max - Hello Poetry

max Jan 2022

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i wish my mind would wonder
away from the thought of
your soft thighs,
lips pressed against mine,
i want every bit of your time,
i want to remind you
of the first time
you felt my tongue against you,
if only you had read all the stories i wrote on your skin with my lips

god i’m so ******* ****** i don’t know, this is from november

max Jan 2022

whiplash

the more i think about how toxic
we are
the more i think we should end it
see we’ve been back and fourth
for 5 times now
and i can’t help but to think
this doesn’t feel right now
clearly i’m torn
but you say you can’t live without me
but in all honesty, love,
i don’t need anybody
so yeah i got you a promise ring
knowing i wont ever get married
it’s like we’re tugging on a string,
i want to live but you just want to be buried
honestly darling as brutal as it is
you’ve got to get a personality
you know what’s attractive?
not desperation and codependency

be confident
know what you want
mature and grow
i can’t stick around
if i know you’ll make me drown
i feel like i’m rotting in this bathtub
it’s time for me to get out

obviously i’m not perfect
i’ve left you 3 times already
so i see how you feel when you do it to me
but i believe that’s a clear sign
that we don’t keep coming back
because we’re meant to be
we’re desperate
and i’m tired of being desperate,
desperately

let me go, finally
so we can both just be ******* free

i don’t know, maybe i’m just irritated
i’m sure one of us will apologize and act like nothing happened like we usually do

god i’m so tired

max Jan 2022

cringe, do i make you cringe now?

She said I'm looking like a bad man, smooth criminal
She said my spirit doesn't move like it did before
She said that I don't look like me no more, no more
I said I'm just tired
She said: you're just high

Lover come hold me
Heads on the fritz
Gaudy intoxicated feelings comfortably mixed
Lover come hold me, could you forget

Sweating all your sins out
Putting all your thoughts back together
Oh, we just don't blend now
All of my attempts seem to weather
Oh, I make you cringe now
Don't I make you cringe?

Pushing past the limits,
tripping on hallucinogenics,
I just couldn’t open up
I’m always shifting
I crawled back to the life
I said I wouldn’t live in,
Through and through
I’ve come undone

lyrics ripped apart into my own little story

max Jan 2022

nothing matters

i woke up and thought
i’m still tired
why am i so tired

i’m tired of being sad
so much
all the time

so now i’m not sad
i’m not
anything.

don’t confuse nirvana with being numb

max Jan 2022

this is good, i’m ready to keep going

i can’t reach out to call you
but i know i will one day
cheers to the ones we’ve got today
cheers to the ones that we lost on the way

max Jan 2022