what's shaking and crumbling
I can't see what I'm trying to fix
It's like trying to find your hands in darkness
or falling while your still asleep and unaware
I'm a fallen angel I feel
I feel I'm alone but I'm not
Sometimes I feel like my walls should be empty and falling
I feel like the world could stand to lose one more person
But my walls won't fall, won't cave or crumble enough to end me
My foundation won't crack deep enough for me to be lost completely
Sometimes I feel like it's fixing itself only to fall apart again
And then it feels worse
It feels like your slowly getting crushed by yourself
And you just want it to end
and it feels like you're falling inside a dried up well that has no bottom to fall on
Just an endless fall into darkness and nothing
 Feb 2014 Emily
Chalsey Wilder
If only you were here right next to me
I'd let you be the first to touch me
The first to hold me
The first to kiss me to sleep
cause the only way that would happen is in my dreams
You'll be far away
but close to my heart
*If only...
 Feb 2014 Emily
Amanda In Scarlet
Blank
Zero
Space
NULL

You cannot use null in a comparison.
Null has unpredictable results.

He is blank.
I am null.
He will overwrite me
And then, I can be used.
 Feb 2014 Emily
Violet
afraid
 Feb 2014 Emily
Violet
afraid of the dark
afraid of you
afraid of pain
i'm afraid of everything
and i most assuredly am
afraid of you
and how you hurt me
i am not going
to let it happen
again
 Feb 2014 Emily
Violet
photos
 Feb 2014 Emily
Violet
yesterday
i went rummaging
through a box of photos
i happened to accidentally
find a photo of your
most handsome profile
i nearly threw up
the thought of seeing you
made me feel sad
and made me feel
like throwing up
tonight i think
i'll burn that picture of you
along with any other
photos of us or you
i hate thinking about it
and how you made me happy
leave me, ben
i remember how
i loved you
yet you hurt me
go away!
i never want
to see
your photo again
ever
 Feb 2014 Emily
R
)You(
 Feb 2014 Emily
R
no amount of the thoughts of death could
deter my memories and thoughts of
you and our maybe future.
i just love you so much
 Feb 2014 Emily
Violet
ben
 Feb 2014 Emily
Violet
ben
you said
you loved me
and i know that
it isn't true
if you ever say
that again
i'll know now
not believe your lies
ben, i loved you
and still do
i just don't want
to loose you
all over again
goodbye, ben
remember that
i love you
from the bottom
of my heart
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