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max Feb 2022
Where will I go,
Who will I be,
when the knowledge that I've thrown
lands on me?
I used to fear the words of the priest,
Til i found out he's just a man like me,
And all the wrongs I've done
They got me on the run

And it's what you do
That comes back to you

What will I find,
Who will I meet,
knows that hate get their hands on me
Is there a line that I have crossed?
What do I gain, for all that i've lost
Comes back to you
max Feb 2022
staying up past midnight
scrolling through the dim light,
reading, god,
i remember why i loved you,
not just that i did, but why,
you say barely a friend,
go back and read it then

there was so much love
and passion,
my throat gets sore thinking about it,
everytime i read it,
my light becomes less dim,
my lungs expand, heartbeat quickens,
a smile on my face yet tears in my eyes,
i can’t believe
i forgot how in love with you i–
am

i lost myself in the fall
mind frantic,
what was i trying to accomplish exactly?
acting so heroic, knowing no one is perfect,
why did i have such a low limit
why did i care so much
i’m all, “learn and acknowledge then move on” but where was that then?

selfishness results in losing close friends
word of advice,
ride out the times,
make light,
stop trying to extinguish other’s,
there’s no reason for fights,
vibe and have a good time,
word of advice; just live your ******* life
yeah i learned, but where was that then?
i don’t even know where to begin
i’m afraid what you’ll say cause i’m quiet now, but silence gives you space
max Jan 2022
i don’t mind spending everyday
out on the corner in the pouring rain
i keep reminding myself to chill and that there’s nothing i can do about it and i keep telling myself that i’m happy i shouldn’t be upset everything is nice everything is groovy, but god this hurts–this really *****
i’m sad
max Jan 2022
With every beautiful new sight
I see that perfect golden light
Against your eyes
Tried to hold it up
Try to live it up
Seal it with your touch
Everything at once
You only get what you put into this life
So how could anybody be living in a bad dream

when you got this open road
And the sun is shining
How could anybody be living in a bad dream
with the top down drivin' slow
All the love that
I know
How could anybody be living in a bad dream
max Jan 2022
i just see now
that there’s no reason for hate,
like dude
hate and anger
consumes you if you let it
it’s so nice to just let go,
i don’t know why i used to be angry
all the time
but now i’m just
peacefully living

and it’s nice
max Jan 2022
i feel you inching closer
right around the corner
right in front of each other
yet,
silent
we’re silent
watching and waiting
we’re silent
static
minds rushing
hearts pounding yet–
silent
i don’t know what to do
max Jan 2022
i’m  still here
if you still want me love
please know,
head quietly resting on my wall
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