Would you believe me
if I said that you're my Eternity?

I don't know where I'm headed
I don't know what the future has in store
But today I danced in my kitchen
And sang while walking down the sidewalk
And I have a sneaking suspicion
That everything will be okay

I hope my hands can one day hold
a empty heart and fill it with love.

If I'm the one who taught you how to love,
does that mean
I'm the one who taught you how to fall out of it, too?

You make me want to get better.
And for once, I believe I can.

I can't help but feel like
a little fish
in an enormous ocean
whenever I see you.

I've never felt so alone.

And just like that, I began looking for you everywhere I went.

You laughed at the absurdity of my story, but there was something in that sound that felt like the beginning of something.

In another universe

We're still here

My head is on your chest

I can hear your heartbeat

We're still here

No one is truly gone
if you still carry them
with you in your
heart.

I knew I loved you
when the first thought
I had when I saw you
was that I was finally
home.

He looks at you as if
you were an art piece.
Beautiful,
appreciated,
unique.
I wish you could see yourself
like that too.

I wish I could tell you how I feel,
but all I can do is stare at this blinking cursor
and think the words instead.

I sit here
with a blank sheet of paper,
ready to tattoo it with the words of my heart.

I hope you get everything you wanted
And I hope you play in the snow

I hope the fireplace is warm
and the lights twinkle and glow

I hope you find comfort
and I hope you find your way

I hope that you'll remember me
and hope that I'm okay

I've found that the most beautiful thing we can learn
is to love who we are, not who we want to be.

I wish I could engrave every moment I spend with you
into every part of me

I want to leave our mark upon the world and
if we ever were to cease

I'd shake my fist at the sky and shout

"We were here!"
"Do you hear me!"
"We were here!"

Every now and then
I find myself back in your arms

We're laying on your bed
and there's a video playing on the tv

Every now and then I am yours again
if only for a moment

But you are not here anymore
we will not share any more of those moments

Every now and then I miss them
I miss you

I have traveled far and wide,
and yet I still don't feel
Like
        I
          Belong.

I hope you know
I'm rooting for you.

You may not be in my life anymore
But I hope all your dreams we talked about
come true.

I hope you make it wherever you want to go
Even if I'm not beside you there.

I don't know how I could've lived a whole life before meeting you

Scarlet sun dancing on the horizon,
Amber leaves fluttering to the ground,
Golden rays shining through windows,
Lime carpets of grass, wet with morning dew,
Aqua skies hovering ever so high,
Violet flowers waving in the wind.

I have never been one for romance
I never really know what to do
but I long for the chance
to make an advance
and dance to silence with you.

I'm sure at first it'd be funny
we'd look at each other and laugh
we'd swing and we'd sway
we'd dance every way
and cherish the love that we have.

For the silence we hear
Is not the absence of words
But rather things we need not say.
We both already know
How our hearts have been connected
From the very start up til today.

So I may not be a love song
But I'll show you in every way that I know
Til the day that we're gone
You'll know you belong
Like the flowers that bloom in the meadow.

"Why do you always look at me like that?"

"Like what?"

"Like there's nothing else that matters."

"Because there isn't, not when I'm with you."

Sometimes
my only          comfort
is a mind

emptied






of it's thoughts.

You were once my light,
but now I've found that I can be my own sun.

To be honest I was gonna try to write a sappy love poem but all I could come up with was:

I am very happy you're here with me.

See,
I am made of sunrises
blotches of color painted by weary hands.

I am made of stars
picked straight from the sky by tiny fingertips
reaching for something more.

I am made of laughter and tears
and as my much too heavy shoulders shake
you'll wonder

what I am carrying after all.

I find myself holding on
to things that didn't
put in the effort
to hold on to me.

The best things in life are often
the things hidden behind
disbelief
and
fear.

I see now that it wasn't either of our faults.
Sometimes two people are only meant to be
in each others lives to teach a lesson.

Sometimes I feel
i'd give you the world
if only you'd ask.

No star in the sky could
in their best efforts
evade my hands that stretch
as far as Eden for you.

From the beginning
until doomsday hails, forever
on and on my love will wrap us
in the warmth of home.

Some people
find comfort  in listening to music
indulging in the melodies
the words,
the feelings,
and how they warm your soul.

When people ask why I stayed so long,
the only thing I can think of is:
The only future I saw for myself
was one with him in it.

I hope we can find each other in this life.
And if not, then I'll wait for you in the next.

I know it used to be hard to find even one good thing
to talk about each day,

But I hope you know

I find myself here now
with so many moments I want to hold onto
that I pay for extra storage on my phone
and take as many photos as I can
so I can take the good times with me
and talk about them each day.

I take those photos for you,
for us,
to remember that there is always
something worth fighting for.

I don't know why I run after people
who will never run after me.

I have never wanted to hold onto something so much before
To irrevocably give you everything I have
If only it help you realize
I have known you my whole life
In the way that you are the flowers I have loved every spring
And the stars I have always admired every night
You have always been there
Even if I didn't know it
And now that I do
I want to hold this feeling forever
If you'll let me

To you who feels like the world is against you,
You Deserve To Be Loved.

You can ask anyone who knows me
I have never been the best at remembering things
I leave my thoughts scattered across the coffee table in my head
But when it comes to you my dear
You are just too important to forget

I have never been good
at being someone people would choose
in a crowded room.

I am the smell of rain
and the ticking of a clock.

I am a slight breeze
and a fleeting glance through a window.

I have never been good
at sticking around
long enough to know I am worth
being stuck with.

Every time I look into your eyes,
I see a future I could stare at
forever

Every now and then
I become 10 years old

I'm laying in my parents bed
melting into worn sheets and heavy blankets

I can hear my sister on the phone
she's chatting about some math test

The walls were always thin

I can hear my mother with the vacuum
and my father and brother cooking breakfast

They are toasting english muffins
and scrambling eggs

The bacon is sizzling
and the hash browns are crispy

I can smell it now as it floods my house
seeping into the hallway and into the room

The birds outside are singing
and the sunlight is golden as it carresses
my weary, aged eyes

But I am 10 right now
my shoulders have no weight to carry

And I feel as though I am one with the wind
slowly floating away from where I should be,
back towards home.

If there was one sight
I wish I never saw...
It would be your back
as you walked away
from what we had.

My heart is filled with deadly shards.
And the more I feel,
The more it hurts.

I told myself
I'd forget
every moment
every laugh
that I shared
with you.

But as I
lay awake
at 3am
I find it hard
to let go of
my best
memories.

Even though we may one day
burn out in one big blast of light
I hope those who come after
will see our love from millions of miles away
as vast, bright, and infinite.

There’s a certain bitterness in growing up
It’s being angry at the world for it wanting you to change
For expecting you to keep up
When you still haven’t grown into your shoes
They’re still tied with bunny ears

I hope you tell your friends about me
and I hope they're as happy for you
as The Moon is for me
when she listens to my stories of you
every night.

There is a certain solace in the rain.
Let it fall upon you and soak into your clothes
Let it seep into your flesh and bones.
Feel the chill spread across yourself.
That is the feeling of being alive
That is how you know you feel.
That is how you know you are alive.